Shackles of Suffering

The more tormented

I do not feel the age of my pregnancy has stepped on 5 months, as long as it was more tightly watched me, I was not allowed anywhere 2 except the same her.

I miss my best friend, even yuli playing at home was not allowed by dimas, and it made me stressed and sick, dimas called the doctor home to check on me, finished checking me the doctor also gave a prescription for drugs to be redeemed at the pharmacy.

" This don't forget to redeem the prescription pack" said the doctor while handing the prescription to dimas.

" Yes doc, thank you" Sahut dimas.

" And also do not let the father's wife think a lot, invite the father's wife to walk2 to please her, so that the father's wife can relax, because the psychological condition of stress can interfere with the growth of the baby in the womb" The doctor said at length.

" Yes doc, thanks for the advice" Sahut dimas.

" Same 2 sir, I say goodbye" said the doctor with a friendly smile, then dimas drove the doctor to the door, after which he returned to my room.

" You want to walk2 ros?" He asked softly while sitting next to me.

" Want to walk2 or ga still not any different, so I have no desire to walk2" I replied ketus, dimas took his breath rough.

" What I'm doing is all for your own good....." Mashed cooked.

" It is not necessary to discuss" Cut me quickly, I immediately turned my body to the wall, lazy me to argue with dimas, because the results will still not change.

Krieeeett.... Bruuukk

The sound of my bedroom door being opened and closed violently, I took my breath with relief and finally let out as well.

Tok.shock.

The knock on the door sounded, I knew it must be bi nani knocking on the door.

" This is neng aunty bring chicken porridge for breakfast" he said.

" Just put it on the bi table" I said lazily.

" Neng must eat, to be healthy again" persuaded bi nani.

" Ga bi I'm not hungry yet" I refused, smiling sweetly bi nani sat beside me, her eyes staring softly at me.

" Neng must want to eat, pity the baby's dede later, although neng ros again there is a problem still dede baby must be noticed" said softly, I was pensive to hear it, I was, I rubbed my stomach that had started to bulge a little, not feeling my tears dripping.

" I'm sorry mother son" I said softly, bi nani stroked my hand full of tenderness of a mother, no longer could I hold my cry, I hugged bi nani while crying.

" Neng who is patient yes, neng must be strong for the sake of dede who is in the stomach neng" Bisik bi nani lirih, I only nodded my head because I was still not satisfied crying.

After a bit of calm I let go of my embrace, and leaned back on my bed.

" Aunti bribe ya neng eat it" said bi nani.

" Yes bi" Sahutku, bi nani also swiftly bribed me porridge, I feel happy at least I feel being noticed and in the care of my mother, I feel happy at least, finished breakfast bi nani pampit down to continue her work.

" Later please make me pickled mango ya bi" My message before bi nani leave.

" Yes neng, will make the most delicious aunt let her neng not sad again" Sahut with a smile.

I lay down my body that is still weak, yes I have to be strong for the sake of the baby who is still in my womb, my mind feels hollow and it makes me fall asleep soundly.