
"Udah kali shamannya! He's going to Surabaya, not hell." Candra's murmur makes the farewell between Bryan and Anara come to an end.
"You be careful, Yan!" Anara Seru.
Then the brown-eyed man hugged his best friend, patting Candra on the back as he said, "jagain! Don't be sad anymore! If it happens, get ready to cry you!"
"Why?"
"It will fall into people's arms." Obviously Bryan pulled the handle of his suitcase.
"I'm pampering. Alright you!"
Bryan's hand's wave dropped as he moved further away. His black car slowly left Candra's house and soon left Malang.
"When do we switch to Surabaya?"
Huh! Not wrong with me?
"Why what?" Candra asked staring intensely into Anara's bead eyes.
"Streetings. Have we ever been to Surabaya?"
"You forgot? We just want to go to Balikpapan through Surabaya." Candra's reply draws Anara into the house.
"Dong, Ndra."
"What difference?" Ask Candra.
The steps closer to Anara, the door is closed and Candra's hand moves to Anara's shoulder. Take her to the deck.
Then slowly Candra's lips fused to Anara's lips. Sip there to then twist each other's tongues. The kiss that had just begun was over when the sound of knocking on the door sounded.
"Who the hell?" Decak Candra was upset then opened the door.
"Next again. What's missing?" Tanya Candra was restoring her hair.
My heart is missing. Unfortunately, it cannot be carried.
"My notebook's forgetfulness."
"Maybe." Tukas Candra then Bryan rushed into his room. Take the notebook and then come back out. His eyes glanced at Anara who was just smiling.
"She again! I'm afraid someone will miss you again." Tell Candra to land herself in a chair.
"That's all about it." Reply Bryan waved his hand and passed with his car.
As Bryan moved before them, Anara and Candra sat on the sofa. Occasionally Anara is busy with her phone giving news to Hartik who questions her whereabouts.
While Candra stared intently at every move her women made.
"What are you doing?" Candra asked feeling that Anara had not heeded her existence.
"Bales Hartik's message." Reply Anara looked at Candra.
"Why?" Anara's voice reverberated.
"Is there anything else you're talking about besides us?" Ask Candra.
"meaning?"
"You're with Bryan. What's up?" Ask Candra at last. All the questions in his brain he summarized into one in a sentence asked 'what is it?'.
Anara chuckled, "none. Why the hell?"
"I don't like being lied to, An."
"I'm not lying. Indeed, every meeting we have, always talked about you."
"Every meeting? How many times have you met? Isn't once?" Ask Candra to frown. Something he missed turned out.
Anara let out a rough breath, "twice, once to your knowledge. Once more, I asked. Without you knowing."
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Candra's heart ached. How could his friend and lover meet both without his knowledge? Whatdoes thatmean?
"For what?"
"I asked Bryan to come to the cafe, he heard my curses about you."
"When?" Ask Candra in a high tone.
Brakes
Candra's hand kicked down the table in front of her. Evaporates anger and jealousy that plagues his heart. Can Bryan meet his girlfriend in the back?
Candra chest down and up neutralizes her emotions, her mind is like not receiving this news even though it is real spoken directly the culprit.
"I'm sorry, but .. I was wrong. Bryan told me to tell you, but I didn't do that." Anara Bright.
"You realize? It's like a gate you open yourself to let another heart in."
Candra smiled wryly, "so that night where my message you ignored it .. You guys were sitting alone in the cafe. What drama is Anara?"
"Or the chatter you two had before that damn thing came home ... about your next appointment?"
"Great, great!!! Playing in the back."
"You don't have to think too far. Bryan and I are nothing." Reply Anara lied. He remembers very well about the envelope Bryan gave him that he hid from Candra.
Oh Tuhaaan, why is it like this?
"Who knows if Bryan's interested in you?"
"I suspect his arrival to Malang is not to repair our relationship, it seems he is taking advantage of the gap." Ketus Candra's.
"What are you talking about, Ndra?"
"Well he's gone, right after our problems are over?"
"He's gone from us, but his memories of these few days, you sure it's gone?"
Anara fell silent, her heart hesitated to answer what? Is it possible that all the suspicious Candra is right?
Anara smiled, No way, Bryan ever told me he only likes one girl, until now, and that was his first love. Different beliefs.
While I, one belief with him.
Anara breathes a sigh of relief.
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The streets of Malang in the afternoon towards this evening are so crowded. There are so many cars coming out of town. Bryan was not surprised. He was used to mixing with the name stuck.
If asked, honestly he wants to add to the ration of living in Malang, his work can be handled remotely. In fact, he actually wants to continue to be next to the woman who has been filling his heart, Anara Reswari.
But, the voice of the angel in her seemed to realize that Anara was the lover of her best friend. Love is complicated indeed, should he be able to choose to fall on which heart? It's not that easy to control the taste.
Many times Bryan tried to quench the rumbling feeling in his chest. But, when the flames of love were almost extinguished, Anara instead came carrying firewood in the form of outpouring stories that once again, like feeding on Bryan's feelings.
Even more alive than ever.
"What do I do, An?"
"Is it me who can't try to love another woman?"
"Why should you be Candra's boyfriend?"
"It feels like it could hurt this."
Bryan continues to grieve the fate of his romance. A few weeks in Malang, with the problems facing the Candra-Anara couple brings Bryan closer to his woman.
"Huh. She's a Candra girl. Not mine." Bryan's screech hit the steering wheel.
The sound of the streets is like a paradox to his lonely heart inhabited by a love that is truly unrequited.
"If only, An ...."
"Why did this God, An, build such a magnificent sense palace if the ending was predictable?"
Bryan's heart was so claustrophobic that he remembered every tear that had fallen from those beautiful eyes because of his man.
"If you had known, I'd always have brought a love that even hurt me."
All the love songs that he always heard, such as playing in the brain without being asked. Bryan wanted to be honest with Anara, but. Love in silence is much more painful than unrequited love.
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"If you hadn't gone to Surabaya. It feels so lazy to turn back." Bryan murmured as the red light ahead turned green.
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