
Anara POV's
Now, as far as you used to be, is it still the same?
The WA message from Janu last night warmed my heart, this is wrong. I want to forget that phrase. But in fact until this morning, the sentence seemed to be so and made me smile myself.
The sentence I finally answered with a little lie because I did not want him to think I was too easy to forgive and opened my hands wide to welcome his return. Also, because now by my side there is a loving man who lifts me up from the wound and is disappointed to slowly become happy.
This morning I felt the weather was so beautiful, the air was so cool, and my life was so light if I did not remember that it was a Monday that was a little draining and thought because my test schedule was Philology.
Philology will always be a scourge for me personally, not because of the stories in the past that must be discussed with all the companion sciences. But more on subjective grounds, Ms. Ratri - her perfectionist lecturer is already on the level of a god. Who would be able to perfectly learn the story from the centuries long ago? What a blonde lecturer is outrageous because it sets a high standard for even C grades.
Sometimes the demon inside me comes to terms with other students' jokes. Maybe because he was too idealistic and his perfectionist attitude finally made him drag a mate. She's almost four heads and she's still a virgin. My God, suddenly the angel inside of me again buried the writhing demon into my mind.
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My steps accelerated even more after my matic motorbike parked in the area. I repeatedly glance at the clock that circles the left wrist .. It must not be too late! That's what I kept saying until my feet climbed the stairs to the second floor.
When the last rung of stairs I made it through, the voice behind me made me turn around immediately ... Hartik called me. I paused for a moment to wait for him to get to where I was standing.
"You are, An. Could have left me. This Philology Test. C is not enough to be on time." Hartik was already nagging as he headed towards me.
"Well, I was screaming in front of your room there was no response. I thought you left first. I'm leaving for dong." Our steps now follow each other to room 3, the room where the exam will be conducted.
Czech ...
The sound of the door knob is turned and the door is perfectly open. In it there are many students but lucky the lecturer perfectionist has not been enthroned in his chair.
Ah, leganya. Instantly my breath felt lighter as I found the seat in the front of the room still empty.
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An hour that seemed like 10 hours in Philology exam class finally passed. Somehow the result, the most important thing was over. Now it feels like oxygen goes into the lungs freely like speeding on the highway after an hour like stuck in the throat. Once the picture grips the atmosphere of the class guided by Bu Ratri, at least I think personally.
I descended the stairs and my eyes swept across the entire faculty lobby. Looking around for someone who had 'hidden me' yesterday to cause a dirty thought in Hartik's brain that was now beside me.
But the flamboyant man who was actually less able to seduce it I could not find. My steps are getting closer to the crowd of election committee who are busy preparing all the properties for tomorrow's event.
"An ...." A familiar voice called my name, like I thought it belonged to Bryan.
"Find Candra, huh?" He continued his sentence after I turned to him who was busy putting a picture of prospective DPM candidates on a board.
"Yes, where are you?" My eyes still circled among the other committee.
"Still on up, An. Take some papers and dispensation letters for tomorrow." I immediately understood what Bryan meant was the 5th floor of the academic section.
15 Minutes past, the man I was hoping for had not yet appeared. I started to get bored with the busy scenery in front of me. Hartik had gone to the campus cafeteria to feed the worms in the stomach.
I opened the phone and my hand was already scrolling up-scroll down on the online novel app. In an instant I joined the storyline that I read, the story about a woman who was left by her boyfriend for another woman who had been betrothed by her parents.
It's so sad my mind. Similar to my true story when I lost Janu. But this difference was betrothed while I was thrown away. It still seems more concerning to my story.
I realized that the existence of a pair of legs standing in front of me had driven away the light so that the shadows were very disturbing, disturbing my focus who was pursuing this onion-less writing - Yes, that is, because my fate is more apes than a female figure in terms of loss-making.
I rolled my eyes lazy and my head looked up to find whose feet stood messing up my exciting activities. My eyes met with her brown eye bead that instantly blinked full of kejap.
"Khusyuk really, until maybe if there is a quake is not strong." His baritone voice was half-mocking me which I greeted with a forced smile.
"Read what the hell?
"Breakfast yuk! Not breakfast yet, right? But not wear it for long. It should be running soon!" My super busy boyfriend said in a whisper and then his eyes rolled around, looking for someone.
"Who's looking?"
"Attent." He stepped away with the map in his hand, containing the dispensation letter that Bryan had told me.
I saw that he handed the blue map to a woman and had a dialogue before long, the woman just nodded in agreement as to what was being said.
Turning from there, Candra approached Bryan who was still busy with the board. Before long Bryan's gaze came towards me and I understood that they were talking and that it was about my whereabouts. Before long Candra was heading to my standing position.
"Come on!" Without waiting for a long time he pulled me slowly and I was buried following his steps.
"Eating here is okay?" Candra asked me doubtfully when we got to the campus cafeteria.
"It's okay, if you have to come out later you are looking for another. Not good either, right?" Although I actually prefer to eat out because in addition to the taste more acceptable my tongue, also because the price makes sense.
"Idamaan." His hand ruffled my hair gently.
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We both finished breakfast quickly. How not? The man next to me didn't even chew his food and immediately swallowed round every mouthful. I finished my meal with half more, not because I didn't know it was sinful, but saw it so rushed, so sorry.
"You know, we took it away, you're in a hurry." I said that sentence very seriously, I really want to cry it feels like seeing him eat so hastily.
"It's okay, baby. Don't be sad!" His face now looks worried mixed with fear maybe if until I cry here.
"Other times do not need to be forced out both if it is not possible. It's okay." My chest feels tight and my eyes are full of fluid now.
"I'm sorry, sorry." His hand held my hand and sure enough when my eyes blinked, tears were unstoppable and fell. Immediately my hand rubbed it.
"Sorry, An." I'm not mellowing once right now. Though this was purely not his fault, he only invited me to breakfast and he ate in a hurry for fear of being sought by the other committee.
"It's okay." I wanted to hug her, but I realized it was impossible.
We came out of the cafeteria with my slightly careless face holding back the cries. His hand kept my finger so tight, even a little sore, but I liked it. My heart was as sliced as it looked at it as before, only seeing its innocent face when eating. Oh God!!!!!!
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Back in the faculty lobby. Candra resumed her responsibilities, I sat in one corner of the area that the event will use tomorrow. I stared at his clingy movements, the man who stirred my emotions in many flavors. I don't know why I feel like I'm in love with her?
Seeing me continue to observe him, he walked towards me along with the ringing sound of the cell phone in my tote bag.
"Why?" Only one word came out of his lips. I swear by whatever hormone testosterone I am as a woman is being high. It's all still about the heartlessness of seeing him eat hastily earlier. Now even I want to hug her.
"Don't be here! Rames." I was surprised to hear Candra's words, while she grinned full of question marks. What is my sight?
"By the way?"
"Still prestige, you want to be alone with your girlfriend?" His hands had already started to move and twitch his chin. Last words I returned a smile.
"Your phone sounds, tuh. Try cheques!" My phone rang again after the first one I ignored because I didn't want to ruin the moment. This time I finally moved the ring after Candra herself gave the command.
There was a name that finally inflames the worry in the chest. Afraid that Candra would ask a lot about him.
"Who?" His face was tense and his eyes were sharply staring at me.