Shackles of Suffering

Suspicion of dimas 2

Arriving at home I immediately went up to my room upstairs, my body felt sticky to want to shower immediately.

After the shower I immediately went downstairs and went to the kitchen to make sweet tea and coffee, but when passing by the tv room there was no apa2, I looked at the room dimas tightly closed.

I immediately went to the kitchen maybe dimas again at the dining table, but in the kitchen was dimas ga, there is only bi nani who is busy cooking.

" Bi dimas where ya, how lonely the hell ?" Ask wonder.

" O aden neng, it was after neng ros climbed on top of den dimas go again" replied bi nani, strange to go straight away again, bhatinku.

Until dinner time was dimas not home, I finally ate first because my stomach was hungry and wanted to sleep rest immediately.

" Bi later when you go home tell me I'm yes" My message to bi nani.

" Yes neng" replied bi nani.

After eating I went up again to my room, my eyes were heavy and sleepy, I lay my body on the bed.

There was a knock on the door and a voice called out to me.

" Neng is bi nani" he called.

" Just go in bi" Sahutku, the door to my room was open and bi nani entered with a glass of milk.

" Drink first neng milk just slept" he said, I grabbed a glass of milk and I drank until it ran out.

" Thank you bi" I said, then I put the empty glass on the table.

" Neng wants to make what fear laper later tonight, let auntie make it?" Tanya bi nani's.

" Ga bi, I no longer want what2" I replied.

" Yes, later if neng needs aunty just call" said bi nani, I nod my head.

Bi nanipun came out of my room, my already very sleepy eyes made me fall asleep quickly.

" Oh you've gone home dimas?" I asked, I stared in the box with a question mark on my heart.

" It's already ros" replied in a short time.

" Where were you?" Ask me again, dimas silence did not answer my question.

" Had eaten yet" I asked again.

" Already with a friend" replied dimas, smelling the pungent smell of alcohol coming out of the mouth dimas.

" Have you had a drink"? Manyu .

" Yes, it was at a friend's house" he replied, I was lazy to ask again and kept quiet.

Dimas began to feel my palpable body and kiss my lips, I who smelled the smell of alcohol from his mouth made me dizzy and nauseous, I also tried to brush my hand.

" Your mouth smells dimas, makes me dizzy and nauseous" Rintihku.takan smell of alcohol from mouth dimas.

Dimas stared intently at me angrily, I became frightened to see him.

" Aaaku doesn't mean bbsoon, I really can't stand the smell of alcohol" I said with a brick.

" You refuse me why ros, is it because man2 is it??!!" Shouted in anger.

I trembled more and more afraid to see the anger dimas, I cupped my body on the bed without daring to stare dimas.

Dimas who saw me scared immediately hugged me tightly.

" I'm sorry ros, I'm sorry for drinking so much" he said gently as he stroked my hair, my face that had turned deathly pale and trembling began to calm down a little, why dimas arrived2 was angry so muttered in my heart.

" I'm sorry, baby, please forgive me" said dimas while peeping my lips, I just clenched my head because my body felt weak.

Dimas hugged my body tightly, and I hugged him back, I was still thinking whether you were suspicious of his whereabouts, all the questions piled up in my head without any answers that made me calm.