SUPPOSE I EXIST

SUPPOSE I EXIST
workings



" ehh , in tai job vacancies ngak lo on .? sifa asked with a straight forward look .


" nape is sif, do you want to work ? sahut angga who wonder why sifa asked about work .


though he did know sifa is the son of one of the famous businessmen in the city of J.


" i want to work, already not in love with pocket money ortu from last month . This is just me here pack my savings money . savings I live a little bit already abis .want to eat what I later klo not work "sung sifa


" gile bener ortu lo sif , kebangetan amat . sahut zaki the astonishment.


most also affected ama lizard (love), add nadin with his greget .


" in the cafe subscription I like open vacancies dah , but do not know if I still what has been filled . quite sif to add - add money lo .sahut angga


may , later you send the address to me , tar I lesana . manor still bukak it vacancy


" okay, ready beautiful brother, "answe gnarly


while in the cafe where sifa applied for a job she was accepted in the assistant chef section .


because of the ability of sifa who is adept at cooking she was received even directly in orderbunruk work that day .


" safe ya you are in the faith at this restaurant, hopefully you feel at home working here . clearly the restaurant manager while keeping the hands of sifa


" thank you sir for the opportunity, I will not disappoint you, reply sifa while shaking the manager .


" let me show you where you work .


at 9 pm sifa just arrived at home with his subscription ojek brother among the steps gontai sifa entering the pavilion where he lives for now .


after exploding the bag , in rushed to the room mndi to clean themselves .


because a day of work full of sweat .


after some cleaning, continue by lying on his soft mattress that is as neat as calling him to relax the tired body sifa .


tired indeed but this is a condition that must be lived . staring at the sky lagit - the room while planning what life will look like.


plan to leave home with snekos in the area close to where he works . and also so that it can be far from the liver disease that has been whack every time you see the friendly scene shown by your sister and her parents .


huffff..........


his lust feels deep, his weight is carried alone .tampa there is a deep pain that he felt .


"help me god,,,,, her inner


morning greet with the emergence of the sun that warms the body after last night the earth was flooded with heavy rain .


today has entered the school holiday period, if children in general will be entertained, nongrong or lying down, does not apply to sifa .


his holiday will be used to work to connect life, and this finger is planning to see the contract that will be occupied .


in the afternoon around 4 sifa already out of his place of work . and will be continued by looking at the contract that will be yes stay .


" this is her house deck, just vacated because the previous tenant moved with her husband to the city next door," explained the owner of the contarkan .


" yes sir, I like the same place and environment . so I take it .


yes this deck is the key . want to be occupied when if you can you know ?


tomorrow I start to occupy sir , sir ,


goods - my goods may I bring all tomorrow "clear sifa


oalah, yes tomorrow deck you will tell people to clean so quickly stay in .


" yes sir thank you .


" same - same deck .


after making the payment of the rent, sifa went home to prepare the goods that will be brought to the contract tomorrow .


not much that he brought because it sifa did not have much stuff . even no valuables that do have .


the only valuable item that does have only life . other than that there is no .


" where have you been, leaving in the morning and coming home this evening ? is this your behavior ?


asked mama kinar annoyed


" main." replied sifa flat . tampa many yes words directly to the back pavilion of the main house.


"what is this behavior if you ask sifa's parents ! heyyyy stop sifa !


do not want to spread the harsh words that you said in his mother did prefer not to stop . tired of heart and also the body that felt sifa at this time .


yes know even very well know that what he did to his mother today is wrong . but this is the choice that he chose , choosing silence and going from where you used to give happiness is now only an inner torment that you get.


I'm sorry ma , but this is the path that mama and papa want . After this mama will not bother to just think about me again .inner sifa while continuing the path.


in the room .


"loh non go where, why the goods in finish le suitcase "


" yes bik , I start tomorrow already want to empathize the contract that I rent bik "


" but non , nin ready who will keep there "tanya bik inah mute .


" later bibik can play to where I contact ya, janhan sad dong . in the hug of the body bik this with dear


" yes non , but non have to promise often - often terlfin bik inah yes . so as not to worry equally non sifa.


" ready bik . replied sifa sabil horat commander .


hahahahahahaha .


" yes already here bibik help non.tawar bik this


" it's okay bik , bibik continued to work anywayan this is also not a lot of stuff that I will bring really .


" yes already bibik stay first yes non.


" yes bik .


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this morning before today sifa deliberately set off a little afternoon because he wanted to avoid papa and his mother .


he deliberately did not tell them about his disappearance . anyway told or no difference , he thought .


at 10 am after everyone has left for RS to accompany sinta check up . sifa depart with in befriend bik inah using taxi .


before they persi sifa first gave a message to the maid who worked at her house to shut up if anyone asked where she was .


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.coming in the container bik inah help sifa in order - in order before going home bik inah give a little money to sifa use as a handle .


but with a smooth sifa memepah it all . yes not to bother bik this again . enough so far it is troublesome bik inak . now no longer .


after all, he has worked and can be responsible with his own life .


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Not because it has been 1 week sifa out of the house and during that time also his parents do not know if his child no longer lives at home .


" mah , keep a few days papa do not see sifa at home yes . asked papa bayu while eating a snack brought by his wife .


" mama also did not know pa, most also played the child . yesterday aja mama saw sifa leaving for the morning of his home almost night, mama asked his answer just play . answered mama kinar sekhenya .


" is he angry because we are again - again can not take his rapot ya ma think papa bayu .


" maybe pa , but he did not understand the situation pa . he should be the same with his sister . papa kan tau giama condition sinta .


" yes ma , papa tau but what we are is not outrageous yes sifa .


" what do you mean, Mom doesn't understand ?


" what our behavior is worth justified , papa think we are too not paying attention anymore sifa . papa bayu start to think .


" it should be sifa who should understand us pa , we are doing this pseudo also for the good of love .sinta is her sister sifa so it is only natural that we pay more attention to the same love .


papa knows how it is like sinta kayak .


but they realize that what they did was a big mistake . by differentiating children .even by consciously neglecting their first daughter .