Steps Connect

Refuse but Accept

I'll try to believe.

Anara was still pensive in her room. Thinking of the last word he said to Candra that night. A week passed, but his heart could not be as it used to be.

The rain from the sky outside is like peppering the earth. It has been almost four hours since it rained. Not too hard, but long lasting. White cloudy over there, the more hijabi .. rain fell for a long time this afternoon.

There was no verb of any kind that Anara wanted to do except eat hot noodles while listening to her favorite old songs. What favors does God have that he denies?

Until the phone screen that originally played nostalgic songs changed to display calls from her lover. Yes, Candra is still Anara's lover after a night where her official second chance is given by cutting her selfish ribbon.

"Hello." Anara.

"At kos?" Ask Candra from across there.

"Yes." Yeah."

"I'm going there, right?"

"You what? Raining."

"I miss."

"Yes. Just come here!" Anara hung up the phone.

The clock pointed to the number five. The hours of Candra coming home from work and Anara immediately understood that Candra would go straight to the cost after returning from the office.

The extreme cold made Anara lazy to rise. The woman even slipped into the blanket. Makes her body warm and comfortable.

Netra Anara stared out the window. The rain was not as hard as before, there were only small specks that were still greeting. But, the cold is not to be asked! It's getting to be just like that.

Tok ... tok ...

Doors are regularly knocked. After receiving Anara's permission. Slowly the wooden door opened displaying the figure of the knocker.

He's right to come here after work. What say?

"You sick?" Candra asked to find Anara wrapped in a blanket.

"No."

"Trus what?" So Candra pulled the blanket.

Anara pulled back her blanket and covered her neck.

"Cold."

"Goshoo." Candra patted her eel.

The man who was still neat in his work suit was even joined by Anara. Infiltrate into the blanket and look at her lover deeply.

"Well, I haven't seen you in a week. I miss." Said Candra pulling Anara's waist.

The smell of woody that had disappeared now re-grows. The lover in front of Anara has again found herself after a photo tempest that made her languish. But ... Anara's heart has not fully re-discovered the taste that had existed.

"Hmm."

"Aren't you kangen?"

"Kangen." Anara asked Candra.

Candras! Why am I being like this? Oh come on Anara! You gave him a second chance. Take responsibility!

Candra increasingly pulled Anara's waist even slightly squeezed it. Candea's face drew closer, removing the distance between them. Candra's breath sweep even felt so strong hit clean face Anara.

Anara just kept quiet, waiting for what Candra did next. Her eyes were closed and her lips warmed from Candra's kiss.

Slowly Anara's eyes opened and just as Candra began to sip Anara's lower lip. The woman pulled herself. Step away and make the link both complete.

"Why?"

"Fear Hartik is suddenly here." Katah Anara rose from her sleep.

"Just a minute, An!"

"That was a minute, Ndra."

"One more time."

Anara shook her head while displaying her sweet smile. Making Candra finally accept, even though the sparkle in her heart is burning.

"I'm gonna take a shower." Anara grabbed the towel.

"I'll wait here."

"Yes." Yeah."

Anara rushed out to the bathroom. Actually lazy to shower when the weather is cold like this. But, Anara willingly flushed her body with water that was too cold to dampen the strange feeling in her heart.

Sorry Candra.

"You get out first!" Pinta Anara to Candra.

"Why?"

"Set me, An!"

"Go out first!"

"I never did." Decak Candra stepped out.

After combing her hair and poking her up. Anara immediately opened the door to her room again. The man with the annoyed face entered with a look of disbelief towards Anara.

"Why is that his face?"

"Partially kissed won't, change clothes must tell me to come out."

"That's what it's supposed to be."

"What's how?"

"We should be dating healthy. Can't be two-and-a-half like this in a lonely place."

"You mean healthy dating?"

"Lack of kissing! Also his hands stopped exploring." Anara was serious.

"What the hell?" Candra chuckles.

"Why?"

"Can't."

"Originally I didn't. Beret." Tukas Anara's.

"Why are you?" Candra asked holding onto her female shoulder which she thought was a little strange.

"Yes!"

"Yes Candra?"

"Not funny in your dress."

"I'm serious."

"I don't want to."

"You're dating I just want to be good?"

"Are you not good?" Ask back Candra who made Anara silent for a moment.

Can't Anara lie, every touch of Candra's hands and lips has been tossing her mind. He danced lightly in space. Enjoy every beautiful taste and want to always be felt.

"What does your second chance mean without unification?"

"If that's what you want. I think I need to apply for you directly. Don't wait to graduate." Candra said at length.

"What the hell? I don't want to get married yet. I'm still writing the thesis."

"It doesn't have to be weird!"

"Hm."

Of course not a reason to want a healthy courtship that Anara actually created. He just wants to be given time to organize his heart that was destroyed by Candra's lies. But why does he seem to not understand himself?

Candra has re-embraced Anara's body which is only wrapped in a T-shirt and pants material on the knee. Just-there's. Ask for a healthy date but you invited me to do it?

Anara's lips were already in Candra's gentle bites. Occasionally Candra's tongue infiltrates into a sweet gulp of love from there. Anara's skull was held so that her tongue more freely entered deeper into exploring.

His hand had found a favorite object that was like a long time not touched by his hand. Anara just silently felt every touch of Candra. His heart was busy lamenting his own feelings.

Anara's T-shirt has been revealed. Candra's hand crept into Anara's waist and stopped at her lover's bra hook. Candra's fingers removed the bra hook that wrapped the chewy thing in front of her.

Move to the front. Anara's chest squeezed slowly, sometimes her fingers played the peak of Anara's already stiffened. Makes Anara feel the cold heat.

Both breaths were struggling for oxygen in the wake of a kiss that was deliberately released. Anara continued to feel Candra's hand play getting down, passing through her queen's belly, and touching her pants.

This is wrong, An! Just stop!

Anara held Candra's hand to keep it from going down. Their lips parted, "i want to, An!" Said Candra with a asking look. However, Anara shook her head.

Candra's hand went back up and squeezed the two twins in turn. Make Anara escape the voices that trigger the adrenaline Candra.

"An, open up!" Pinta Candra holds Anara's pants.

"No, Candra." Anara releases Candra's embrace and tidies herself up.

The heart refuses, but the lips and body are welcome. What the fuck?

Candra grunted disappointedly, her longing had not been perfectly treated.

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