SUPPOSE I EXIST

character introduction

Hi, my name is nifa farandita permana. friends I used to call me nifa permana .

I am the first daughter of two brothers .my mother is named kinar rahayu permana, while my father is named bayu permana .

my father is one of the entrepreneurs in the automotive sector who is quite advanced . by serving as CEO of PERMANA GROUP . which can be said this is a family business.

my mother was a housewife, who took care of the family every day .

I have a sister named sinta faradila permana, who is now 17 years old .

which means our age is only 2 years away .

at first my life was filled with laughter, their love poured out just for me .

but now everything changed when my sister was born and diagnosed with a heart defect from birth .

all changed the love that was originally for me, now changed for my sister .

at first I thought it was all natural - just natural, because my sister really needs extra attention from my father and mother .

but gradually they changed, ignoring me, differentiating me from my sister .

even worse they don't seem to think I exist .

from the age of 5 I knew until now I had graduated High School, they ignored me .

I have been taken care of by a housekeeper in my house named bi marni, I can only hope someday they will take me there .

only my prayer can I say ,

prov sifa

2 Years ago ,

"bi.bi this "; call sifa.

"iya non, "; run away while struggling

huff......

"what is non ..?" ; answer this while breathing .

"bi , where is my mama , I'm looking for nothing.." ; sifa

"mother is in the non-sinta non room, she said non-sinta dk feel good"; bi inah

"0hhh, yes it is , I follow you yes mama. "; sifa

"iya non ... klo can know what is it, kom looks if non sifa wants to be important as ibuk" ... : continue bi inah .

'' yes bik , sifa wants to give an invitation to mama , tomorrow want to take a rapot to school "answer sifa

"oalh so , yes already monggo please "bi inah

" yes bik , I go up first yes " sifa

" yes non. ". answer bi inah

with a carefree heart sifa climbed the stairs one by one to the room sinta was located .

tock..tok...

" mr ..... ? " ask sifa

" what's up, your tumben nyari mama ," asked mama kinar with her flat expression .

" this is, just want to give an invitation to rapot tomorrow ma ,,, " sifa

" mama can not tomorrow that your sister also want to take a rapot, so mama ngak can . you ask papa you just there ,," jawap mama kinar

sifa unintentionally turned to Sinta, with a reply to the tongue sticking by her sister.

mampus loh , enk "bati sinta

seeing it all sifa just rolled her eyeballs ,

" it is already immune that begins "inner sifa .

"papa has gone home is ma not yet ma …? " ask sifa

" already in his study" replied mama kinar cuek .

tock.tok.

"paaa ………? " call sifa .

" yes , enter . " replied papa bayu with her firm voice .

" what's wrong, papa is busy don't bother you . "ask papa bayu tampa to take his eyes off his laptop .

" just want to give this , invitation from the school to grab a rapot tomorrow pa. "answer sifa with head down.

actually sifa did not expect many of his papa would take his rapot . even this dive took his rapot just bik inah, nor pak joko, his personal driver .

sifa is already immune to it. Even this time in a determined if papa and his mother does not want to take a rapot , then sifa will stop whining as before .

he will take care of his own needs after this, not wanting to help this unjust old man.

" papa ngak can sifa, papa tomorrow want to take your sister rapot . all you want to nganter your sister check up to RS " replied papa bayu again

" i guessed it, surely the result is the same "inner sifa

"yes already "answer sifa with a flat tone .

sifa came out of her papa room and said a word .

disappointed for sure , because this is not the first yag .

klo can be described there may be no end to unfair treatment from his parents .

but yes already .want let alone , can only resign.

tumben did not whine as usual "inner papa bayu

but yes already , let's learn adult ank it ." inner again .

papa Bayu continues the work that was delayed due to the expiration of the sifa .

without knowing that , the rejection he did earlier was the princess's last request.

" apologize klo crinya not good yes krn this is the first work of the author, so please understand . okay "