Sorry, If I'm Two

Fragile

Inayah was still waiting for Beni who was asleep on the sofa after she downed her medicine,

"Mas, Beni mas, wake up yuk first !" call Inayah who feels a little panicked because Beni looks agitated and continues to call the name Monik in his sleep.

Before long Beni opened her eyes, her eyes glanced at the clock hanging on the wall,

"It's midnight, why are you still here waiting for me ?" Beni rubbed her eyes.

"You look restless, you also constantly call out names,,," Inayah was silent for a moment,

"Monik !" lirih Inayah was afraid of fear.

"Hmmh, you better sleep there ! I'm fine !" Beni tries to convince Inayah that she is okay.

"Mas, don't you want to share your story with me ? Don't you want to share the burden with me ? " lirih Inayah stared fixedly at Beni's face which seemed like her consciousness had not been fully accumulated.

"What do you mean ? I'm fine, I'm used to it like this and I'm fine !" firmly Beni.

"Mas, you're not okay ! You need friends to share stories, shed sadness, share burdens, come on,, don't torture yourself !" inayah said with pleading eyes.

"What are you talking about ?" said Beni flat.

"You're taking sedatives, since when ? What kind of trouble actually makes you this way, and who's Monik ?" cecar Inayah's.

Beni let out a heavy sigh, her head bowed deeply, her gaze fixed on the floor tiles of the room, she hid her silent tears dripping down directly onto the floor, her gaze fixed on the floor, it was as if there was pain she was hiding in her heart.

Inayah rested in front of Beni who sat on the edge of the sofa while looking down to hide her cries, without awkward Inayah ventured to rub the shoulders of the handsome man who looked very fragile.

"I'm useless, as the only son in my family, I should have protected my mother and sister, but I didn't do that" he said.

Inayah really feels sorry for Beni's current condition, she knows Beni needs someone who can share the burden and pain with her, and Inayah sincerely if it should be a place where Beni shares her heartache.

"When my father left, when my sister and I were little, I promised to protect and protect them, I was very close to my mother and sister, I loved and loved them, they were the purpose of my life,,," Beni's cry broke as Inayah hugged the handsome man's body.

"The moniker's your sister ?" ask Inayah heart, who then get an answer in the form of a small nod from Beni without a word.

"Where is your mother and sister now ?" connect Inayah.

"Before,, they were close to my pulse, always a part of every story of my life, but that bastard separated me from them, even further from the distance of the earth and the sun !" Beni spilled all the burdens that seemed to have been petrified for years and lodged in his heart.

But he had not had time to tell all about what in his nature, Beni's body stiffened again, he held his head like a lot of pain, so much pain,

Inayah rushed to give him a glass of water, and drinking it, Beni grabbed his medicine bottle and took out a few grains of medicine into his palm and drank it.

"Mas ! You can't be like this, until when you depend on this thing, you will be destroyed if you continue like this !" snapped Inayah threw the medicine bottle while she broke down in tears, she also tried to take out some of the medicine that Beni had just put into her mouth.

Without feeling disgusted, Inayah's fingers went into the man's mouth and took out a drug that had not been swallowed Beni.

"Stop ! Don't keep your story going, I won't force you to tell stories, I'll keep you company, and I'll always be there when you need to, so never feel alone, please don't be like this !" pinta Inayah tightly hugged Beni's body which began to limp and could only lean in Inayah's arms.

"I will help you through all this, I will accompany you to bear your burden and pain !" lirih Inayah while rubbing Beni's back gently.

Whether the magic that Inayah uses, Beni slowly falls asleep in the arms of Inayah, very sound, very slow, until he did not feel disturbed when the burly body Inayah put on the sofa with Inayah thigh as a head pad Beni.

Throughout the night Inayah rubbed and stroked the quiet man's head on his lap, his heart throbbed in pain once knowing how much burden and pain Beni had, he said, but the man always tried to cover up and keep everything by himself.

