Tainted On The First Night

Not as beautiful as a rainbow after rain

Mila accidentally fell asleep near the plant, the atmosphere there seemed more cool and swept Mila's eyes slowly and made Mila close her eyes and fall asleep instantly.

Mila who had been waiting for Reza was in fact because it took too long to make Mila fall asleep.

Mila realized when she was awakened by someone and she was security.

"Wake up mba, wake up" he said and it turned out to be a security man. Mila did not think that it was a security who came, Mila thought it was her husband.

"Sir" said Mila in shock. "I'm sorry I overslept" Mila said.

"Yes mba do not sleep here yes, here the office is not a hotel better to sleep in a safe and comfortable place. Here dirty mba a lot of street ash" said the company's security explained.

"Yes sir but I want to meet my husband. But before I pray first sir I will return again. My eyes got drowsy in the wind" Mila explained.

Mila finally decided to move from there to the musola near the office. Mila also prayed Dzuhur considering that time showed it was 1.00 noon.

After finishing the prayer Mila decided to return to the place where Reza worked. Mila could only wait in front of her office. Can't just go in.

Mila waited until 03:00 in the afternoon. Mila doesn't care as long as she waits for the important thing she can see Reza's husband.

Until someone came in a shirt and looked dashing it was the husband of Mila named Reza Husein. Mila also seemed to be back captivated and immediately put a smile on her lips when the most awaited person present approached her.

"A Reza" said Mila put a deep smile for the idol.

"A Reza finally met me A" said Mila who had been waiting from 10:00 that morning.

"Whether you came here, I didn't say don't look for me!!!" reza said with a speech that was so taut Mila did not expect.

"Yes A, Mila came just to love the cuisine that Mila has made for Aa" said Mila softly.

"I ate!!!"

"But A I've come, wait for AA daritadi"

"When you're deaf, right? I've eaten" Reza said.

"Well, this food can be saved first for the afternoon aa can eat"

"Come!!! I don't like your cooking and I told you never to look for me. You're still looking for me. Not knowing you, Mila! Your arrival to the office I just make me dizzy, you know I'm here at work and I told you not to look for me, I'm no longer thinking!" said Reza lantang.

Mila's eyes glazed over to hear the words of the man who was her own husband. Mila did not expect the love and affection that Mila presented by bringing food to Reza seemed free.

"A. can't appreciate a little of Mila's gift"

"Nobody asked you to come, huh!!! Do what you want awards. Just once you have cooked for an award, you better go home. You know Mila because you sleep, the way you sleep you've humiliated me"

" A please explain where AA is shy as a man. Did I come up with the name AA here. Not a, not at all"

"You better go home Mila I don't want to fuss with you in the office. Understand you!!" Said Reza leaving Mila just like that.

Without feeling the tears Mila also wet the cheeks when what became Mila's expectations did not match.

Mila who comes with a million loves but must receive a million wounds. Mila's sudden presence for Reza Mila thinks it's a surprise for Reza.

But in fact, it became a thing that cut Mila's heart to the bottom of Mila's heart at night.

Yep....

All this time Mila never looked at herself, Mila should realize who Mila really is. Mila is too low for Reza, Mila should realize Mila is no longer fit for Reza. Never mind to touch just look at Reza as if reluctant and no longer willing.

Mila looked disappointed and ran from the place, feeling sad about what Reza said.

Mila was seen half-running with a rice bushel and side dishes that Reza did not eat.

Everything Mila thought would be sweet was actually very bitter.

Until that afternoon Mila seemed to come home with a challenger containing side dishes in her hands.

Mila stopped at a stop while waiting for public transportation to come, Mila who has 50 thousand rupiah remaining money did not dare to go home to take a taxi for fear of not enough.

Until now Mila has not received money from Reza and Mila does not dare to ask Reza for money. The money that Mila had at that time was already used up to pay for college, until only a few were left. Mila must save money because however Mila self-conscious as a wife can not be spoiled and master the husband's money. Given how Mila's marriage is not good and there is no price in Reza's eyes.

Until then the day seemed to rain, Mila never thought if it rained that afternoon.

Mila only hoped that after the rain fell there would soon be a rainbow that adorned like her who was hit by the test of a storm in her household that was so bitter.

The rain fell like a sad state of Mila today. Represented Mila's very sad heart.

Mila who was waiting for the public transport was too long until Mila saw a white car and it was a car that Reza had. Mila was happy when she saw Reza's car at the time. Mila memorized Reza's number plate, Mila was very happy to see Reza's car in front of her now whether Reza would take her home. Mila quickly waved her hand as if it was a cue from her who needed a ride.

But unfortunately a thousand dear at that time the car that Mila believed was Reza's car drove so fast and just like that without caring at all Mila who had waved that hand.

Reza's car just left...

Heartbroken to see Reza who left without caring for her.

Mila's heart was sliced so deeply that she was saddened by the bitter reality.

O Allah does a Reza not see me, O god why is it so painful to love under these circumstances. It hurts my heart. God, if my love is never considered at all, please take away my love for him, I am sincere if I no longer have love than I am sick with this state of love that sad looking Mila.

Mila was bowed and sat down at that moment even the food that Mila brought was hugged tightly with her heartache.

Mila came home with a bitter pill that she had brought. Until finally seen public transportation that came, Mila was immediately up.

During the trip Mila was just looking at the sky from the window of public transportation that Mila was riding.

Sadness, pain and pain seemed to be mixed in the mind of Mila. Mila only tried sincerely even though she felt very eager to slam the challenger in the hand to vent her emotions.

Mila could not help but feel disappointed in her heart.

It's not a dream wedding, it's not Mila's dream wedding. When everything hurts, when everything gets destroyed this is not Mila's dream.

Mila swept her tears without even falling.

Arriving at home Mila immediately put the cooking she brought in the bushel and put it again in the kitchen.

Mila also directly slammed into the mattress and covered her face with a pillow holding a deep heartache.

Mila shouted as hard as she covered the pillow. His heart was in chaos at that moment. Yeah, that's all Mila can do when it all hurts.

"Aarraaggghhh"

Remembering everything that happened. Remembering Reza who no longer wanted to be with him. And given how Mila's life was ruined because of the first night she never wanted and Mila's life was not as beautiful as the rainbow after the rain.

"Hiks hyks hyks" Mila's cry was doused with a pillow. There was nowhere to lean but her and her broken feelings.