Shackles of Suffering

Andi 2's

Finished cooking and cleaning2 in the kitchen I immediately took a shower and rest, I threw my body that felt a bit tired on the mattress, I looked at my aunt who was dark next to me, I closed my eyes that felt already drowsiness.

When my phone 2 rang I saw the notification of the incoming message, I wonder who texted me because there is rarely a text or call, most of my family in the village, even if there is more important.

I opened the incoming message and it turned out to be ANDI, hmm the guy who was my son at the time.

Andi" Hi met night"

Me" Night too"

Andi" Why else, still want me ga?"

I'm" Again want to sleep, inget you who at that time nganter me"

Andi" Hehe right, sorry to bother you?"

I'm" Ga apa2 anyway but I'm sleepy because it's early in the morning have to wake up to the market"

Andi" Oh, ok deh met just rest yes ros"

I put my phone back on the nightstand without replying to your message earlier, my eyes are right2 sleepy.

Since that night andi diligently sent me a message not even infrequently eating, but I always rejected subtly, honestly I was traumatized heartache used to still imprint very deep.

Although actually with the attention of andi, there is tucked away a sense of pleasure because you are handsome and the main thing is that he is polite in speaking.

" Why did aunty arrive2 wriggle at me so rich?" Ask me for wonder

" What is your relationship like?" I scrunched my forehead in wonder

" Why does aunt know?" I asked back, I saw aunt sighing

" When you go to sleep I wake up, I see your phone sound, yes aunt see fear there is important from your family, it turns out from Andi, you have known him for a long time?" Obviously aunty

" Oh uh ga long time bi maybe there is about to be bimonthly, even then we met ga deliberately d market, out of it we never met only sms2an doang" answered a bit nervous

" How do you keep feeling, I see he's interested in you, from the way he cares about you even if only in sms?" Auntie asked, I was stunned to hear that, honestly I was still very traumatized by the mass first, the wound in this heart was still not healed until when.

" I don't know if I'm still afraid to establish a close relationship ma guy, let alone the situation I'm not holy anymore" whispered almost inaudible.

" Follow what your heart says ros, then let it pass, you deserve happiness again, when2 aunt wants to meet him, aunt wants to know how the person and also how his heart, when 2 aunt wants to meet him, if only for main2 mending to the sea alone" said aunty firmly

" Yesterday2 often ngajak eating out bi even I was told to invite friends, he said let me not be afraid to meet with him bi" said my friend

" The day after we're off, auntie wants to see him, later if she eats you agree to ros" I nod my head assent.

I saw that aunt had started to sleep sounding from her snoring, I also tried to sleep but these eyes were hard to sleep, as well as your handsome face, even though he had only met once but his person was very polite in being alone.

There is nothing wrong if I try to get close again to a guy, maybe for a while to make friends first it is better murmured in my heart and did not feel my eyes closed