The Dilemma Between Two Choices

19. Inculpation

"Mafeeh!!!" His shouting.

Nafeesa quickly walked towards Andra, although the core was still sore and sick, but he ignored her completely.

He walked quickly so he wouldn't make Andra even more angry. She also stood in front of her husband who slightly opened her legs to be more free to stand.

"Mafeesa!!! tell me who was the first man to take away your chastity haaaa?"

His two eyes seemed to want to get out of place, his veins bulging violently, his hands clenching firmly as if he wanted to punch someone.

The question that was thrown from Andra's lips made him instantly speechless and astonished at not understanding the intent of the question.

"Why are you quiet, are you deaf haaa!!!" Andra again shouted in front of Nafeesa with a thunderous voice like the sound of lightning alone.

Nafeesa was still trying to digest the words of Andra. He was confused and stood like a statue.

"Your basic lady is a fool!! deaf again, what are all the words I'm saying that you don't understand yet?"

Andra yelled again near Nafeesa's ear to make Nafeesa reflex to cover both ears.

His face was already flushed with his anger. He was very angry because he knew that there were not even a hint of fresh blood stains on the bed linen they wore during intercourse.

"Mafeesa!!! tell me, who is the man who preceded me?"

Her lips trembled violently and did not expect that her own husband would doubt her loyalty. Her chastity and honor which she had always maintained so well were questioned by Andra her own husband.

"Bag!!! You may insult me, beat me, or not love me at all times, but never doubt my loyalty to you" he replied in a high-pitched voice.

How broken his heart was when he found out if he was accused of being arrogant with another man and accused him of not being a virgin anymore before they had a relationship.

"Hahaha!!! so if you're still a virgin why is there even the slightest sign of blood spots left on the bed sheet in the slightest?"

Andra stared furiously at Nafeesa as if Nafeesa was a suspect being interrogated by the police.

"It doesn't take a lot of excuses and a lot of whipping, I know you're not a virgin anymore, right, so cover up the reality of what's on your excuse?" Said Andra who laughed at the words of his own wife.

"Did you notice me when I was in the bathroom? No right? The blood I mean I admit that it didn't come out when we were done, but when I was in the bathroom, it was then that it dripped when I peed," he answered with tears.

Nafeesa stared back at her husband with a sharp look. Andra, who was in her marriage for the whole time, just this time, saw such a sharp look from her own wife.

Nafeesa took a step forward and said, "if Mas doesn't love me or loves me I can accept patiently and sincerely, but Mas accuse me of being a no-no sorry I can't take it for granted" Nafeesa said.

"You turned out to be just pretending to be stupid all along!! I'm so surprised to hear your very illogical and nonsensical explanation."

Andra smiled condescendingly towards Nafeesa by folding both her hands in front of her chest.

"Due to Mas's words, I've been patient enough to face all of Mas's behavior with Lidya, but if Mas doubts my loyalty I'm sorry I can't accept."

"Oooo yeah!! So you were angry and didn't accept all my treatment of you all this time??" Ask Andra who came forward to front Nafeesa so that only a short distance separated the two of them.

Nafeesa turned her face as Andra looked at her carefully. Andra smiled humbly.

"What the hell is difficult to say honestly, anyway if you are honest with me our marriage relationship which is only limited to status can continue and last until I am bored just decided," explained Andra.

Nafeesa's heart was like being hit with a huge pudgy. Crushed into pieces until no longer shaped. How indestructible and sad it would be if her loyalty to her husband whom she had always cared for had been tarnished with unwarranted accusations.

"I am not a foolish woman who, because of being forced and desperate, speaks big lies, and until then I will say that I am still holy before you touch."

The utterance from Nafeesa's mouth made Andra laugh out loud again to hear it.

"You're funny too, it's been caught wrong still talk a lot, for me you're your woman ra han."

!!!!!!

The sound of that slap was very loud.

"As I treat me harshly I can still be patient, Mas left the first night we came home in the morning I can still be silent, Mas often yells and insult me I can still accept with Ikhlas, I can still accept with, but for this one sorry I didn't accept it."

Andra just laughed and turned her face away from Nafeesa.

"Mas married Lidya I also tried to accept her sincerely, but when my loyalty was in doubt, I could not close my eyes and ears, she said, I asked Mas where his conscience was when he decided to marry Lidya, did Mas ever think about what I felt? answer no!!"

You will not find happiness if you continue to demand perfection. Thank you for what you have, and there you will find happiness.