Sharing Love: Is My Husband Yours?

Betraying you

Yuk Selvi came to visit me this afternoon. He wanted to make sure my condition was okay. It was Darwin who asked her to come home because she was worried about my health. Meanwhile, Mas Darwin has been in Indralaya since last night.

"Have you eaten?" ask Yuk Selvi.

"Already," I replied while nodding.

"But you're pale and limp like you haven't eaten." Yuk Selvi doubted my answer.

"I ate a little bit, Yuk. I'm not tasteful. If I keep forcing myself to eat, I'm sick and want to throw up."

"Yes, that's how Rania is if pregnant is still the first trimester. But, you have to keep eating so that your child is healthy. You also cannot be stressed. Your problems and Darwin's problems don't have to be so thought out!"

I was astonished to hear Yuk Selvi allude to my problem with Mas Darwin. "Yuk Selvi knows what's going on between me and Mas Darwin?" my many.

Yuk Selvi was silent. Meanwhile, I again asked, "Did Yuk Selvi also know about Alya?"

"Hmmm...." Yuk Selvi hesitated a bit to say.

"Yuk Selvi knew Mas Darwin was married to Alya?" tanyaku.

"Don't be hard, Rania! I'll hear you later" said Yuk Selvi.

My blood rippled instantly hearing Yuk Selvi's words. "So, Yuk Selvi already knew Mas Darwin had a wife other than me?" my many.

Yuk Selvi let out her breath. And, I could already guess the answer to my question through his expression. He must have known and had intentionally covered it up from me.

"Why didn't Ayuk tell me, Yuk? Why didn't you tell me from the beginning?" I can't accept the attitude of covering up Mas Darwin's first marriage.

Yuk Selvi was silent and confused as to what to say. In the meantime, I continued, "I don't think you and your family knew and purposely covered it from me. You set me up."

"I didn't set you up, Rania." Yuk Selvi defended herself. "Six years ago my friend told me that Darwin stayed almost every day at Alya's house in Indralaya. But I can't believe it if I don't see it for myself. I think that maybe Darwin would dare to gather with Alya, maybe it's just gossip. A few years later I also heard from another friend that Darwin and Alya were very often seen together. I was curious about the truth, I went to the address of Alya's house in Indralaya and it turned out that his house was left empty. I don't know where he moved to."

"Year yesterday our cousin who lives in Indralaya called saying he was disappointed because Darwin was married, but we didn't invite him. I said Darwin was not married. He thought Darwin was married because he often lived with Alya. Mother apparently heard our conversation and shyok. Mom had a sudden heart attack and was rushed to the hospital."

"I finally found out the truth of the news from our cousin. Apparently, our cousin-in-law's house is a village with a house that is occupied by Alya and Darwin today. After marriage, they both built houses there. The people in the village knew they were husband and wife. I was shocked to learn the truth and didn't know how to tell my mom."

"Mother is seriously ill and would have grown shyok if she had known Darwin was married. When he regained consciousness and his condition improved he asked Darwin to get married immediately. He forced Darwin to promise and Darwin finally agreed. After his mother was discharged from the hospital, Darwin was not married. Mother took his promise to swear that he would not take his medicine and would not seek treatment before Darwin married. And then, in the end, Darwin married you, Rania."

"You can all sacrifice my happiness for the happiness of my mother" I said.

"It's not so, Rania," said Yuk Selvi immediately. "You are, after all, Darwin's legitimate wife. You deserve to be happy and have Darwin. Alya will forever be Darwin's mistress. Alya also seems to not mind if Darwin remarries. So, let's just say it doesn't matter to Rania if you're Darwin's second wife."

I shook my head. I can't believe what I just heard. Yuk Selvi is a woman, but he lets his sister remarry, wishing her heart. 'Where do you feel as a woman?'

"I can't, Yuk. I'm not a display. I'm a normal person, I have feelings. I can't be happy knowing my husband is out there making out with another woman. Loving other women and ignoring me."

"So, Ayuk means forever I should share Mas Darwin's love with Alya?" my spoken. "I can't, Yuk. I can't," I said.

'One minute I saw the togetherness of Mas Darwin and Alya my heart was already so painful. Moreover, if you have to forever give up Mas Darwin in two. I can't" I said in my heart.

I'm staying here right now just to get custody of my son, not to become an actor and take Mas Darwin from Alya. They both loved each other so much. As for me, who am I in the heart of Darwin? I should know myself and not expect much from this marriage.

Meanwhile, as the day went on in the afternoon Mas Darwin returned home in Indralaya and was warmly welcomed by Alya. He immediately poured tea and served it to Mas Darwin.

Darwin was stunned by his raging thoughts. 'Alya was so considerate of me even though I had hurt her so many times, ' she thought. 'How could I betray you?'

Lately Mas Darwin has felt different feelings for me. He only realized it when I left him. He felt that something was missing from his heart at that moment. Although Mas Darwin tried to suppress it, but he could not lie to him. His feelings for me are different now. There is a desire to have and want to be with me in his heart. However, this feeling made her feel extremely guilty towards Alya.

"Honey," call Alya. "You're daydreaming."

Darwin awoke from his chaotic mind. He smiled at Alya. "I'm sorry I'm not focused" said Mas Darwin.

"Yes, it's okay. Lately you've had too much of a burden on the mind. What if we go on vacation, honey? It's gonna be your semester break soon."

"I can't, honey."

"Why?" ask Alya immediately.

"Rania is pregnant. He needs extra attention from me. I can't possibly leave it and go on vacation." Mas Darwin's answer made Alya's facial aura become cloudy immediately.

Alya swallowed his saliva. Don't know what to say to her husband? However, her heart ached deeply realizing that her current husband was very attentive to her honey.

"Hopefully you can understand" said Mas Darwin.

"I want us to program baby tubes, Mas." Alya suddenly said like that.

"I want to have a child from you soon" he said.

Darwin stared at Alya's disappointed face. "I'm sorry, honey. I didn't mean to offend you."

"I'm not offended, Mom. I just can't bear to see you start to change just because Rania is pregnant with your child." Alya is quite emotional. "I can also give you a son, a son of both of us. I want us to program the baby tubes as soon as possible."

Darwin immediately hugged Alya and whispered, "Whatever happens I still love you, dear."

"But now your love is divided..." Alya shed her tears.

"My love for you will never diminish, dear," said Mas Darwin earnestly hugging and caressing Alya's head. Meanwhile, in his heart Alya still believes that Mas Darwin has begun to change.