
His eyes warmed up for a moment. His relationship with Candra has been broken. But, it is undeniable, knowing that Candra will marry someone else. Moreover, the person is a woman that Anara knows, making her heart increasingly ravaged poranda.
Because of the pain and tightness of his chest, his legs felt no longer treading the earth. Everything is like a dream.
Anara's footsteps had emptied next to Bryan's car. Intentionally his eyes closed briefly to dispel the visual of the wedding invitation just now he received.
Why should I be invited? Wh why? You intentionally, Ndra?
Not long after, the side next to Anara was no longer empty. The man who pledged himself to always be there was in fact right there. Including when his heart is facing a crisis that is difficult to be pierced.
"Come on!" Anara slightly raised her head.
Not only so that he could clearly stare towards Bryan's bead of eyes, but so that his tears that had filled his petals would not just spill out.
After all, crying until his eyes are swollen, fate will not change. Mistakes that Candra repeats cannot be corrected. Also, for Anara ..her unforgivable betrayal.
Noticing Bryan who was still silent and did not immediately reply, Anara's hand was outstretched about to open the car door in front of him. He was not comfortable standing in such an awkward mood.
However, jlek!
The car door was closed again. Not by Anara's hand, but it was Bryan's hand that closed it. Anara's forehead frowned, staring in protest at Bryan.
But, he had not had time to gush Bryan, the man first shook his head. "Come where?"
"Go, right? Like we agreed," Anara replied in a trembling voice.
Really am! The feeling in his heart was not bad. Sad, worried, and wanting to disappear from the surface of the earth.
"Where to go? I don't want us to leave in your unsettled state of heart!" Unexpectedly, Bryan who claimed there will always be said so.
Anna is confused. What should it be if it doesn't go? Noticing the invitations from Candra and Caroline?
Really am! It was the worst idea ever in his head.
"But I don't want to be here, Yan."
Silence at the cost will be increasingly disturbing. Every inch of the building always keeps the name Candra.
Good Lord!
Broken heart why is this hurt?
"Where are we going? You talked!"
"Whatever! Wherever I go, I can forget memories!" Staring at Bryan solemnly, the sentence just came out. Without thinking.
In accordance with his will, Bryan finally drove the car out of the boarding yard. I don't know, Anara didn't know where the man was going to take her.
Along the way, he preferred to scroll the gaze to the left of the road. Forcing yourself to enjoy the journey. Although again, the invitation he just received was not completely gone from the mind.
Goddamnit!
"Stone's not cold right now, is it?" After a long silence, Bryan's voice finally came first.
Suddenly, Anara shakes her head. Looked at Bryan questioningly. The guy next to her is fine, right?
"Cold." Anara rubbed repeatedly the skin surface of her arm which felt a slight grinding.
His eyes rolled back to Bryan. Is it because of the slowness in Surabaya so that Bryan is completely unable to feel the coolness of Batu City?
"It's still cold to lose to you." Bryan's sentence ended with a rant and a grin.
Anara re-tuned her expression to the starting mode. Flat. Bryan's words are so crisp. Not at all bargaining for heartbreak.
He was not in the mood to be joked. Especially those that are so trivial. It doesn't really stir up taste.
As if he understood, Bryan fell silent again. Now, the atmosphere of the trip is only colored by songs that are plastered from car audio.
Revealed all my heart,
My conscious dreamland,
All yours if you knew, if you knew,
My secret love ... (Nidji-Rahasia of the Heart)
The song that actually makes Anara feel uncomfortable. But, he tried not to care what Bryan did.
The situation continued until they arrived at a large land that to all sides was scattered with plants and flowers. Selecta.
"Why are we here, Yan?"
Shaking his shoulders, as if Bryan didn't want to take responsibility for why they got there. "I don't know either, An. But, you said it was up to you. Yes, this is up to you!"
"Oh yeah, one more. I brought you here so you can forget the memories!" This time Bryan's face looked solemn. There's no grin there.
Not yet will Anara respond, Bryan has first pulled his wrist to increasingly blend in the beautiful flowers there.
For a moment, it was true what Bryan said. For the sake of seeing the colors that spoil the eyes, Anara forgot about her life problems. Forgetting to Candra especially.
"Sit, An!" bryan bargained as they passed the iron chair in the middle of the park.
Not refusing, Anara was sitting right next to Bryan. Perhaps, it was at that moment that the smile for the first time was imprinted on his face after enduring the cries throughout the journey earlier.
"Have you forgotten your memory yet?"
"What the hell, Yan?" Anara was ashamed of herself. His lips slightly pursed in response to Bryan's question.
"I don't understand how you feel, An. I don't know what it's like to be left behind by someone we love to marry someone else." Suddenly, Bryan's tone was very serious.
"That I once rasain, the woman I like to be someone else's fiancee, my own best friend too. But, failed to marry. Not that I'm grateful, right. After all, the fortress between us is very high."
Anara knew where Bryan was going. Yes, that high fortress is hard to penetrate.
But briefly, is not Candra with Caroline also different beliefs?
Bryan's body was facing him. Look at him sincerely and expectantly. His hands were also stretched forward. Touching Anara's shoulder.
"I hope this doesn't take you too far! Despite the pain, the independent Anara, the strong, the rigid ... Must remain!"
"Don't just because of this love test then you fall and give up, An!" Bryan's head was shaken.
The hand that every few seconds touched his shoulder, now changed cupped cheek. "You're too pretty to be sad, too bad to fall" Bryan said.
Successfully tickled Anara's heart.
"You can be sad, you can cry, you can be angry. I will always be there! But, don't do anything stupid!"
"If you want to cry, my shoulder is free. My hug is also free."
Heigh!
Anara had chuckled at the sentence just now. Aji mumpung heard. But Anara needs that.
"This may sound reckless and crazy, but I want to ... You came to the invitation!"
Anara's eyes widened hearing Bryan's words just now. He has no such dream at all.
"Come with me!"
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