Tainted On The First Night

Your cold attitude

Even Mila's feeling that was broken apart was not able to arrange Mila neatly anymore, even though there was all felt difficult.

There was no place to lean and escape her heart that Mila was currently really feeling, Mila was staring at everything with a blank look. Mila exhaled heavily, many times Mila tried not to cry but still could not feel.

Now where there are newlyweds who have to feel the stitched pill like this. No one will be able to do this.

If most newlyweds are able to feel love and are friendly with their husbands, another case with Mila who is actually feeling bitter with everything.

After that Bi Sarmi tried to feed Mila so that Mila would eat. Because mila is very weak and pale, Mila slowly accepted bribes after feed from BI Sarmi.

Bi Sarmi also wiped away Mila's tears, realizing Mila had tried to hold back her cries but still could not. It was Mila who tried many times to wipe her tears, but still fell.

Immediately before long Mila saw the husband who had just come, Mila looked at Reza with a sad look. But Reza's face is still the same, namely cute and very cold.

This is my husband, this is the person I love, why is this so. Inner Mila.

Mila also stood up even though her eyes were still twitching and tried to welcome her husband who had just returned home by kissing the back of the husband's hand, Mila is very devoted to Reza because after all Mila is the wife of Reza.

But it wasn't a soft hand from Reza that Reza gave her. Reza even pulled the hand back from Mila's hand at that time.

"A Reza" said Mila looking at Reza Pilu and Reza left not caring about Mila at all.

Be ill....

So hurt Mila's feelings.When Reza did not want to receive the hand kiss that Mila gave.

Mila closed her eyes holding back the pain in her heart.

"A Reza why is this, Mila is the wife of a Reza. Where a Reza promises Mila that will love Mila. Where's a?" Mila lirih.

Instantly Reza stopped as she left Mila who was in the guest room to another place, when Mila spoke so Reza immediately looked at Mila with a cynical look.

"My question is only one Mila!!! Just one!" Shouted Reza who filled the entire room.

" Can you give back your lost sanctity. Can it! Those who have left will not be able to return Mila! I can't" said Reza sarcas.

Degs..

Mila's feelings were shattered again with the husband's words.

Mila also realized it would not be back, the time that has rotated will never come back. The time that has passed cannot be restored.

Hiks hyks hyks.Mila's cry is heard.

"Well answer my question!!! Can you give it all back" Reza asked loudly

Mila was down and shook her head.

"That's why I can't, I can't. From the beginning we were married, from the beginning we were in this relationship, Since you were able to keep your honor, now what? Even if you insist but still my heart can't, Mila!!!" Reza left Mila at the time.

Mila also looked limp with Reza's words at that time that was so pierced into the recesses of Mila's heart. Instantly the bad memory of her being stained by the man repeated, Mila's body beat Mila's body and bowed.

It's not this marriage that I dreamed of, it's not this kind of marriage that I wanted... Inner Mila while crying.

Bi Sarmi hugged Mila at that moment, calming down the devastated Mila.

Hiks hyks..

After that night came, Mila was still living at Reza's house. Mila looked back at the mattress that had been a silent witness to the injury and grief that occurred. His first night bed was still attached. Mila looked at everything covered in wounds. Mila knows that Bi Sarmi may have deliberately not changed the bed sheet to be evidence that Mila reported everything to the police, but Mila's heart was broken when she saw it back. His chastity has been snatched away for a man who is not his halal partner, like the worst thing in his life.

Cruel..

It all feels cruel...

Just because of revenge until that person forgets the self-esteem of the female Mila even the self-esteem of a wife, which should be a night of worth to Mila and husband. But all is lost...

Mila shook her head and then covered her face and entire body with a blanket.

It didn't feel like Mila was asleep..

Even in her sleep, Mila did not stop nightmares. In sleep Mila felt deeply, the roar of Mila's breath was like hunting alternately quickly.

Where ever the dream enveloped, and it was a nightmare for Mila. Mila had a nightmare, in a dream there was Bagas face in Mila's sleep. Bagas' face during the first night of intercourse continued to ring, Mila remembered the face of Bagas who had closed his eyes enjoying Mila's body when inserting her navel. Bagas' full face could do that mercilessly.

Momentarily Mila came to her senses from her dream and woke up.

Mila also clenched her hands full of pain when she remembered the dream back, why Mila dreamed of that dark night. Wh why?

The severe trauma that Mila felt should get special attention from the closest people and get support from the closest people.

And maybe Mila should currently undergo self-care to a psychiatrist but that's the opposite Mila even got a heavy blow from the husband's attitude that actually made Mila worse.

Mila is back.

That night Mila could no longer sleep, Mila continued the night prayer. For the sake of calming his heart and to obtain the source of the strength of his heart from the almighty.

That was all Mila could do besides pray to the almighty.

Moments after that Mila went out of her room to see Reza's husband.

Then Mila saw Reza sleeping on the sofa in the living room. Mila stared fixedly at her sleeping face.

Why he prefers to sleep outside than in the room with his wife, so he did not like himself to me so he prefers to sleep alone rather than with my inner Mila see Reza.

Then the heart of Mila was still very much in love with the man who was just two days married, with slowly Mila also gave a blanket for Reza who fell asleep on the sofa.

Mila hugs Reza who is asleep, Mila really misses the beautiful moment and togetherness even though everything almost feels difficult.

Until Reza saw Mila who hugged him Reza also saw Mila who was hugging in her sleep, but not a welcome hug from Reza but Reza instead woke up and moved to sleep elsewhere

Mila was instantly speechless and unmoved closing her eyes enduring the pain while sighing.