Shackles of Suffering

Left behind on 2

The wall clock tickling on the wall already showed at 23:00, hhh bentar again to pick me up.

I saw that my sister was already fast asleep, I tiptoed very slowly out of the room and headed straight for the door to get out

The atmosphere of the house is very quiet because all the residents are sound asleep, I open the door lock with heart2 and close it with heart2 as well.

Outside I saw when I was waiting at the end of the road, I looked left right there was no one, then I approached dimas, I approached, without speaking we also walk to the dimas house which is located not too far from my house.

" Eventually" My whisper was relieved, we went straight into the room of the dimas, at home the dimas lived only with his father, his mother lived separately in the tea plantation, and his father worked in the market.

Mr. dimas sleeps in the attic so whatever happens under him won't know.

In the room without ba bi bu again we immediately do the usual thing we do, for us it is not a taboo thing but a necessity.

We have no recollection of the sin of being lulled by the world's misleading allegiance, at 03:00 we stopped, Ioun invited me to take me home.

On the way home I didn't stop glancing left right in fear of meeting neighbors.

" Before you go home, you will be dimas" I whispered in dimas

" Yes dear" replied dimas in a whisper as well, finally arrived at my house, slowly2 I opened the door and entered quickly.

I went straight to my room and laid down beside Mella, hhh amaaan bhatinku, I fell asleep because my body felt very tired.

As usual at dawn I wake up to shower and pray in congregation with all my family.

" You're good2 yeah ros during my work in town" said dimas as she stroked my hair.

" Yes dimas, but you promise once a month to come home here, beware you do not like2 there let alone cheat" I replied with glassy eyes

" Haha, baby, there will be no one to replace you, I love to die with you sueeerr" said dimas again issued his deadly seduction while laughing.

And all the seduction in the successful mused me believe him, I nod my head trust all the word2 dimas.

" Dong smile don't frown, later beautiful you know" Ledek dimas mengandain me.

I smile with my sweetest smile.

" Nah dong my dear, my love, my sweet emmuah, yes already I went first ros" Finally dimas semit, I hugged her body tightly2, we hugged for a few minutes.

Finally a motorbike came to my front, apparently a friend dimas had come to pick up dimas and deliver him to the terminal.

With a heavy heart I let go of my embrace and I looked at the departure of dimas with a very sad heart.

My tears broke when dimas was no longer visible from my sight, I ran to the room and shed all my sadness by crying, no matter how long I cried until I fell asleep in the room, I dreamt of seeing dimas from a distance, then I chased but as it got further away, I called2 desperately but dimas indifferently ignored my call and just kept going.

" Dimaaas" Shouted me and I woke up, my body was alkaline with sweat that flooded my body, thank God only my bhatin dream was relieved