Sorry, If I'm Two

Sorry, If I'm Two
Monsters are Terrible



A pair of eyes that had been closed this week arrived a little twitching, then opened slowly, slowly, blink a few times and adjust to the light of the room that is not too bright because the window curtain in the room is still closed.


Time still shows at dawn, so the sunlight was not so bright and warm.


"Water !" weakling.


Tania who was asleep on the sofa which was located not far from the bed woke up and approached the side of the bed.


"Wiliam, are you conscious ?!" tanya Tania who immediately picked up a glass of water that was on a small table next to the patient's bed.


"I'm where ?" william asked like a daze, his eyes sweeping every corner of the room that was not too wide.


"You're in a safe place !" answer Tania, while thrusting the glass with a straw to make it easier for Wiliam to drink water.


"I why ?" asked Wiliam again, it seems his memory has not returned completely, there are still many scenes lost from his memory.


"You are hurt, and unfortunately I have to take care of all your needs for a week, you are really troublesome, not in good health or sick like now, just like you gave me endless misfortune !" pissed Tania.


"Why doesn't my right leg seem to be in motion ?" ringis Wiliam palpated his right leg with his hand still on the tube infusion istu.


"Have not moved much and asked first, I'm tired, I'll call the doctor and tell him that you're awake" Tania said, he himself was confused how to convey the conditions experienced by Wiliam at this time to the man who had been part of the daily life of his life.


Currently, Boro Boro thinks about the fate of others, thinking about his own fate, he has not been able to make peace with his destiny which must be one of Omar's concubines, who at all times must be ready to serve the desires of the mafia leader wherever and whenever he wants.


There is no other choice but to live what is in front of him, rather than his body made a trading commodity by Omar,


Tania believes she deserves to live.


Just as Tania was about to open the door of the room, her steps had to stop immediately because Omar and a doctor had already turned the door handle and pushed her from the outside.


"Where are you going ?" ask Omar.


"I was going to call the doctor, want to tell you that the patient is conscious, but-" Tania said.


"You're so sweet, you're still ashamed to talk to me, I just want to eat you here !" cengir Omar pinched Tania's chin which was actually still frightened if he had to face Omar the ruthless mafia.


Wiliam glanced at the door from where he was lying, the face of a foreign man chatting with Tania, and a white suit came up to him.


"How are you doing ?" ask the man who put a stethoscope in his ear and check on Wiliam.


"My head is a bit dizzy, and my right leg is motionless" replied Wiliam describing how he felt at the moment.


"That's normal, because you are deliberately put to bed so as not to feel excessive pain," said the doctor.


"What happened to me, doc?" asked Wiliam still continues to be curious, he has not yet got an answer to what happened.


The doctor glanced at Omar who was standing a short distance from the bed where William was lying, as if asking for permission to tell what had happened to his patient, but Omar shook his head at the sign forbidding the doctor to tell a story.


The doctor then left the room, leaving Omar, Tania and William still waiting for answers to what happened to him.


"You remember you ran away when my men caught you ?" tanya Omar tried fishing.


"Your men ? Who the hell are you? Don't you don't be the mafia boss chasing after me and trying to catch me ? I just remember that time I threw myself into the sea, after that I don't remember what else !" urai Wiliam tried a little to remember what happened


"Yes, that's right, I'm the leader of the mafia that's been chasing you all this time" Omar replied


"And about your situation, your leg was hurt when you threw yourself into the ocean" Omar said.


"Yes at that time my leg seemed to hit something and I don't remember anything after that" said Wiliam.


"Your legs broke off by the ship's propeller, !" omar said casually.


"What ? You must be lying, did you accidentally cut off my leg and sell it ?!" william's voice choked.


"Who would buy your legs, even if I had to sell your organs, not the legs I chose, you still have eyes, kidneys, heart, liver, and legs, it would be more profitable for me !" cynical Omar.


Wiliam tried to feel the feel of his right leg again, and revealing the blanket that covered half his body, his heart was very troubled to see the sight of his legs in bandages as far as half his thighs, and his heart was very sad, it felt really devastated to find a scene that was very slashing his heart.


So tragic the fate of his life, now Wiliam feels his life is no longer meaningful, he does not know what misfortune he will receive, he said, especially now he is in a group of mafia of organ sales that at any time could sell parts by body parts without mercy.


"Why did you save me ? Wouldn't it be better if I died and you could sell my body parts ?!" ask Wiliam in despair.


"Oh, how much I really want to do, if only someone doesn't want you to stay alive !" Omar said.


"Someone ?" william parrots.


"Yes, someone whose sister you killed indirectly, but the person is heartened still wants you to stay alive" Omar said.


"Beni, that guy must be Beni, right ?" convinced Wiliam, although he does not know for sure what Beni means to let to stay alive at this time.


I don't know what he wants the man whose sister he has smeared and hurt, by letting him continue to live in his now very sad condition.


"True, Beni told me to let you live, if I were her I might have chopped you up and sprinkled your body into a tiger cage !" omar, looking at Wiliam with a look of disgust.


Not without reason Omar behaved like that, in fact his heart was really angry with the treatment of William on Monik which in value is very like treating animals, if only Beni gave him the power to avenge all his pain, but unfortunately, Beni chose to use his own way, and Omar did not want to interfere in that, he let Beni vent his anger and resentment in his own way even though he continued to monitor from a distance.


"Please, meet me with Beni, there's something I really want to tell her, let me meet her please !" William clasped his hands together in his chest and pleaded with Omar.


"I'll try to tell Beni, but I won't force her to meet you if she won't" Omar replied.


"Tania, help me, I want to meet Beni, I have to meet her, I'm wrong, I'm sorry !" lirih Wiliam is now pleading with Tania.


"You scary monster, I don't think there's a big brother in the world who can accept his little sister being treated like an animal, you're a terrible monster,,,, you're a terrible monster, you're a,,, I'm sorry to have known and been in a relationship with you, I hope I never see you again in my next life,!" maki Tania with a reddened face could not bear the anger at the thought of how Monik suffered back then,


And if it is true that all of that happened because he was second to William, perhaps now it is his penance to his best friend by becoming a slave of Omar.


'If perhaps this is not worth what you feel, I hope all my destiny can be the atonement for my sins and mistakes on you Monik, ' Tania said in her heart.