SUPPOSE I EXIST
remorse
arriving at home now sifa began to clean up . tangent how sifa refused her parents' request . earlier after finishing discussing the matchmaking sifa and Rico papa bayu expressed his wish , papa bayu wants sifa back home .
but how can , he is already comfortable with his life now all alone . 2 years is not a time for a while to live life alone.
And now he again rejects the wishes of his father . not unfilial to parents . but a sense of comfort that is not allowed .
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papa bayu's residence
" why mom from where did you just come home?". asked sifa who saw they had just come home .
" lunch with your sister sin ". How tumben have you come home?". mama kinar stepped dudk on the sofa of the TV room .
" sinta just watch aja ma, there is no shopping event the same temen temen temen . sifa replies step sitting next to her mom .
" you guys how tumbem eat together sifa kak anyway ?".
" yes, there are those who want us to materialize with your sister, so all lunch together . It has been a long time also mama did not eat with sifa .
" why don't you invite me, who knows I want to eat too?".
" how mom wants to invite you, your people just go hunting - hunt earlier . where you talk to you ask ".
" mama can say from last night sinta can think first "manyun sinta who does not accept if his parents eat together with sifa alone .
he certainly did not want the affection that he had so far in shared with sifa .
" the promise is indeed sudden dear ". with a soft tone mama kinar trying to give understanding to sinta .
memamg rather difficult if persuading sinta than sifa, sinta who from childhood was used to spoiled to his parents formed him into a stubborn person .
" tau ah .. mama is no longer affectionate the same love again ". suluk sinta .
" already - already , you guys this is just a matter of lunch so noisily ". said papa bayu .
no higher to hear anymore the commotion made his daughter finally papa bayu who from earlier was silent now come to talk .
" mama no longer need to respond to the talk of love ".
" And for sinta!". papa bayu turned to sinta." when can we eat together later papa take care of the ration . do not matter lunch can you big - raise . be a little mature . firmly papa bayu .
" papa wants to go up first . Ma please make papa a warm tea, and to love you should go back to the study room soon want an exam .
" yes pa , if so then Ma , pa ".
" yes, dear study hard?
" yes ma .
after seeing the sinta go into the room papa bayu began to step up to rest . while mama kinar turned towards the kitchen to make papa bayu order and immediately deliver to the room.
" The tea pa ?".
" yes, just put it on the table ma ". replied papa bayu who now began to step towards the table .
" why papa, mama see as many as you think ?".
" papa just thinks about sifa and sinta ma ". help the breath papa bay feels heavy .
" what is the matter with the children ?".
" papa tasa we are too indulgent sinta so that sinta is now a stubborn and spoiled child . and for sifa we are too hard to educate him so far now the child feels alien to us even feels distant with us ma .
...papa felt failed to educate them Ma , however there meddles us in the growth and development of our children ....
and the more regretful about sifa , the child still helps and prioritizes us as parents rather than his own happiness .
...papa only afraid about his future how if sifa is not happy with marriage. like if sifa is depressed, papa will feel very guilty ma ". ...
Regardless of the critical state of love at that time . mama should still be able to pay attention to sifa , sifa , but what you do mama is only concerned with sadness mama saw sick love without thinking that sifa also needs mama by her side ".
" we are besieged in this matter ma ", replied papa bayu while hugging his wife's body .
" yes pa , what kind of parents are we ". hiks .. hiks .. hiks . mama kinar's crying feels bitter in the heart of papa bayu .
" already ma, already do not doubt anymore . all we need to do is to be fair to our children, tampa mauga .
" yes pa ,". hiks ..hiks…
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after the drama of crying cries, now papa bayu is in his workspace . he wanted to tell Mr. Agus about the matchmaking plan that began with the presentation of debt guarantees tentqng sifa who wanted to marry the eldest son of Pak Agus .
now serious talks also occur only phone . because currently Mr. Agus is not in Indonesia, he is still undergoing business outside nehri precisely in Italy.
"*hallo Mr. Agus, this is my favorite ".
^^^" hello, yes lord bayu there is something that you tell me ? ^^^
" yes my master would like to tell you, if my son wants to accept the matchmaking we do .
^^^really ? thank goodness that one of my father's daughters received my proposal . ^^^
yes sir , yes ,
^^^If I may know which daughter of the father would accept my son ? ^^^
my first daughter sir . her name is sifa faradila permana .
^^^so the daughter of the father who received my proposal sir ? ^^^
yes sir, because my second child is still sitting in High School . if my first child has been in college xxx .
^^^ Is it really , so the baby sir went to college at the xxx unifersitas? ^^^
yes sir is right .
^^^^what I know to get into the unifersitas is just a smart person is smart sir ? ^^^
yes sir is right, thankfully my son can enter through the pretation path sir . indeed from a long time ago my son already looks smart .
^^^ special gadia this father's son, surely this sifa is your dear child and wife* ? ^^^
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beloved child, said the word felt a slap for him .how not , even so far he never cared about the life of sifa .had he put sifa in a different school with sinta .
^^hallo , hello bayu sir ? you can still hear me, right ?^^^
i. yes sir, still , I can still hear
^^^ yes already then sir babiu . how about we continue our conversation tomorrow in my office . this is me I already want to enter the plane .^^^
yes sir, we continue tomorrow only . good luck until Mr. Agus' house .
^^^Thank you Pak Bayu . good afternoon
noon pak Agus ..
tut...
after the phone connection was cut off, the baby leaned his body into his chair . while kneading the base of his nose, the baby began to think that this was the right decision.
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