Sharing Love: Is My Husband Yours?

Soul Mate

The following weekend when Mas Darwin was going home to Kayuagung, Alya was nauseous and vomiting in the sink of his room. Mas Darwin helped massage Alya's back and then wet her to lie on the bed.

"I made a warm orange for you first" said Mas Darwin.

Alya immediately shook her head. "No need, honey. You're just here. I need you here."

"My company! I'm really not feeling well." Then, suddenly Alya felt nauseous again and, "Huekk! Yuck!" He vomited back in the bathroom.

Because of too much vomiting, his body became weak. Mas Darwin asked their maid to make a glass of warm orange so that Alya's nausea reduced. Darwin also asked him to make food for Alya because Alya had vomited too much. 'Definitely Alya's stomach became empty, ' Mas Darwin thought. He did not want Alya to get dizzy and eventually fell ill.

After that, Mas Darwin fed Alya until it did not feel like one o'clock at noon. After that, Alya fell asleep while holding the hand of Mas Darwin. Slowly Mas Darwin took off Alya's hand.

Darwin wanted to stand up from his sitting position next to Alya. However, Alya woke up. He glanced at the standing Mas Darwin. "Where are you going, honey?" tanyakanya.

"I want to get ready for Kayuagung. Later on" replied Darwin.

"Darling," Alya immediately clasped Mas Darwin's hand. "Don't leave me! Keep me here!" whinek Alya with spoiled.

"But, I have to go to Kayuagung first, honey. Last week I didn't go back there because we went to Palembang. I have to be fair" explained Mas Darwin.

"This time, honey."

Darwin could not bear to see Alya still pale. He's really not healthy. Therefore, Mas Darwin abandoned his intention to return to Kayuagung. He sat back down and stroked Alya's hair.

"Yes, I will accompany you here" said Mas Darwin and made Alya develop his smile

Meanwhile, in Kayuagung I was busy opening every kupnat on my shirt. My clothes already feel narrow, some clothes I can no longer wear. My skirt has not been able to wear since months ago. All that's left is a robe and some long dress that I'm opening right now.

Since the escape incident, Mas Darwin has stopped giving money to me. He also held my wallet. I can't buy anything anymore.

Although Mas Darwin told me to tell him if I want to buy something or need anything to buy it for me. However, I decided to try not to bother and ask for kindness from him. I have to get used to being independent, not relying on him. Because, that feeling will only hurt my heart.

The more I depend on him the more I expect his presence and want to have it. I need to be self-conscious. I will only ask for his help if pressed. As long as I can do it myself, I will try to do it myself.

Days passed without the arrival of Darwin and I was not disappointed. I've already understood if he can't go home. He must be busy taking care of Alya who is pregnant young. However, there was a slight bit of bitterness in my heart from feeling unconcerned. But, that feeling was immediately erased.

'I can't feel like that. I can't expect her to care. I have to be strong, "push me in my heart.

He did not want Darwin to leave him. He tried to hold it back by saying, "It's better that you don't come home today, honey. Tomorrow you have to go to work. You're back here again in the afternoon. You'll be tired of going back and forth."

"I'll be back here tomorrow, honey. I'll leave at dawn tomorrow from Kayuagung and go straight to campus for work." Darwin insisted on returning to Kayuagung.

Alya finally could not reject the decision of Mas Darwin. He was silent when Mas Darwin said, "I'll be home soon. Take good care of our son!" Then Darwin left him.

She cried knowing her husband was going to see another woman. Alya was completely unwilling to have to divide her husband. He misses the old Mas Darwin, who was there only for himself, not for other women.

'Where was my old husband?' his inner. 'Why are you so different now? You used to say I was your soul mate, just me. But, now.you have completely forgotten that.' Alya wiped away her tears, but the other tears still fell.

Meanwhile, Mas Darwin decided not to go directly to Kayuagung. He turned around and finally entered the toll gate to Palembang. Mas Darwin came to the mall that he visited last weekend with Alya.

He walked to a statue. Darwin bought the toska dress he saw the other day. She also bought some other clothes and a hijab. After finishing shopping he returned to the toll road to Kayuagung.

"Kriekk!" I opened the door to my room and walked in. I saw bags of groceries piled on top of the mattress. 'Who's got?' my thinking.

A piece of paper was near that pile. I read her writing in my heart, 'Rania. I'm sorry I didn't pay you much attention.'

"Mas Darwin," I murmured. 'Did he come back here?' my thinking. Then, "Kreekk!" The door to the room opened. Darwin went into the room. He just came from the bathroom.

"When did you get home, Mom?" my many.

"Just now" he answered. He glanced at the grocery bag that I had not touched at all. "That's all for you. Open it!" said later.

I looked at the grocery bag and took the clothes out of it. Everything looks nice and graceful. I've never had clothes like this before.

"May you like it" said Mas Darwin.

I smiled a little and said, "Thank you, Mom." Then I opened the other bag. The bag contained several pieces of hijab. The other bag contains negligee clothes. The next pouch contains ....

I was stunned when I took out the contents of the third bag. Darwin immediately said, "I think it's possible that your old one has been narrow, the size of which no longer fits. So, I bought you some underwear, too."

My face turned red and immediately put the underwear in his pocket. 'Mas Darwin must have thought strange things when buying this underwear for me, ' I thought.

Dan, that's right... Mas Darwin imagined the moment in Bali when buying clothes for me. He asked the salesperson at the lingerie stand to pick out all the underwear for me. Then, he suddenly recalled the scent of my body drugging him that night, making him very eager to repeat it again. However, it won't happen because I won't let it happen again.