The Dilemma Between Two Choices

4. Alone on the First Night

Your marriage has made me a complement to your life, not for a day or a year, but as a wife who accompanies you to the very end of my life.

Andra did not remember at all with the newly married woman, even if just to mince words asking if she had slept. He forgot about the status of himself who already had a wife. His wife was patiently waiting for his return in the hotel room.

Lidya deliberately made her lover not remember even a little, not even discuss about her marriage which was just a matter of hours. Lidya does not want her special and special night interrupted by Nafeesa.

And this is the real purpose Lidya decided to rent a room unit in the Hotel where Nafeeesa was staying.

While Nafesa who has changed clothes with evening dresses looks very beautiful and sexy. The lingerie was provided and groomed by her sister-in-law, but it was of no use at all.

At first he did not want to wear the clothes, because he thought they were very open, transparent and lacking in materials.

But, remembering the words of her sister who said, if wearing it will make her husband more loving, love with her.

He was again excited and enthusiastic to wear it although a little uncomfortable and embarrassed, because for his entire life he had never and never wore sexy clothes.

Nafeesa returned to the top of the bed, occasionally glancing towards the wall where the wall clock was. Repeatedly he yawned because it was past his bedtime.

From there he tried to resist his sleepiness, decided to lie down and open the Novel application in his play.

Sometimes his left hand resting on his head sometimes slipped from the focus of his head. His phone was released at any time if his eyes glimpsed.

"Shall I call Mas Andra?"

He closed the online novel application that he had noticed and read to prevent drowsiness.

She tried to call her husband's mobile number, but Andra's mobile number was always out of reach of only the mobile operator who answered her call.

Andra's phone number she got from her sister Andra. It was Anita Hara who gave it even though Nafeesa was ashamed to ask for it.

"The number you're going to is off or out of range, leave a message after the following beet note."

Over and over again that's all he got. He held his phone and then moved it closer to his chin.

"Maybe Mas has a job that is urgent and very urgent so it must be done by him."

It is the character of Nafeesa who views everything positively thinking. At least he did not damage his body health with negative thoughts.

From a long time ago never had the intention to think about things that are not good, it will end up not good for his health and body.

He was tired of waiting for the return of Andra who did not come home too. He chose to sleep alone on his bed.

"God protect my husband wherever he is."

It was only sincere prayer that she always offered for the safety of her husband.

Nafesa slept on her first night accompanied by a bolster pillow with a sprinkling of red roses.

While in the next room not too far from his room, in the same hotel and on the same floor, his Husband and his Lover are still exercising at night.

They complete their desires that some days are not channeled, because busy taking care of all things marriage. Lidya was busy working until the intensity of the meeting was disrupted.

Until dawn they did non-stop. They never once thought of the fate of Hyuna who slept alone in her room.

The night is getting late, slowly the moonlight light begins to dim as time goes by. The wall clock shows at 05:00 in the morning. The Dawn has appeared in the East.

Nafeesa's hp alarm sounded which disturbed his new deep sleep for several hours.

He blinked his eyes repeatedly. He collected all his life that had not been collected well. An uncertain waiting fatigue made him wake up from his sleep.

"Thank God, it was dawn" a smile always emanated from his face.

Even though in his heart there was a turmoil and unrest that plagued him. As much and as strongly as possible he dispelled those feelings.

Which wife will not be lonely, sad and disappointed if, the husband on his first night does not go home and instead activities outside.

But, as much as possible Nafeesa brushed aside all the stones of prejudice that haunted and gnawed at his feelings and thoughts.

Nafeesa felt the bed next to her, but it was still empty. It was still as neat as before he fell asleep.

Nafeesa wobbled through the entire corner of the room, but the result was still the same. The figure of the man who had married her a few hours ago was not inside her bridal room.

Nafesa immediately got up and rushed to the bathroom, because he was afraid if it was too late to do the morning prayers.

She was sad but, she did not want to cry or complain about the circumstances. He always tried to smile under any circumstances.

After the dawn prayer, he took the time to read the Qur'an some verses. He stood up and put his prayer equipment back together.

"Luckily, bring the same face to the Qur'an" his smile appeared when his heart was sad.

He changed his clothes because he wanted to go home. But he, confused about where to go home, should I go home to his own house or to the house of his parents-in-law. Maybe Andra has her own private house.

Nafesa had just intended to call Andra, and suddenly the door to her room opened. She glanced at her husband and smiled.

He did not want to attack Andra with all sorts of questions that would make Andra angry.

If he throws a lot of questions about his fear, he hears words he should not have heard that morning.

So Nafesa decided not to ask her husband much. He chose to be quiet, calm and as if nothing had happened. Although he did not dismiss if there were some questions that came to his mind.

Andra went into his room without further ado or rebuking his wife who stood there to welcome him.

Nafeesa just wanted to grab Andra's hand, but immediately pushed rough by Andra. So rough he made himself stagger back.

"Astagfirullahaladzim,"

He stroked his chest and smiled sweetly towards Andra.

"To be patient, to be patient Nafesa."

Only a sad look was given by Nafesa. She did not expect that her husband's true nature was like this. Before marriage, people never spoke ill of Andra.

Bagas just stared there was no intention let alone to start a conversation with Nafesa. Andra stood staring intently at his wife without the slightest hint of a faint smile even though there was none.

Andra immediately spoke to Nafesa in a voice that was quite loud as if talking to his assistant.

"Pack all your things, we go home, we go" Andra said.

He said as he opened the door of his closet and there was no intention in the slightest to look towards his wife. Nafeesa was just sculpting which made Andra let out his golden voice again.

"What else are you waiting for!!"

Nafeesa immediately moved and faded with orders from her husband. He packed all his clothes that he had brought to the hotel room.

They immediately checked out of the hotel. Andra did not want to linger at the Hotel with Nafesa, Lidya had returned from the Hotel.

Andra took his wife to her new home she had just bought a few weeks ago.

Andra bought the house specifically for his wife later. And at first the house he bought specifically for his lover is for Lidya.

If they marry later.

But fate says otherwise, Andra is forced to marry Nafesa at the whim of her parents. A marriage that both sides of the family have long planned.

With a heavy heart Andra obeyed the wishes of the two parents, because they did not want to be a disobedient child who defied. He fulfilled and carried out the orders of his two parents. He also did not want if, his name must be crossed off the family card and automatically did not get any of the property.

Lidya sees the car used by Andra and Nafesa leaving the hotel parking lot. Lidya immediately came out of hiding.

Then walk back to the Hotel Loby.

"Bye bye Andra" with a wave of his hand towards Andra's car.

He walked towards the elevator and rushed up to the 13th floor of the next destination. His sneaky grin always adorned his face.

Wedding rings are only a symbol of happiness, but true happiness is in the ark of the household.

A great marriage is not when the perfect couple gets together, but when the imperfect couple learns to enjoy their differences.