
"Are you sure you don't want to be accompanied by your husband?" bryan asked while teasing Zoya. His eyes were five watts.
"Mas, you go to sleep again, your eyes are very hard. It's like a jombie. You must be tired, right."
"The fatigue is instantly gone if Mas is hugged by you." whispered Bryan making Zoya's eyes perfectly patterned. She immediately covered the bathroom because if she continued to serve her husband, she could urinate in her room.
"Darling are you ashamed?" bryan asked and put his body back in bed. His eyes closed because he was still sleepy. His eyes opened wide when he heard Zoya saying she was leaving. He was very afraid when his wife really left him. What should he do if all came true, he would definitely not be able to imagine it.
"Ah, relieved as well." sighed Zoya and returned to her bed. He saw Bryan who had closed the word with his feet hanging sideways. Zoya sighed and shook her head slowly. She walked to the other side and fixed the position of her husband's legs.
"What's so tired that he can't raise his legs" he said. A second later Bryan's eyes opened and looked so sad.
Bryan patted the spot next to him and hinted Zoya lying there. He complied and immediately went back to lying there. Bryan immediately grabbed her and looked into Zoya's eyes in a hinting "i want to." instantly making Zoya's hair goosebumps.
He closed his eyes and put his head in Bryan's arms. Her husband's chest area is very comfortable as a place of support. Zoya smiles remembering the moment her husband touched her lovingly. Unlike the first time they were in contact.
"Why?" bryan asked in a hoarse voice.
Zoya was a little shocked and just shook her head. She went back to sleep in the warm arms of her husband. The man who tied her up with a wedding rope full of thorns, is now slowly starting to give her love. The man he loved so much, is still the same. A taste that will never fade.
Bryan opened his eyes, he could no longer sleep because he was thinking of something that he had once regretted without thinking long. He had to return his wife's good name, but she still didn't know how. Plus the women who were so similar to Donita, even their names are the same. Like a pair of twins.
"Did Donita have a twin?" he asked very slowly because he did not want his wife to hear.
Bryan sighed softly and exhaled violently. He took off his arms and woke up. Zoya, who had only been comfortable in Bryan's arms, opened her eyes and stared at her husband's death.
"Is my presence and our baby still not enough to make you forget it?" ask Zoya sadly.
He got out of bed and went down the stairs. He went to the back of the house, precisely to the garden of his father-in-law. Zoya stared at the expanse of the sky that was still gray because the sun was still not rising. He exhaled a few times until he felt relieved.
"Darling, sorry Papa yes if later we are not his priority." whispered Zoya a little hoarse.
He knows how much Bryan loves Donita. He was even willing to tarnish the good name of his own fiance without thinking long. For Bryan, anyone who had already made him lose, would be made to also feel the same way as he had been through all this time. This is the thing that Zoya herself fears the most, she is afraid that one day, her son must feel what he has ever felt. Zoya cries in silence. Even the cold that slowly clenched it tightly was no longer felt.
In the room, Bryan comes out of the bathroom and is shocked to find his wife there. "Where is he?"
Bryan immediately walked out of the room and saw the backyard door open. He went down to the place and sure enough, he saw Zoya there. Bryan called him. However, he immediately paled when he saw his wife's shoulder seemed to shake.
"Did he hear it?" bryan asked wondering. He slowly approached without any intention of telling his presence.
"Mommy's kids can grow up strong like Mama, right? Mama hope you were born not to be a weak figure, all this time Mama only lives because of the mercy of others Son. Mom hopes you'll never feel it. It was enough for my mother to bear it all. For your sake, Mama willing if you have to sacrifice everything including disappearing from your life. Later maybe Papa and you will get a much better figure than Mama."
"Ah, sorry Mama. Even confide in you." chuckled and immediately left from there.
In the room, Bryan continues to play back the bad memories he has given Zoya. Wife herself. The woman who had long been her fiance. However, he falls asleep with the woman from his past, ignores his love and punishes his wife for no apparent reason.
"What have I done to my own wife, am I really a man?" tanyakanya.
Fear of losing the figure of women who have accompanied since the time they were still dating. But he easily dumps his lover only for the woman from his past. Destroys Zoya's father's good name and career and company. Expel her from a house full of memories, dragging her into a miserable marriage.
Bryan was in the room. Zoya herself comes in and greets her husband who still looks dreamy.
"Mas" said Zoya, touching her husband's shoulder with a smile.
"Honey, where are you from?" ask and fixate on that smile. A smile that holds millions of wounds but is always covered.
"From outside Mas, the air is cool." chuckling.
Bryan hugs Zoya's body and kisses her and rubs her. Zoya is confused, especially Bryan's shoulders seem to shake. Her husband was crying and it made Zoya feel full. She had seen her husband cry and that was when Donita was pronounced dead.
"Mas," he said.
"Darling, I'm sorry. All this time it has made you and your family suffer. I'm sorry, baby."
Bryan's tears broke and wept over all the mistakes he had made. Bryan never expected it just because a woman from the past was able to make him into a jerk.
"Mas, don't be like this."
"No dear, I'm really sorry for making you suffer."
"Mas."
"Darling, would you like to apologize?" bryan asked with a face filled with regret.
Zoya nodded and cried. He was happy that Bryan had apologized to him. Zoya is so happy. "Mas, I've forgiven everyone for a long time. I also forgot what happened before. All because I love you so much."
"Dear, thank you very much. I'm the luckiest man who ever had you. Thank you dear."
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