Sorry, If I'm Two

Contrition

That afternoon Beni brought Inayah to choose a wedding dress at the famous boutique capital city.

Preparations for the wedding that will soon be carried out one by one have begun to be completed, they are assisted by a famous wedding organizer so that raak is too bothered with all the preparations.

"Mas, honestly I just want to get married simply, no need to waste money with a fancy party like this," Inayah told her future husband.

"No, I can't marry you just in the usual way, I want everything to be amazing,!" elak Beni's.

"But this is not my first marriage, I feel ashamed and sorry for you until someone sneers at you who is a famous businessman, married a widow like me !" great-grandson Inayah.

"What's wrong with you ? I love you and you love me too, so don't listen to anyone else's talk, you're special to me, baby,!" said Beni while offering a low-breasted white dress to try Inayah in the dress room.

Inayah grabs her and tries on Beni's wedding dress, long as she looks at herself, she feels insecure when she sees herself in the big mirror before her.

"Darling, why long time ago-" Beni said hanging when opening the door of the famous boutique dress room.

"Darling, you've had sex once, you're amazing !" whispered Beni closed the door of the room, the room measuring two by two meters around the wall in the mirror reflected the aura of Inayah's beauty that made Beni amazed and not bored to look at him.

Beni hugged his beautiful future wife from behind, pulled open Inayah's long hair and attached it to Inayah's left shoulder, looking at the reflection of the two of them in the giant mirror, Beni began to kiss the smooth right shoulder Inayah who was now open not covered by her hair.

Inayah closed her eyes and tilted her head to the left, as if giving Beni access to play in the neck area of her level.

Beni snatched Inayah's slightly open red lips passionately, her hands down the cleavage that showed some of the full objects that poked tantalizingly because of the front model of the low-breasted dress.

"Ah, dear, can we speed up our marriage, I feel like I can't wait to enjoy all that you have," growled Beni who arrived suddenly hoarse voice and his vision was foggy of passion.

"Mas, there will be people coming in here" said Inayah whispered a little because she was afraid that someone would catch their hot activities.

"You're so pretty, baby !" said Beni while tightening his embrace on Inayah's body from behind.

Inayah's cheeks blur instantly when they meet, when their eyes are the same looking at the mirror.

But other than what Beni felt, suddenly the man felt heat on his body, when he saw Inayah's chest that almost spilled from the mirror reflection in front of him.

Beni lowered her body and rubbed Inayah's open back, Inayah biting her lower lip while covering her eyes for a moment enjoying Beni's gentle hand touch.

"Hmmphh !" lirih Inayah as Beni's hands began to dare to mer her chest gold.

Adeptly Beni immediately smothered Inayah's mouth with a kiss, before a sigh came out of the mouth of the woman who began to burn also her anger.

Beni tilted her head as she scooped Inayah's lips and took a sip so that their kiss deepened.

"Hmmmm, I'm going crazy waiting for our long wedding day !" beni whispered right in Inayah's ear, making the woman bristle for a moment.

"Mas, you don't know where !" inayah Protest.

"I'll wait for you outside, if you linger here for a long time, I can eat you !" Beni took off her embrace and left the narrow room.

***

This is the third day where the deadline given by the new owner of Wiliam's house runs out, but until now Wiliam has not been able to find where Tania and Meli are, it seemed that the man had circled the entire capital and visited every place that might be made the hiding place of the two women, but all seemed to be in vain, not even the traces of the two women could he meet.

Wiliam massaged his forehead, it feels like he was desperate and lost the way to defend his parents' house.

"Liam, Inayah and Beni are getting married next week, when did you marry me ?" rengek Lilis approached Wiliam who was still silent by bowing his head that felt heavy because of the burden of life and the problem that seemed to never end continued to approach him alternately.

"Do you have no other topic of conversation, other than to demand that I marry you, huh ?!" bent William angry.

"But I also want to be like other people, what else I also do not want to lose competitiveness with your widow, when she can be married to Beni, while I do not visit you marry !?" great-grandson Lilis sulks.

"Yes, you asked Beni to marry you, because I will never marry you !" ketus William.

"Why can that be ?" lilis protest did not accept with Wiliam's words.

"Of course you can, are you stupid or pretend to be stupid ? You certainly know the reason why, it's because from the beginning I never loved you !" said Wiliam who felt like an incision in Lilis' heart.

"You're evil !" shout Lilis.

"You know from the beginning that I'm not a good person, and don't forget, you're no better than me, we're just as good as assholes !" Beni came out of his study room while beating the door as fast as possible leaving Lilis who was now teary-eyed, whether tears for what.

If the tears were because of Wiliam's words saying he was a bastard, instead of that it was true, he was more than just an asshole.

Then if the tears were because William said he never loved her and would never marry her, that's not all the reality that he should have known from the beginning he decided to have sex without status with a male bastard like Wiliam, why arrive now as if they loved each other from the beginning of the meeting.

Or his tears were a form of his frustration over his inability to rival Inayah who never felt competing with him.

***

Wiliam walked in an uncertain direction until he did not realize he had arrived at the place he used to go when he felt sad or anxious.

"Hi Mon, I came. How are you doing ? How is our son ? Have you forgiven me ? I miss you !" said Wiliam withstood the pain in his chest seeing every apartment room tang store a million memories of his togetherness with his dark lover Monik that he had wasted.

"If I knew where your new home was, I'd really like to visit you !" Lirih Wiliam who does not know where the existence of the Monik pusara until now, which he knows, Monik went abroad to meet his older brother who lived there in a two-bodied state, Monik decided to stay with his sister there after Wiliam did not want to be responsible for the child in the woman's stomach.

Moreover, Monik also did not want until the friend, Tania, knowing about her pregnancy which is the result of her dark relationship with her best friend's lover.

Wiliam's daydream goes back to that time, to a time a few years ago where the biggest mistakes and regrets occurred in his life.

What a mistake he could never forget in a lifetime, if only then had he had the slightest courage to acknowledge and accept the Monik and the child in his vault, maybe now they are enjoying the happiness of three in the apartment.