Sorry, If I'm Two

Sad Story

Now that Wiliam was in a hut in the middle of the forest, he managed to escape from the car wreck that he was driving, and left Tania who was still trapped there, she doesn't care what happens to a pregnant woman who has been her lover for years, and then becomes her half-sister, all he knows is that he has to go as far as possible to save himself from the mobsters who are after him and from Beni who seems to hold a grudge against him.

William opened the book, read it carefully, without realizing the tears melted and fell knowing how Monik was suffering from his actions, and how evil his treatment of the innocent girl was, but regretfully, all was useless, all had happened and there was nothing he could do but regret.

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"No ! That can't be !" tania shouted as she was just conscious, and felt her stomach palpate that felt deflated and pain in her lower abdomen.

Tania screamed hysterically when she realized that she was in a hospital patient's bed, her head and all over her body were in a lot of pain, but there was more pain she felt at the moment, more pain than pain, he had to lose the child in his shield, as a result of the accident, the fetal heart in his stomach stopped beating, he said, upon Adit's permission as the husband and father of the baby, finally with a heavy heart the doctor decided to remove the innocent fetus that was affected by the accident.

"Why, why did you let the doctor take my son ? Our son ? Did you deliberately throw away our child so as not to become your burden ? I can take care of it myself, please give me back my baby !" tania's tears sounded so bitter, her heart was so sore like slashed, the baby she had guarded for almost five months now she could no longer feel his presence in her stomach, she said, if it was a punishment for all the crimes he had committed, he thought it was too cruel for him.

"It's not like that, but our son is no longer saved due to the accident, sorry I had to sign the appointment agreement of our son, for your good, for your safety !" urai Adit hugged and rubbed the head of Tania who was still screaming hysterically, Adit tried to calm his sir wife.

Adit did not understand how the real story, Tania who was alone to buy kitchen needs in the mini market arrived at found on the edge of the cliff with a terrible situation in the car that had been rattled, and the, he has not dared to ask who his wife went with, because of the state of Tania's soul that was shaken due to the loss of her baby.

"Wiliam,,, William who killed our son, that bastard--" Tania could not continue her sentence, she again sobbed, she recalled the incident shortly before the accident, and he suddenly remembered the book belonging to the Monik which became a struggle between them and resulted in the accident.

"What do you mean ? What did William do to you, to our son ?" tanya Adit was curious, because unexpectedly his wife actually mentioned the name of Wiliam which was the cause of the loss of their child's life.

"The son of a bitch kidnapped me when I finished shopping at the mini market, he smothered me and took me away with a gun to my waist, and there was an accident !" tania explained, she told in outline what she had experienced with William earlier.

As for the matter of the book and the cause of the accident, Tania did not tell Adit, she wanted to find out for herself what the real relationship was between Wiliam and Monik the friend.

Indeed it was very disturbing his mind, because Wiliam was never interested to know about his best friend that one, even when Monik lived in his house, William often looks indifferent and indifferent when meeting the quiet and shy girl.

"William ? But why did he kidnap you ?" tanya Adit was confused, because as far as he knew, besides William was Tania's former lover, the man was also the half-sister of his wife.

"She's been looking for me for a long time because she got word about the sale of my dad's house, she didn't take it for sale, and she asked for her share, it looks like she's in debt !" Tania Beber.

"It is important that you are safe, for our children, we better pray, maybe this is the best according to God for him," said Adit sage.

Tania takin Beni knows the real story, why it says the name Wiliam, because Beni gave the book to Wiliam.

"But, why Beni ?" ask Adit.

"You better not ask a lot, I just ask for help you call Beni here, for other things let me take care of it" Tania said.

"After our son's disappearance from my stomach, I resigned if you want to look at me, even leave me, I know you married me because of our son, I know you're, but now that there is no more thing that makes you obliged to accompany me, I'm fine if you want to go and build a household with your first wife," continued Tania softly, she was self-conscious, he said, from the beginning his relationship with Adit was intertwined only because the relationship was mutually satisfying without ties, and he must be ready if Adit at any time leaves him.

"Don't say that, you've helped me a lot, helped my mother, awakened me to become a better human being, forget the past, forget the past, we open a new page at the beginning with good things as a husband and wife who love each other," Adit who began to accept Tania wholeheartedly because of Tania's attitude which helped her sincerely, as a result, also paying attention to Esih's shaken mother's mental health, she believes Tania will be her perfect companion.

"But you have another wife, even your wife is pregnant with your child, you will have a complete and happy family with your wife and children, over time I will definitely be left out and you forget," Tania said with a trembling voice holding back her cries.

Adit did not know what to do and said, true Tania, there was Neneng who was also his wife was pregnant with her child, Tania said, he did not want to be a father who wasted his biological children even though honestly he did not love Neneng, his marriage to Neneng because of the compulsion of his mother who was obsessed with being rich and became a besan of the village's respected landlords.

"But, I love you, I love you, and I can't lose you, even though I can't lose the child in Neneng's stomach right now." lirih Adit's.

"You love me ?" tanya Tania who was directly influenced by Adit quickly and surely, of course it made Tania's heart warm up a little,

"You love Neneng ?" ask Tania again.

Adit fell silent, he did not know what to answer, there was no feeling in his heart for his first wife,

"Adit, you love Neneng ?" Tania repeated the same question to her husband.

"Hmmmh,, I will love the child in Neneng's stomach, because no matter how my flesh's blood !" kilah Adit after a long sigh sorted out what words were worth saying.

Tania was silent for a moment, she did not know, Adit said because she did not want to admit her true feelings for Neneng because she valued herself, she said, or indeed Adit really wants to say that he does not love Neneng and only wants to accept children who are in the womb of Neneng.

While Neneng who heard the conversation between her husband and wife sir behind the door of Tania's hospital room, now the tears of his heart are no less painful when he hears and sees with his own eyes that he is actually a wife who is not wanted by Adit the husband.