Shackles of Suffering

Syok

With my consciousness slowly recovering, I opened my eyes that were filled with fog, my head was in pain. I tried to get up and look around, I was already in my room.

Before long the door of my room was opened when I entered with a woman wearing all-white clothes with a bag.

" Gracefully you're conscious, don't wake up the doctor will examine you" Dimas quickly hugged me and laid her down.

" Please check on my wife and son doc" he told the doctor.

" Good sir, I'll examine his mother first" said with a smile, after the doctor finished re-cleaning the equipment.

" How's doc?" Ask dimas anxiously.

" The father's wife is in great shock, it is not good for her health and can harm her fetus, please do not let the father's wife experience this again because it can be fatal" Answer the doctor quickly.

" Yes doc, I will take care of my wife and child more heart2 again" said dimas cirih.

" This is immediately redeemed by the prescription, sir, boosters and vitamins" said the doctor while submitting the prescription in his writing.

" I'm sorry sir, may your wife get well soon again" Pamitnya politely, while delivering the doctor to the door, Before long, she returned to her room and hugged me with glassy eyes.

" I'm sorry dear who can't protect you and our child, I don't know if the old man will come, please forgive me" Rintih was filled with great regret.

I just kept silent not knowing what to say, the woman's words still ringing in my ears, I was afraid to be too afraid to know.

I returned a hug tightly, I cried as if in a dimmed embrace, I was afraid that one day everything would be revealed, as I felt more guilty seeing me crying continuously.

" Cry as much as you need to hit me baby, let your pain be a little less" he said with a sob, I was more afraid, I shook my head hinting dimas if I ga apa2.

After I was satisfied crying I let go of my embrace and then I put my body on the bed again.

" Speak baby don't be quiet like that, I really can't forgive myself if you're like this" Dimas said desperately.

" I'm not apa2 really, calm down" Finally with great difficulty came out my voice, quickly dimas grabbed my hand and in the kiss repeatedly.

I tried to smile to convince dimas that I was okay2, dimas looked at me with a wist.

" Are you still mad at me?" Asked worriedly, I shook my head and smiled sweetly

" No, I will try hard and forget the incident for the sake of our child, so that he can grow healthy" said I while stroking my stomach that has begun to bulge.

" Thank you, you have to be strong for the sake of our child" said dimas happily, in the kiss of my stomach with affection.

" What do you want to eat, after eating you have to take medicine and rest?" Ask her gently.

" Just porridge, because my body is still limp. If eating rice is afraid to enter" said my friend, dimas also moved quickly to the kitchen to prepare the porridge.

Before long, it will come back with a bowl of porridge and warm tea.

" I bribe yes, but the porridge is not using sambel, while do not first eat spicy ya" said dimas, I also obey what the word dimas, so do not eat, after I finished eating it did not run out my stomach feels nauseous. After drinking warm tea my nausea was somewhat reduced.

Before long bi nani maduk with a prescription drug from a doctor.

" This is the cure" he said as he thrust the medicine into the mouth, then looked at me with glass.

" Neng cepet cured yes, the medicine is taken so that cepet healthy again" said bi nani with a raucous voice holding back tears.

" Yes, thank you, I've no what2 really, just drowning" said my husband with a smile.

Bi nani also came out with a bowl of former porridge, dimas immediately prepared the medicine that I should drink, I just silently noticed the right dimas2 made me overwhelmed by the treatment now.

After taking the medicine I closed my eyes, I took my breath slowly to expel all the distress in my heart, a hand caressed my hair and then hugged me tightly. I felt comfortable and made me calm, I finally fell asleep, even though in my sleep I felt unsettled, often I woke up and delirious, was pressed back to embrace and calm me.