Separated From Raga

Defense collapsed

Raisa was buried, the mourners left the cemetery one by one until Azam and Adam were left there.

"Sir I went back to the cottage first" Azam nodded with a gaze that still continued to be fixed on Raisa's tomb.

Adam sighed, he knew his brother was still sad because he lost Raisa, Adam let his brother be at the funeral because he knew his brother needed time alone at this time.

Now at this cemetery only one Azam remains.

Azam's gaze continued to gaze toward Raisa's tomb, he stroked Raisa's tombstone with tears that occasionally flowed without cue.

"Raisa forgive me, I know I'm selfish, if I'm not selfish you can definitely breathe air right now, Raisa please forgive me, I'm really sorry" azam's regret is now in vain because Raisa will not be able to return, she has left him for good.

"I'm sorry Raisa" said Azam, whom I can still hear.

Azam hugged the tombstone with tears that kept flowing, he sobbed there.

"Yeah"

"Yeah"

The joyful cheer of a stranger made Azam's cry stop, he looked towards the two people who were joking at this public funeral.

"Raisa" Azam saw me who was joking with Rina in the grave, he rushed over to me.

"Azam I am no longer sick, I am now healed, I feel no more pain" cried I was so happy but Azam was silent with a broken heart.

I approached Azam with a face that was story though pale."I am now healed, I am no longer sick, I am healed Azam"

The young man was still silently sculpting, his body was shaken when he could not touch me, his hands could not touch me anymore like before.

Azam closed his eyes with both so he really did not believe that I really had become a spirit no longer a tribe.

"Raisa why did you leave me?"

I kept my head down, I didn't want to leave but my body couldn't bear the pain anymore so she closed her eyes forever.

"Azam I actually have no intention of leaving you, but I was so excited about the chest" the young man even sobbed.

"I'm not strong, yes now it will be, but it's okay Azam, I'm not sick anymore, I'm healed" I smiled at him who continued to cry.

"Raisa why do you have to leave me, why don't you endure that pain, can't you, for my sake?"

"Sorry Azam, I can't, the pain is so overwhelming, I can't help it anymore, now you have a wife, you will definitely live happily after this because the person who always bullies you is gone, starting from this second I will not bother you anymore, you can live happily with your wife" it hurts to say that but I still try to smile when my heart is broken.

The young man kept shaking."No Raisa, you don't go, I don't want you to go"

"I can't be here anymore Azam, it's not a place anymore, I have to go, I'll go with Rina, I'll go, he will not disturb you and also the students in the ponpes again, you can live quietly after this Azam, yes Rina" Rina nodded with a sweet smile.

Azam was still crying, his body shaking violently.

"Azam I'm the same Rina go first huh, you be careful here, don't forget to be happyin your wife, don't hurt her"

"Rai" said Azam.

"When are you going?"

I nodded with a smile."Yes Azam, I have to go, this is no longer my place"

"Do you want nothing more?"

"No, I don't want anything else, there's no one I'm worried about because of my departure, you already have a wife, she'll definitely be your life companion and will always accompany you, she said, I'm not worried about leaving you because now there's going to be someone you'll always look after and I'm sure you won't let him get hurt"

"Raisa what about your parents?"

Call me to be quiet.

"Did they know you were dead?"

"They don't know, though, free to tell them because now they have found a stranger whose face is exactly like mama when she was young and stupid they immediately believe it when the stranger goes inside their families, they were very happy because in the end the child they were looking for met, if they knew that I was their biological child, I would not be able to see their cries, he said, because now I won't be able to be with them"

Jem!

"So because of this matter Rais chose to close his eyes forever, O my selfish God until unknowingly my actions have hurt one of your servants, forgive me, O Allah, forgive me" inward Azam.

"Zam it's time for me to go with Rina, you take good care of yourself yes, even though you now have a wife, please don't forget me" my defense collapsed, I who had tried to stay strong and would not cry now everything was destroyed.

"Risa I will never forget you, my whole life I will never forget you even for a second, you don't have to worry about it" azam replied with tears flowing.

I hugged the young man's body one last time but couldn't, I couldn't touch Azam and Azam couldn't touch me either.

As a result we cried together, today we realized that the universe did not predestine us to be together.

We cried for a few minutes at this quiet cemetery.

"Azam I go first huh" Azam nodded with tears flowing occasionally.

"You take good care of yourself"

"I'm sorry Raisa" I smiled, I knew she felt guilty about my passing.

"You are not wrong, you are not wrong in this, this has become the way of the end of my life, the universe wrote it before I was born into this world"