Tainted On The First Night

The journey of Reza

Next day..

That morning...

Mila also opened her eyes slowly that morning, feeling slowly the mattress that was still empty. There was no one beside Mila, but Mila hoped that Reza would suddenly come and not leave. But it looks like Reza is gone, feeling the mattress Reza was supposed to occupy but there is no such thing as the most convincing thing for Mila.

Mila can only hope that all that does not happen for the departure of the most dear man Mila, her husband.

Suddenly a message came in the morning and Mila read it. And without Mila guessing it was from kang Agus.

Calling a job that turned out to fill the music stage at the wedding, Mila also rejected the Job because of the feeling Mila was not okay. Mila is not ready to live her day, especially now that Mila's relationship is not okay. It feels like Mila can't do it, especially that Mila knows Reza does not like Mila's work on this one.

Yes Mila also finally answered a message to kang Agus that Mila has Vacum for an unspecified time and Mila will notify if it is ready.

Mila is not a problem if you have to lose her job even though in this case actually Mila really needs money, maybe later Mila will find another job.

"I'm sorry Agus who believes in Mila. Mila is not unwilling, but Mila is still not ready" said Mila who holds her phone.

Then Mila also prayed at dawn, in the prayer Mila always pray that Reza the husband is always in protection and does not lack anything. No matter how cold Reza is at the moment, Mila always hopes Reza is always healthy and always given safety. And Mila also hopes in her prayer if Reza can accept herself and all the shortcomings of Mila.

At that time after the prayer Mila was again sitting near the bed and saw a photo on the table and it was a photo of Reza's childhood maybe when Reza was 7 years old.

Reza looks very cute and handsome, if only Mila was pregnant with Reza's child. If only Mila's son wanted to have a face similar to Reza's. Even if it is a woman, it's okay if it looks like Reza in the female version of Mila hopes if she can conceive a child from her husband. But everything is like an impossibility because until now Mila has not been touched by Reza.

The pain again felt that it was all just a dream. Just dreaming... Reza is like an unlikely feeling.

Suddenly an open voice sounded..

Chequek..

Mila looked over and saw that it was Reza. Mila was rounded when Reza came in. Mila quickly ran over and hugged her tightly.

"Aa back, I'm sure aa's coming for me. I'm sure aa Takan went and came for me right a" Mila said smiling happily in her husband's arms.

But then Reza released a hand from Mila and released the hug.

"I didn't come here to come back, but to get my clothes" Reza explained.

"But A, I beg you not to go" asked Mila to return expectantly.

"Mila, my decision has been unanimous" Reza said. "I'm round to go, don't block me"

"But A" said Mila.

"Come!!! You have to understand that I can't!!!!"yell Reza to Mila.

Finally Mila nodded with tears falling on her cheeks. She didn't know her husband would scream at her.

"Well, do what you really want to do. Do what you need to do, I'm not forcing your footstep, I can't stand in the way of what you decide. It's up to you, I won't force you again. Do what you want to do, if leaving is happiness for you I'm sincere whatever you are happy, I'm sincere you are, I'm sincere" mila said with great sadness and left Reza who was in the room.

Mila nodded in understanding despite all the pain, then Mila went out of the room and let Reza.

Then Reza took the suitcase and brought his clothes in the closet.

Conscious Mila was no longer able to block Reza, Mila was only able to iklhas.

Even when Reza had packed and brought her clothes. Mila seemed to not care about Reza anymore, Mila was sincere for Reza's departure at that time.

Reza scooped up his suitcase and left.

Then after that Reza also entered his suitcase and took his car to the apartment that he had bought it.

Arriving at the apartment, Reza also tidied up the clothes that were passed to enter the closet but Reza accidentally brought Mila's clothes in her suitcase.

"Why is there a woman's shirt" said Reza who was holding Mila's shirt.

At once Reza seemed to hear the voice of Mila in silence in her room.

"A Reza"

"Mila"

Geez why her voice keeps ringing around my cheeks it seems like I have gone crazy for often hearing her voice it's the inner Reza.

Then after Reza put his clothes on, Reza broke down and slept in his apartment.

In his sleep..

In his sleep Reza did not expect if he would dream of Mila.

In the dream Reza Mila is very beautiful present with her sweet smile.

Mila is present with a smile, but looks Mila who was pulled by a man whose face Reza does not recognize.

"Let him go" Reza said, holding Mila's hand.

"Sorry a, I have to go with her" said Mila who let go of Reza's hand.

"Let's not go"

"Sorry a"

"Mila.." cried Reza who finally woke up from his sleep..

"God why do I dream of him, why do I feel so sincere when he goes out with another man. Who's the man" Inner Reza.

"Alright calm yourself Reza it's just a dream, it's just a dream. For what I think of that woman, useless to me" said Reza, who scooped up a rough face.