Sorry, If I'm Two

Melow time,,, uh,,,

Beni and Inayah's wedding day is getting closer, almost all the preparations are done, only a small thing remains that is the preparation in the preparation when the wedding day will be.

They are also on their wedding leave at the moment.

"Dear be prepared, I'll take you somewhere" said Beni that morning who already looks handsome and neat in his casual suit.

"Where ?" ask Inayah who does not know and is not told before her if they will go somewhere.

"Hurry up, we will travel quite a long way this time," said Beni, a mysterious snob.

Inayah obeyed and did not ask much more, she immediately prepared and went down to Beni who was patiently waiting for her below.

It had been about two hours of travel, but they had not yet reached their destination.

"Mas, where are we going, why haven't we arrived yet ?" Inayah could no longer hold back her curiosity.

"No, we're going !" point Beni on a large green courtyard filled with tall and shady trees.

Inayah came down from the four-wheeled vehicle owned by Beni, her eyes swept around the vast expanse of green nan beautiful.

It is not unusual for Inayah to see green grass and tall trees, what amazes her is that the area is very clean and neatly arranged, even the height of the grass is uniform.

Beni opened the trunk of her car and pulled out a wicker basket box filled with flowers and rose water.

"Mas, we-" said Inayah stopped when she saw some neatly lined gravestones after they passed through the large, luxurious gate.

"Yes, I want you to meet my father, mother and sister before we get married !" said Beni while leading Inayah to three adjacent tombs under a beautiful flowering frangipani tree.

"Hi Father, mother, hi Monik ! I came to bring my future wife, this is Inayah, we came to see you and ask your blessing, may you bless and be happy with us !" greet Beni while rubbing the three black marble headstones alternately.

Inayah sat glued to a stand made of cement and coated with marble with colors and motifs that are synonymous with marble tombstone located right next to the tomb, it seemed to be specially made so that the person who was pilgriming and praying there could sit comfortably.

Beni was busy sprinkling flowers and pouring rose water that he carried, occasionally Inayah helped him and rubbed Beni's shoulders and back as the man's eyes could not hold back the dam of tears that occasionally dripped and trained to the ground.

"I don't know how I would have if I hadn't met you ! I'm alone in this world, I don't have anyone else !" lamentable.

"Mas, you have me, have a mother, my mother is also your mother, mas," said Inayah she always could not bear to watch when watching her future husband when in the lowest yitik like that, his face was full of sadness and pain.

"This is the tomb of my father, who died when I was fifteen years old, at that time, I became the only man as a pedestal of hope my mother and sister are very dear to me,they're both the purpose of my life, to make them both happy is my obsession, my life for these two women, after my father's departure," Beni rubbed his mother's and younger sister's headstone gently, as if stroking their heads.

Inayah kept quiet and listened to Beni's story without interrupting, besides she wanted to know the story about her future husband's family, she also did not want to be swept away and carried away, because it does not rule out the possibility of Beni's depressive illness can recur, so he must remain vigilant and keep his emotions and emotions Beni remain stable.

Beni sighed deeply and longly, before continuing her story, like something stuck in her throat so long as it was for her to tell a story.

"Monik, she's my only sister's monik, the sweet and quiet sister whose sister I love so much but I've been careless in looking after her, so is Wiliam, the, the bastard had raped and indirectly claimed his life,-" Beni choked and wiped his melted tears without command.

"So she's a very good sister, she keeps everything she's been through by herself, she doesn't want to make me and my mom sad when she hears her tragic story, the little girl kept her wounds and pain alone, until she was finally not strong and ended her life by taking sleeping pills with high doses and large amounts," Beni took out a small light blue notebook from the basket, and gave it to Inayah's hand for her to take.

"My mother and I only found out that she was pregnant at the hospital's autopsy, and we found the book in her room three days later after her disappearance, you can read it how Wiliam vilely treated my little sister !" Inayah clasped Beni's hands which began to sweat with a paled face.

"Yes, don't force it, they're calm there, they don't want to see you like this !" inayah hawatir.

"No ! They hadn't calmed down before I destroyed Wiliam, I even had to lose my mother who would relentlessly blame herself until the end of her life for not forcing Monik to come with her, and instead indulging in her desire to stay here, mother died of depression, mother only a month survived after the departure of the Monik, and left me alone to endure all this," she wrote.

"I will accompany you, mas, you are not alone" said Inayah.

"Why not report the crimes of William, can this not be made evidence ?" Inayah held up the sky blue book.

"The book is too weak to be proof, after all it will give a bad impression on my sister, if the news is widespread, died of pregnancy and then committed suicide, let everyone know he died of illness, just for the rest of his life he suffered, not after he died" Beni said.

"Then, why is the Monik's tomb just a nameless gravestone ?" tanya Inayah glanced at the plain black pusara with a headstone that had no writing.

"We're keeping the Monik's tomb red, we're saying that the Monik's in the tomb is overseas, but I'm going to give him a pretty headstone, which is pretty, after I avenge all the pain and sorrow my sister has experienced because of Wiliam's actions, I make sure it !" he grumbled at the last sentence.

"I will accompany you, support you, be strong, so Beni is as tough and cunning as ever, never show Beni's weak side in front of anyone, enough I know when times are weak and your slump, because I will always try and there to make you straighten your head back, cultivating your spirit to uphold justice for your mother and sister, I love you, mas !" said Inayah while gently stroking Beni's cheeks that repeatedly kissed Inayah's hand fingers in his grasp, he really felt proud and did not wrong choose a future wife who will accompany him in his lifetime.