The End of My First Love

46. Someone is Curious

One month later...

Santi did not tell me about what happened a month ago, about him and Jaswari have been honest about their feelings to anyone, including Nurul. Though usually anything about Jaswari, Santi always told Nurul. But this time Santi somehow felt ashamed to tell Nurul.

If you want, even though Santi once a week is still faithful to give a newsletter to Jaswari through Nurul. It's just that Santi feels it's not time he told Nurul, about Jaswari who revealed his heart. Even if Santi did not tell the story, surely Nurul would know from Jaswari, that too if Jaswari told Nurul.

Actually Santi also really wanted to vent this, but somehow always not so. Hopefully Nurul will not be angry if later he knows from others.

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This morning, Santi was seen entering the school gate in a hurry. The reason is now that he showed at 7 am, he was afraid to be late to class. And Santi has an appointment to meet Tila in Santi's class. Finally, after running, Santi was in front of the class. And sure enough, Tila was waiting in front of the class.

With the same bad feeling Tila, because it came too late, Santi apologized. "Assalamu'alaikum La, I'm sorry I'm late" Santi said, clenching his hands together. "Waalaikumussalam San, yes it's okay, I'm also new nyampe really," replied Tila. "What the hell is San, why did the tumben tell me to come to your class?" ask Tila. "Somebody really wants me to talk about La, but not now, you can go home from school?" ask Santi. "You're talking, huh?" Tila turned back. Santi did not answer but just nodded his head.

"Yes, we can go home from school and have a chat" Tila smiled. "Thank you La, I used to want to confide in Nurul but I'm ashamed of La, I don't know," said Santi confused. "Yes I already know how you want to confide in what, but better later if it's the same story me, you also say the same Nurul yes," advised Tila. "Yes, I will tell Nurul" Nurul replied.

"I want to go back to my class" Tila said. "Yes La, thank you my best friend.." said Santi immediately hugged Tila. After hugging Tila rushed to her class, Santi entered her class as well.

The doorbell rang, Santi straightened the book into a bag. And head straight to Tila's class. After being in front of her class, Tila was still in class tidying up her book. Tila, who saw Santi outside her class, called out to her. "Come here San, after all the learning hours have been completed," said Tila. Santi went inside.

"Where is he talking about it?" ask Tila. Santi nodded too. "Yes hayuu, but confided in my aunt's house in Tegallega yes, it's okay, I just remembered today I was told my aunt to go there," said Tila. "It's okay La, we're talking there," replied Santi agreed. "Duuh kayaknya vent serious, invited to vent anywhere immediately nodded, hehee," Tila. "Iihh La, don't sulk dong, I've had a month to confide this to you and Nurul," said Santi pouting.

"Whaat a month San, yes salaaam, what the hell do you want to talk about until you seem confused so much," said Tila. "Yes, I'll talk later at the house of your lips, let's go," asked Santi to pull Tila's hand.

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Tila and Santi arrived in front of her aunt Tila's house. "Assalamu'alaikum, Bii...!!" exclamation Tila. "Waalaikumussalam.." replied someone from inside the house. And the door of the house was opened, a simple woman approached Tila. "You've come, come on in, this is your friend who was here?" ask Ms. Minah. "Yes Bi really, he said he wanted to play, could bi?" tila Saut. "Yes, or La, come on.ayoo come in, son," replied Ms. Minah.

Tila and Santi went straight to the usual room where Tila was staying if she stayed at her aunt's house. Not long after her aunt went into Tila's room. "La, you're the same friend you've eaten yet?" ask Ms. Minah. "Udah Bi, it was at school, later abis ashar eat it, now it is still full," Tila declined. "Yes, then" said Bu Minah and went straight out of Tila's room.

"La, I'm not bothering you here, am I?" santi asked after her aunt Tila came out of the room. "It's not San, my aunt even seneng if there are my friends who play," said Tila. "Thank God, I wouldn't feel good if I disturbed you here La" said Santi.

"Relax San, he said he wanted to confide in this, did want to tell what the hell story, until you look confused about his face," investigated Tila. Santi breathed a long breath. "Huuuhh, first I want the story of Jaswari La, and the second about our uniforms made into shar'i," said Santi. "Okay, what story do you want?" ask Tila again.

"I want to tell you about Jaswari first," said Santi, Tila nodded. "A month ago when I played at Nurul's house, she told me about coming home" Santi sighed for a moment. "Sampe in my house, I did not expect and surprised Jaswari will say I like La," said Santi. "Waaaw.does that!!" saut Tila could not believe it. "Thou shocks me, let alone La, said Santi. "Keep saying what's the same Jaswari?" tanya Tila was curious.

"It's what makes me confused and feel bad and ashamed of La," replied Santi. "Indeed you said what the fuck Jaswari is," Tila said. "Huuuhh, I told him, I like him too, but I don't want to date him, because it's not permissible in Islam, did I get that wrong to Jaswari La?" finally Santi managed to get out which for a month he pendam.

"Waaaw..your answer is even more surprising to San," said Tila. "Why La, am I wrong?" Santi panicked immediately. "It's not wrong, but it's a diplomatic answer in my opinion and brave San, because I know you really like Jaswari. Others might not have wasted this opportunity. But you dare to take risks," said Tila at length.

"I'm just afraid he's angry and disappointed, La, for my answer, because I saw that disappointment on his face" said Santi. "I think Jaswari understands that San, I don't think he'll be angry with you" said Tila. "That's it, hopefully La," said Santi hoping. "I'm just embarrassed and afraid that if later met Jaswari what it should be like, it will definitely be more dag dug nih my heart hadeuh..." Santi closed his face in shame.

Tila laughed amusedly at seeing her face Santi blushed in embarrassment from her own words. "You're funny San, it's only natural that people fall in love talking like that, don't be ashamed," said Tila. "Ah ah ah don't talk about it, there is no one I've deg-degan La. change the topic, deh," said Santi. "Are you going to vent, especially?" ask Tila. "I want to confide in our plan to make a uniform made by Shar'i aja La," replied Santi.

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