SUPPOSE I EXIST
papa's request
"papa tell you to go home because there is someone who wants to say son . while breathing in baby sir start talking .
"papa wants to talk about sifa . staring at both parents in turn .
" our company suffered a big loss there are insiders who leaked internal company data to other companies. Papa people are still looking for the culprit .
but the problem is that all infestors withdraw their shares from our company . so to cover the loss papa was forced to borrow funds from WIJAYA COMPANY . replied the bayu with a blank view .
considering the company that almost went out of business makes the baby pack have a big dilemma .
how not the company that was built with his grandfather's efforts used to now experience considerable problems and have to look for a fantastic injection of funds . but on the one hand he did not want to make his daughter as a guarantee of his debt . stop how it used to be and his wife with the heart has incised the wound in the heart of his son.
" what does it mean to go home with sifa?".
sifa felt that something was wrong with her sudden return and also the change in her parents' attitude.
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papa Bayub cleared his throat to cover the nervousness. nervous because he knew by telling his daughter about what the company WIJAYA COMPANY left him was to menjudohan one of his daughters with their first son, Rico adriansyah .
yes no no no longer hurt sifa . enough so far yes and his wife hurt sifa . but make Sinta as rico's wife can not also . however, sifa is the oldest child in their family. Yes do not want sifa in the steps of his sister . and the most severe reason is about the disease of love is quite severe . I did not want to tell Sinta because she was afraid that her heart was not strong because she was shocked by this news.
again and again you have to sacrifice .....
" the group wants one of papa's daughters to be made a son-in-law in the wijaya family .ambut papa bayu weakened .
Deg………
" kan , though ,
it must be me again who has to sacrifice for my family .when they are hard I am who they are looking for but when they are happy they don't care about me...... why should your servant hiks..hiks ..hiks...the inner sifa is crying .
staring flat and cold both her parents sifa tried to be calm .
" why do I have to "? it's cold .
" because you are our only hope" this time mama kinar spoke up . by holding hands and stroking the back of her daughter's hand, she tried to give understanding .
not insensitive to the change of face of his son . but yes let his son understand about the circumstances they are experiencing .
never again hurt sifa mama kinar trying to talk softly to sifa .
" mama knows you are shocked by this news son, just as we are equally surprised by the request of Mr. Agus who wants one of my daughters to be a daughter-in-law .
but this is one of the conditions of Mr. Agus so that your papa company can come back again son ". continued mama kinar soft .
" so you told me to come home just to talk about this ?taking off her mother's hand that senatiansa stroked the back of her hand sifa, turning to clench her hand hoping to ease the emotions that were now about to explode.
how emotional ngak, he was made a guarantee of his own papa debt . is not enough so far they torment the inner sifa . ohhh no..
" why not just your favorite child that you use for collateral debt ?".
" again must I be the one you sacrificed .not enough all this time my sacrifice as a child for you guys?". this time the tone of the voice slightly increased , signifies sifa at a level of disgust and anger towards her parents .
" it's not like that son, mama was heavy choosing between you and sinta . all the same in the eyes of mama and papa . try to understand the current state of love . mama did not leave you in your step sister .you are our oldest child and also you are more independent than spoiled love .forgive us but we have absolutely no intention of making you a guarantee of debt.
back mama kinar grabbed sifa's hand to hold . trying to give understanding to sifa .
" papa please sifa, papa please please help the company grandfather son . papa please". papa bayu hand outstretched to touch his son and almost kowtow pleading to his daughter.
" father woke up pa, should not papa kowtow to his son . trying to reach the body of his father to wake up not prostrate like this.
trying to negotiate with the heart of sifa trying to give the best decision for his parents who are now in trouble .
never let down people who have cared for and raised it even without the full affection that he got.
but sifa did not want to see her parents living with pressure . because not only her parents were in trouble but also hundreds of people who depend on her life in her papa company . maybe this is all he can do .if not for his parents at least for hundreds of people .
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" will sifa think first , the day after sifa tell papa ". break sifa . although the weight will sifa try . it's okay if it's not happy . the important thing is that people around him can live a decent life .
" thank you son, thank you that the decision you made is the best decision .binar happy is pictured on the face of the papa, although sifa has not given a definite answer.
" thank you son .I'm sorry that you have to sacrifice yourself again from this problem . any relief now touches the hearts of the mother of two children .
" yes . then sifa go home first ma, pa . sifa want to go to college ".
" you don't want breakfast first, baby ...? ".
" no need ma, I'm still full thanks for the laugh ".
although terbesit feeling disappointed because the child who did not want to eat breakfast together but mama kinar tried to smile although terbesit regretful because the princess still keep her distance . realize how big of a mistake he made first .
now all you have to do is replace all the time and also the love that has been taken from the life of sifa so far .
even if you understand that what you are doing can never replace everything you have missed.
" Yes already that you want, but don't forget to eat yes baby, mama don't want if you are sick . and if you need anything you can call mama or papa. elusan mama kinar's hand feels gently caressing the head .
elusan this is what sifa used to want . he was envious of the love that every day can feel the softness of his mother's arms . now he can feel even though he has to with struggle and also great sacrifice.
" sifa pamit pulnga ya ma pa?". pamin sifa while kissing the hands of her parents alternately .
" yes dear" . answered the baby while hugging his daughter's body "excuse your father's son ". while gently stroking his daughter's back .
in the past this back if in the hug tersa small because at that time sifa was still 3 years old. now her daughter is an adult 19 years old . the back that was once small has now widened over time .in fact, he forgot when the last time he hugged his first child.
" yes pa . sorry sifa was angry earlier papa?".
" Don't love you right if you are angry, forgive papa again you have to sacrifice . replied papa bayu glassed .
" Yesudah ya sifa go home . have been waiting for ojek in front is not good if you wait a long time".
" you don't want to be among Joko nak sir ? tawar mama kinar soft.
" no need ma , sifa already in waiting nihh . dah ma pa . asalamallaikum . pamit sifa while waving the ladder .
"wallaikumsallam.answer them simultaneously .
papa Bayu looked at his wife who was looking at sifa out of the gate with a sad look trying to comfort his wife who knew his wife was in the thickets of guilt towards sifa.
" already ma, do not be sad continue . this is not just the wrong mama alone, papa is also guilty of sifa . all we can do is give our affection fairly to our two daughters fairly. comfort the baby who now leads the wife into the house .
" hiks..hiks...hiks..what kind of mother is this pa me .mother who cannot give fair affection to sifa and sinta .
" mama ma . mama do not be sad continue . if mama nangis continue to be sick and continue when mama will make amends mama kesifa . mama must be healthy anyway . okay
"iya papa bener mama can not be sad continue . mama must fight to get the heart of sifa again .
" not only mama , papa also ma .we hurt sifa together .so have to fight together .
