Tainted On The First Night

Downcast in regret

Until then, Mila was still smiling happily at the words of love expressed by her future husband.

Like a dream hearing the word love from a man who had asked himself to abort his womb.

Mila was smiling happily there was a feeling of haru that was so felt in the chest.

Mila did not answer I love you too, but from Mila's smile that looked broken even with happy tears, as if Bagas knew that Mila felt the same way. So Mila doesn't have to answer all that.

Until Bagas seemed embarrassed after saying that, because even from the heart he actually accidentally said it all.

Mila swept away her tears that seemed to fall.

But thereafter..

Until the two just seem to smile shyly together, enjoying the awkwardness that exists.

Although the two have met several times, but both of them seemed to have first met and were embarrassed when they looked at each other.

Inside of Bagas..

Bagas never thought he could say love.

Indeed the heart cannot lie, which is currently in the middle of the Bagas feel.

Until after that, Bagas accidentally thought of his sister, Karin, who had died

But if you remember the name of Karin the younger brother, there is something that makes Bagas who seems evil to his sister, which is to love the woman he really should hate. For killing his beloved sister.

And Bagas momentarily fell silent as he suddenly thought of how he could keep two things in his heart at the moment while they were the opposite of reality.

It is between love and hate.

Bagas breathed again..

The murderer is also the woman who bore the child of Bagas.

So heartbreaking...

And more actually, Bagas now loves the woman he should have hated in his life.

Until Bagas eyes closed at that time. Feeling as if something is wrong.

Until Mila started asking again.

"Why you?" Ask Bagas.

Bagas also took his breath.

"There's nothing" replied Bagas briefly and then took Mila home.

Bagas hopes in him to remove the hatred that exists in Mila even though everything feels difficult..

It was difficult for Bagas to erase the black line that existed about Mila who had been considered by the family as a murderer.

Bagas' hands suddenly clenched in restraining the hatred towards Mila at that moment. But Bagas tried to hold back in order not to damage the sweet situation.

Until Bagas eyes looked at Mila at that time.

If only you weren't my sister's killer, if it wasn't you Mila Inner Bagas clenched her hands.

Bagas could only hope that he could erase Mila's mistake, even if it was difficult.

Until without realizing Mila also tidied the tie Bagas wear at that time, without giving the slightest warning Mila's body approached towards Bagas..

Until Bagas saw Mila's face getting closer made Bagas more aware if Mila. Beauitiful...

"After I tidy up your tie yes" Mila said as she got closer to Bagas.

Bagas looked at Mila.

This woman could be this close my heart is getting dislodged seeing this woman. Can she come in my dream not just this time, want to kiss her lips. Aaarrgghh basic crazy woman why her lips are so tempting, hold your inner Bagas hold your inner. While feeling someone standing under his pants but he threw away his face to resist the desire for a woman who is so charming and seductive.

I hope Mila doesn't realize that I have to stand up while looking at her closely like this Inner Bagas.

Until then it was fortunate that Mila released Bagas after finishing fixing the tie on her neck.

Ah good said Bagas sighing as Mila dodged.

"Your tie is tilted, sorry" Bagas said.

"Oh.." said Bagas sighing.

"It's not tilting anymore now so you can appear confident in front of everyone" Mila said.

"When I'm the boss so why should I care about looks"

"Yes, it's okay. After all, PT windstorm will be happy to have a handsome and cool boss" said Mila.

"The company I own is not PT windstorm" Bagas said in protest.

" i went back to the office" said Bagas, looking fine because Anunya was tense.

"Of course you can come back thank you very much for everything" said Mila.

"The same" said Bagas.

"tomorrow don't forget yes" Mila said.

"Why?"

"Saturday day"

"Udah knows" replied Bagas briefly.

"Heheehe"

Then Mila got out of the car with a feeling of pleasure carrying food that Mila was holding at that time.

Mila came back with a flowery feeling that she never blossomed like that.

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Meanwhile, at the Husein family residence..

At night that time it was already showing at ten o'clock at night, Reza was suddenly pensive in the silence of the night.

Staring at the mattress that he always slept on, now looks lonely without anyone. Now it's quiet without a smile anymore. Andrea's arrival did not make the room that Reza occupied fill the void.

Reza gently stroked the mattress...

There was a bitter feeling he was feeling.

Until Reza remembered Mila crying alone in this room, without Reza caring about Mila at all.

Though Reza's presence is something Mila hopes for the most, Reza ignores it all for the sake of his ego who considers Mila has failed to maintain his honor.

Until Andrea who is currently married Reza was actually no longer a girl, but Reza can accept all in order to replace Mila who he currently considers can not provide happiness, but Reza can accept all in order to replace Mila, who he currently considers can not provide happiness, because she was pregnant with another man's child.

Silu...

Until there is a sense of regret that Reza now feels.

Why he couldn't accept it in the past..

Why he had to divorce the woman who turned out to make Reza feel the loss of the woman who should be in his grasp...

Why does Reza have to go when Mila needs her.

Until tears of regret Reza spilled when he never wanted to see a photo of the bride while with Mila.

Reza realizes at this time that replacing Mila in Reza's life does not make Reza solve the problem.

Until Reza pulled a drawer and there was a gift that Mila gave but never arrived, because Reza ignored birthdays to celebrate with his wife.

And he opened it up it was a watch.

The letter that Mila wrote was a very deep letter to Reza, because there were how many ink dots that had faded into the water. Reza believes that Mila wrote the letter while crying.

In the letter, it says...

For Mila's husband, the most Mila loves...

Happy birthday long healthy life always.

In this letter Mila wants to say how much Mila loves a Reza, although a Reza hates Mila all her life Aa.

forgive Mila AA, by Allah Mila does not want this bad thing to happen to Mila.

In this life Mila never wanted Mila to be slept with by any man, in this life Mila only wanted AA the only man who filled the life of a Mila...

But Mila is sad when the most beautiful things must end tragically so that there is no love in our household A.. Mila is sad that there is no love from AA anymore, even, Mila as if she did not know a Reza that Mila used to know.

And that aa see there is a gift from mas Raka for us, a honeymoon ticket trip to Lombok that we can come whenever we want..

I wish aa would..

A.. as hateful as anything at this time aa to Mila, please forgive Mila a. And Mila is sure one day she will love Mila for who she is.

Reza was downcast crying while reading the letter that Mila gave.

Reza felt himself everywhere all this time ignoring the very sincere love of Mila. Until now Reza was right to feel the meaning of losing Mila in his life, Reza was hugging tightly the letter given by Mila at that time.