Tainted On The First Night

Mixed felt

Until then...

Today is Saturday, the day looks clear the sky looks blue, Mila opened her eyes to spread a smile. He never felt this big in his life. There is a sense of happiness that cannot be explained..

it was because she had fallen in love until all the days were beautiful.

Mila closed her eyes and put a smile on her lips, while breathing fresh air through the window in her room.

In Mila's heart only hope that her love no longer claps one hand as it used to be, as it was with her ex-husband Reza.

Mila also hopes that if everything that exists today becomes a good destiny for her, if asked Mila has whom in this life Mila has no one else but to hope. Man can only hope, pray and strive. The rest surrendered...

And the prayer that always goes forward is that one day Mila will be destined with a husband who will be the best priest for her.

Until suddenly the sound of Mila's phone rings, Mila checks. Mila also checked at that time, and it turned out from the owner of PT windstorm.

What's he calling me when I don't owe him? Oh maybe he misses the inner Mila smiling to see the name Mas Bagas written there.

"Assalamualaikum" Mila said on the phone.

"Walaikumsalam" said Bagas.

"What's up?" Ask Mila.

"Aren't you busy today?" ask Bagas on the phone.

"Well, how good is it to be busy?"

"Seriously"

"There is no singing job" Mila said.

"Watch yuk"

"Watch movies?"

"Yes" replied Mila.

"Emm I can't watch it for a long time either"

"A romance movie, yes"

"Em up to all the movies I like"

"okay"

Then Mila smiled when she would be invited by a man to watch a movie that Mila herself did not know what film it was.

Mila has also not been to the cinema for two years anymore, because no one invited her to watch as well.as long as Mila was in a relationship with Reza, Reza only invited her to eat.

then Mila moved.

Until Mila was confused about what clothes to wear.

Finally Mila chose a long cream-colored dress and let her hair down beautifully.

Mila reflected and saw her stomach still looks flat, she seemed to smile imagine one day her stomach was enlarged because of her pregnancy increased and whether her body was widened as well.

Mila once again smiled and could not wait to imagine everything.

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At that time Mila left by ojek only, because the cinema that will be visited is closer than where Mila lived. So Mila didn't ask Bagas to come pick up.

A few moments later...

Mila also arrived, but unfortunately Bagas just gave info that came a bit late because the situation was a bit jammed there was a road that was being repaired. Mila waited patiently for Bagas to arrive.

Because the cinema happened to be in the mall, Mila also went around first until she decided to buy a drink first in a food court in the mall.

Mila ordered orange juice and a little snack. While eating Mila was waiting for Bagas while focusing on his cellphone. Mila seemed busy with the group on her phone looked crowded because there was a campus assignment.

Mila was immediately not too focused on the surroundings until someone seemed to come.

"Excuse me, may I sit here" asked a man in a familiar voice.

Mila immediately looked at the person when Mila saw that he was Reza.

Mila was immediately speechless in disbelief if Reza was in front of her. Mila panics when Reza arrives.

"Go away" said Mila.

Mila's feeling of being so hunting couldn't let Reza sit in front of her.

"Sorry you can find another chair" asked Mila to Reza.

"Well I'll just stand there without sitting in front of you. I thought our divorce would end peacefully but it didn't. With the way you asked me to leave it was not that there was an inner war between us" Reza said as he looked at Mila clingy.

Mila also held her forehead and sighed, she still felt pain, in the man in front of her now. Although not holding a grudge but still sick. Mila did not dare to look at Reza at all because Mila was afraid that her heart would melt again with her love that Reza once poured out but was full of lies and bitterness.

Reza also felt that Mila would not look at him at all.

"Why don't you want to see me, Mila, why?" Tanya Reza held the table and looked sharply at Mila.

Mila closed her eyes and shook her head.

"When you used to look at me from above and below, you saw me deeply. Why else now Mila, why are you now changing Mila?" Tanya Reza was full of emphasis.

"For what reason do I look at a man who has become someone else's. Why do I look at a man who is not for me anymore" said Mila who still threw away a face with a sad face. Mila is not sad because Reza cannot be owned, but the sadness that Mila feels is when she is betrayed and thrown away like there is no price. Even his arrival seemed to be scraping through the old wounds. About a betrayal of love and the falsehood of love.

"Let's just look at me once, Mila"

Mila still threw away her face and did not want to see Reza at all.

Until a man came in handsome and handsome. With a very charming look holding Mila's hand.

"Sorry it's been a long time" said Bagas smiling.

Mila also welcomed Bagas' arrival at that time and immediately stood up when Bagas' hand was held gently by Bagas.

"Come on" said Bagas smiling.

Reza's eyes were rounded when he saw Mila with a man he never expected. The father of the baby Mila was born with.

"You go with him" asked Reza.

"Yes, excuse me" Mila left. And Bagas also immediately took Mila's hand tightly walking towards the place he was headed.

Mila immediately smiled when she saw Bagas who came and left Reza.

Reza's hands were clenched with annoyance to see Mila join hands like a lover.

Reza also held back the feeling in his heart that seemed to feel hot burning in the heart to see the ex-wife with another man.

The burning feeling of the flames of jealousy, disappointment, sadness and anger seemed to be one. Until Reza also seemed unable to be sincere with Mila who turned out to have found a replacement for him.

Mila why did you go with her, why did you have Mila. Why Mila? I still wish on you Mila. Mila's... Why does it feel like this sick to see you go with that guy's inner Reza with mixed feelings.