
Keti holds a final letter from Andra. Plain white letter with two words in front of her 'For my Wife'.
He wept looking at the letter, he wept looking at every letter that was printed in front of the letter. This is the first time Andra has admitted that he is his wife and he is happy.
His heart warmed because of the writing.
Reading it did not give the impression of cold and dark as when he faced the person directly, but he saw the warmth there. The warmth he got too late.
Tidka, it's not too late, but he just doesn't realize it when Andra already gives him a chance to realize it.
Andra's last sentence during their last meeting was ringing in her head like a cassette playing unstoppably.
He did not expect that his unwanted marriage would end quickly.
The marriage that he considered a catastrophe in his life. A marriage he never accepted until he always wished he was dreaming whenever he realized he had been possessed by someone wrong.
The man who had seized his youth, seized all that was precious in his grasp. The man she hated was half dead. The man who gave her a deep trauma, the man who backfired in her life.
The worst man he had ever met had left him, gone far, far and far and could not reach him again.
He should be fine when the man who destroyed him has gone away and he no longer needs to worry that the man will come to destroy his life. He was as free as he had dreamed.
His heart was in disbelief as to how Andra had left him, how the man had left and was no longer looking at him.
Mia hit herself realising that she should be happy because the bond holding her back had broken.
He could grieve but not to this extent, he could honor that person one last time with a hint of sadness, but to drag on like this, he shouldn't have done it!
He locked himself in his room for 3 days without any contact with the outside world. It shuts itself off from the outside world, even to everyone closest to it. He was aloof as a monk undergoing a hermitage.
Logically want to go out and enjoy the free air and smile as much as possible. Seeing the beauty of the world without any more burden on his shoulders. Where at this time he can step freely, stepping into every corner of the world he wants to reach without any more obstacles. No one set it up anymore! There is nothing to be afraid of anymore, he is free! Absolutely free!
But at this time his heart could not do it, his heart just wanted to mourn, mourn for the loss of some parts, not just some but most of his heart had been lost.
Andra carried most of his heart, so that he could no longer find a replacement. He could not accept anything as his replacement. His heart refused, refusing to make peace with itself. Rejecting his logical thoughts, his heart rebelled to the worst point.
His heart could not accept the fact that it was so bad that it suffocated him to deprive him of all the oxygen he could reach. He feels stuffy!
When he lost the most precious thing before him he could still rise quickly. He can still calm himself but at the moment, he can't.