Although Inayah could not know the whole story, but Inayah could already feel her pain.

All that made Inayah promise in her heart, that she would accompany and accompany the man until Beni could return to live a normal life and not depend on any drugs, because he will make himself a cure for Beni.

Beni blinked his eyes, in the lyrics wall clock, and the window whose curtains seemed to have not been closed last night, the clock has shown at 7 am, he said, the sun had also emitted its light through the window glass of his living room.

"Ah, Is that right !?" said Beni who just realized it turns out all night he slept on the lap of Inayah who is willing to make both thighs as a pillow for himself, he said,

"Mas ?! Are you awake ?" Inayah opened her eyes when there was movement around her, which turned out to be Beni who had just risen from her sleep.

"Sorry, did I wake you up ?" ask Beni awkwardly.

"You okay, ma'am ?" Inayah noticed Beni's face that had looked as fresh as usual, not as pale as last night.

"I'm fine, sorry to bother you last night, I'd better take a shower first" Beni stood up from the sofa and was about to return to her room as she had to take a shower and get ready to go to the office.

"Geez it's noon,!" inayah said as she glanced at the wall clock,

But just as he was about to stand up and head to his room,

"Awww,,," Inayah whimpered in pain and half shouted.

Beni who was just about to climb the stairs to her room immediately turned her body and ran towards the living room where Inayah screamed in pain.

"What's up ?!" panicked Beni when he found Inayah stabbed on the floor.

"My legs are cramping,!" ringis Inayah is in pain.

Beni carrying Inayah's body sat him on the sofa by raising both feet to have fun.

"Sorry, this must be because I slept all night on your thigh, sorry !" beni felt guilty and unwell.

"No, no, I'm often like this !" tepis Inayah so Beni doesn't feel guilty about her.

"I'm gonna call my office and Teja, we're gonna leave a little bit today, you take a break !" said Beni then play his phone and visit his secretary and Teja group to let them know that they are leaving late, as the leader of the company he still can not be arbitrary because sometimes there are guests or business colleagues who come to the office, pity if they have to wait if he does not tell about the delay.

"I'm better, I'll go to my room and get ready !" inayah.

Unexpectedly Beni leaned in and held the tiny body of Inayah,

"I'll take you to your room, I don't want to have to take care of you if you slip on the stairs !" said Beni.

"I'm fine, my legs don't hurt, I can walk on my own" Ronta Inayah said.

"Shut up, or we'll both fall down these stairs !" said Beni flat while looking at the sharp face of Inayah who is now close to her face because the woman is in her lap.

Inayah was silent resigned, her face was hot and reddened with embarrassment.

"Your body is so light, don't you ever eat ?" oceh Beni along the way.

Beni lowered Inayah right in front of the door of the room of the beautiful woman who arrived to be quiet that morning.

Surprise did not arrive, when he was ready and came down from his room, Beni was waiting for him at the dinner table with breakfast available at the table,

"You're the one who cooked it all ?" inayah asked in shock, because only this time she saw a Beni in the kitchen struggling with cookware, the man arrived a thousand times more seckssi in the eyes of Inayah, who was a little more, usually he prepares breakfast and dinner for them, because their lunch is usually at the office.

"Hmmm ! Are you fascinated by my ability on this one ?" goda Beni had started to be confident as usual.

"We see what it feels like as good as it looks !" inayah's grin, her heart warmed when she saw Beni cheerful again.

"Don't get hooked, 'cause I don't cook for just anyone,!" said Beni while opening the apron in use and hanging it in the cantolan located next to the food refrigerator.

"Your wife will be lucky one day, because she has a husband who is smart to work and smart to cook food as good as this !" say Inayah with mouth filled with food.

"Of course, only a lucky woman can be my wife !" said Beni with a rancid tone as usual.

Inayah just shook her head to see and hear the arrogance Beni had used to hear from the man's mouth, and Inayah never took it seriously.

A warm morning, may this be a good start for both of them.