Tainted On The First Night
Sorely
Mila also seemed downcast to see Reza's departure to the office where she worked.
Mila was silent staring at the passing of it at that time. Silently full of wounds was difficult, the deep wound was silently painful. Because they are unable to express their anger. Hiding in stubbornness even though the heart is completely broken in this bitter state.
Then after that Mila also left with the money that Mila borrowed on Umi Saidah amounted to 100,000. Umi also told Mila so that Mila did not need to replace it. But Mila promised to keep changing the money. Because it's not nice to borrow money.
Then Mila took public transportation to get to campus.
During the trip to the campus Mila continues to be pensive with his own fate. Heal the wound in the heart, stay and hope that happiness will exist.
Until he did not feel at the campus. Mila is daydreaming more in her life right now.
Mila also arrived and saw a friend from Mila, Jihan, who was in front of the campus at that time, Mila smiled when she saw him there. And welcome Mila back then who had just come down from the angkot.
"Hi" Jihan said to Mila.
"Hi" Mila replied with a smile.
Then they went to class together.
Mila, who is married to Reza Jihan, knows about it. On campus only Jihan knows about Mila being married, because at that time Mila did invite Jihan.
But Mila did not invite others because the event was at that time held simply.
Jihan also seemed to smile at the newlyweds whom Jihan considers to be happy and warm-warm feeling the beautiful moment after marriage.
"Well, looks like there's a new bride" jihan said.
Mila smiled at a glance.
"How's it?" Ask Jihan.
Mila did not answer immediately and just quietly did not respond to anything.
"Mila, how?"
Mila just seemed to give a slug.
"meaning?"
"There's nothing I need to tell you about all the enough I feel"
"The researchers don't want a story" Jihan said.
Mila also embraces the body of her best friend.
"Yes, I'll tell you a story, but not now" Mila said.
Until college hours began to refocus at that time.
Until a few moments later..
The clock was finished, and Mila rushed home..
At that time Jihan asked Mila what she would go home with and with whom.
"Mila, what are you going home for?" Ask Jihan at that time.
"I rode an angkot like him" Mila replied.
"Well with me!" said Jihan offering herself.
"Ah don't need me to be able to ride an angkot" said the unkind Mila to Jihan.
"Nothing, all of you. I brought Mil's car" Jihan said.
Then Jihan invited Mila to come home along with her car ride.
At that time Mila just seemed to agree. Because he also does not bring a vehicle and if riding an angkot is sometimes long because the driver who likes to ngetem on the side of the road.
Until during the trip Jihan was seen berbrol on Mila and still continue to scrape the first night Mila asked about the taste and flapain only on the first night.
Mila smiled at what her best friend said. Mila was reluctant to tell the story that night, Mila was reluctant to scratch the wound.
Mila just smiled while saying that the wedding was beautiful even though in outline Mila has not felt the beauty.
"But even though it is beautiful, it is actually not beautiful either" said Mila who lead to the state of her heart.
"meaning?"
"Yes that's it. But you have to consider marriage a worship and that's when you will be ready to live your day sincerely" said Mila who seemed like advice.
"What the hell is Mila so doubtful about your marriage, you are not happy yes" said Jihan who immediately said that unconsciously.
Mila's eyes immediately looked at Jihan, and Jihan felt unwell as Mila looked at her.
"Oh I hope it's just my feeling, sorry I didn't mean to offend you. Because from the look on your face as if saying you are unhappy. Yes I hope it's just my feeling and it's never real" Jihan said.
"It's just your feelings, Jihan" Mila said.
Yes it's just your feelings and it's true. Your feelings are true Jihan, I do not feel happy in the slightest, do not feel at all, the inner Mila who answers all in the heart.
Not long in the middle of the journey.
"If I stop by the hospital for a second. Auntie told me to go to the hospital for bread for my cousin, she's in this hospital. It's okay, right?"
"Well, how about I continue angkot"
"It's okay for a second" said Jihan.
Then Jihan parked the car at the hospital that Jihan wanted to go to, and they went inside.
"Do you pick up sick people can get rewards even though I do not know the sick person" said Mila.
"Let's just say we know, all humans are brothers and sisters again. Brother Seiman" said Jihan again.
"OK" replied Mila.
Then when the patient's room was treated, Jihan and Mila did not see the patient being treated.
"Where is it" said Jihan who was seen looking for her cousin, and Jihan heard the sound of water in the bathroom. "Ah she's in the bathroom"
Then Jihan was waiting for her cousin who was in the bathroom but it seems like a long time, in the end Jihan was even reminded of the important thing but she forgot the bread. The bread he brought for his cousin but he stayed in the car.
"I'll stay a while" said Jihan.
"Why?"
"The bottle was left in the car" Jihan said.
"Well, how can you miss" Mila said.
"So soon, you wait here"
"Yes, don't be long"
"Okeh" Jihan said at the time.
Jihan went to get what she was supposed to bring.
Then Mila seemed to be living alone in her cousin's nursery, without Mila knowing who was in the ward.
Until the bathroom door was open.
Ceklek...
Degs...
At that moment a man saw a woman he never expected before.
And Mila looked up as the bathroom door in the VIP ward opened.
Mila's eyes were rounded in shock when what Mila saw was Bagas.
"Mas Bagas" said the disbelieving Mila at the time if Jihan's cousin was Bagas who had desecrated her on that first night.
The bad memory also returned about the state of Mila who was destroyed because of her actions. Mila's heart was hot and burning Mila's chest trembled as Mila knew that Bagas was now awake from his coma and recovering.
But the two men seem to be both harboring deep wounds and anger.
Mila swallowed her saliva deeply, as Bagas stared at Mila intently.
Until the infusion in Bagas' hands, he dropped it when he looked at Mila now in front of his eyes.
Yes the woman was the woman who had Bagas taken sanctity in her first night. Mesk Bagas is evil but Bagas also holds a lot of anger because Mila is considered to have killed his beloved sister.
Until Bagas immediately approached Mila with very sharp eyes.
"You killed my brother!" bagas said in a loud voice.
Mila retreated slowly and shook her head as the word unfolded.
"I've never killed anyone" said Mila, who looked at Bagas with fear.
"YOU KILLED HIM!!!!" shouts Bagas with the accusation again.
Mila was still the same shaking her head with fear in her heart to see Bagas.
"Damn you!!!"
Bagas approached and pushed Mila quickly against the wall and strangled her neck.
"Aarrgghh" cried out Bagas' anger.
At that time Mila tried to release the hand of Bagas who tried to strangle him and suddenly a blow from Bagas' hand went to Mila's nose.
Bruggghhh. .. The blow landed.
"Awwhhhhhhh" cried Mila who felt pain.
The blow landed until Mila's head hit the wall.
"YOU KILLED HIM!!!!!" Shouts Bagas.
Mila's tears fell and she felt a terrible pain with everything. Bagas seemed to not care even though Mila was a weak woman, because Bagas only saw one side of Mila, a killer of his sister.
A heartache and the blow mixed with one Mila tried to pull herself from Bagas. When detached...
Quickly running at that time, Mila came out of Bagas hospital room while holding her nose that was hit.
"Hiks hyks hyks" Mila appeared to cry with tears and a heart that was sliced with pain.
Mila ran with tears until Mila realized that there was blood in Mila's hand coming from her nose.
At that time, Mila's nose was bleeding from a blow delivered by a man named Bagas.
Mila was immediately afraid of not being able to reply all, Mila remembered the bad memories of Bagas who had taken her chastity.
Browbeat...
It all feels so painful in the heart...
