Shackles of Suffering

I still love you

Andi sat next to me looking at me with a soft look, I bowed my head unable to return your gaze, my heart raged incoherently.

" It turns out you know each other, when did you know him?" Asked yully in surprise.

" We used to meet ga on purpose yul, she is my lost sow" Andi who replied, my eyes feel hot and watery, said2 Andi just now makes my heart feel sad.

" That means ndi?" Ask yuli.

" Later I'll explain yul, now can I talk to your best friend for a moment?" Tanya dimas same yuli, yuli turned to me and I nodded my head allowing.

" Yes, I want to go there first by chance there are my friends, you guys chat" said Andi as he passed away, his footsteps were a bit staggering due to drinking wine.

" I'm sorry ndi" I said softly, finally my mouth can issue kata2.

Andi looked back at me at the grabbing of my hand and then at her kiss gently, I was flabbergasted by her treatment that I thought would turn to hate me after what happened.

" I know all about you from aunt Ros, you're not wrong but I'm wrong, I've left you and you're not there when you need my protection" Say it with glassy eyes.

" Ne you are not wrong, not because you abandoned me and did not protect me, this is all the destiny of the almighty and we have no soul mate" My cry with the pain in the heart that feels piercing, yes this heartache heard my own words that there is no soul mate with this very one I love.

" I still love you ros" whispered Andi.

Andi quickly pulled my body and hugged me, at the trunk of my hair like she used to do, the hug and caresses that I always missed and made me comfortable.

" Let it go like this ros, I miss you baby" Whispered andi softly when I wanted to let go of her embrace, I also fell silent back I returned his embrace because I also miss him more than anything.

" If you're unhappy, tell me and come to me ros" Andi said, then in the face of my eyes, I saw there was still a twinkle of love in her eyes, god, if you knew my suffering with my husband, my screams in my heart.

" My happiness is only you, but I have to be filial with my husband for the sake of parents" I said softly, I took another 2 glasses of wine that had been fully filled again, because the party is about to end with a wine party.

I offered a glass to andi, andi looked at me with her longing gaze.

" Let's just say tonight we celebrate our meeting and our farewell" I said and immediately I gulped, I saw andi drank the wine until it ran out, I laughed gladly to see it.

The influence of wine has made me drunk, I take wine again and I drink again until it runs out.

I want to forget everything, especially now that the man I love is in front of me, but I can't reach it it makes me hit.

" Ros you're too drunk, don't drink anymore baby" whispered softly in my ear.

" I want to forget for a moment everything ndi" I said with pain, I hugged andi tightly, my mind was starting to fall into disarray, I kissed andi with longing, aaaahhh this wine has made me forget the situation, I was drunk so drunk