Separated From Raga

Suddenly mute

Her morning.

"Have finished praying, let's go straight to the room where my body is treated" I said.

"I'm hungry, wait a minute I want breakfast first, then I'll go there, let's accompany me to find food rather than you continue to urge me, better come with me aja yuk" bring Azam.

I took a deep breath, I was very angry with Azam.

"Until you lie and find another reason, I eat you alive, let you know, I'm such a bitch to you" I said.

Azam smiled looking at me who was already upset.

"Sstt don't get angry, start the morning with a sweet smile so that for an extended day the sweet taste will be felt" replied Azam.

"Oh, you don't talk in the morning, let's say he wants to eat, if until you dare to find another reason again, for the sake of life and death I will strangle you with my own hands" my word.

The heartless young man even smiled sweetly like a person who did not know any pity at all.

"Sstt don't be noisy, come with me to eat, I'm already hungry, you don't get angry, you get old soon" Azam replied.

"I don't care, want a quick old cake, want a crazy cake, want to mat-

The young man immediately glared at me.

"Don't talk carelessly, I don't like it, let's follow" Azam said.

I did not speak anymore and obeyed this young man.

We both walked to find food.

We stopped in front of the warteg, Azam ate there while I waited for him to eat a very long time after he finished.

"ONCE YOU EAT, you eat what else meditate, so long" I cried.

Azam did not answer and continued to eat the dish in front of him.

"Why are you suddenly so mute, what is this, what is this food that contains such deadly poison that when you eat it you will turn into a man who cannot speak?" ask me not to think.

"Oh this girl, why is she angry anyway, she did not see what if in this warteg a lot of people are eating, how can I answer all his chatter" said Azam.

"Woy, answer me why you're silent, huh, I'm asking, why don't you go and answer me, too, are you suddenly deaf so you can't hear my voice?" ask me pissed.

"Yes I am deaf, this child is very annoying, patient Azam patient, you do not get angry, do not listen to his chatter so that your mood is not damaged like every day" said Azam.

"Hi markonah replied, I'm talking to you, why are you quiet, look at me beside you, why do you even keep looking ahead, are you suddenly blind" my annoyance.

"How can I explain all this to him, why doesn't he understand that here is a public place, everyone will think me crazy if I reply to every chat, sorry Raisa I have to shut up for a minute, you're patient" Azam said.

"Azama El Fatih open your mouth and talk about why you're silent, why you're screwing me" I shouted.

"Mom is the money" Azam said.

"Thank you" replied the warteg.

Azam came out of the warteg.

"Look, he left me here alone, really annoying, I'll beat you up yeah, how dare you screw me like this" I said.

bugh

bugh

bugh

"Adooi is sick" Azam choked.

I didn't stop and just kept hitting his chest.

"Damn you, I hate you, why can't you just think of me in the warteg hah, where your mouth is, why suddenly silence, where your ears are, where your ears are, why suddenly deaf and where your eyes, why blind immediately hah" my rage continued to beat his chest.

Azam blocked my hand.

"Hey in the news, there are a lot of people who don't see m, even if only I could see you, where maybe I answered all your questions, they'll think I'm crazy, how can you not think in that direction huh" Azam replied.

"Why didn't you say it?" ask me angry.

"If there are people on the right and left, how can I tell you, miss" Azam replied.

"Akkhhhh sucks, sucks, sucks, I hate you" I yelled at his chest.

My eyes were still staring at the young man's face.

"Don't joke, it's not funny" I said.

"I never joke, I really love you, I love you Raisa" Azam said.

My body was like a statue, my chest suddenly tightened.

"Akkkhh is sick" I said sitting below holding my tight chest.

"Why are you?" ask Azam worried.

"My chest hurts a lot" I replied.

"Why did Raisa suddenly become like this, why is her face pale like this, what is this, O God I beg you to relieve the pain in the body of Raisa, I beg you" said Azam.

"Raisa you why, you don't worry me" Azam said.

"Akkh hurts Azam, my chest hurts huhu" I cried.

"You don't cry Raisa, calm yourself, you have to be calm, don't cry, calm down first" Azam said.

"Take a breath and throw it slowly" Azam said.

I took a breath and threw it away slowly.

"How is it, still sick?" ask Azam.

"It's gone" I replied.

"Alhamdulillah" thanks Azam.

"Let's just go back to the hospital" Azam asked.

I did not answer and walked with him, and at once we were both silent, not a word was spoken on both of our lips.

"Why is this silence, just now clearly he said the thing that made my world stop, why is he even silent at this moment" my mind.

I looked at his face, our eyes met us both and turned the other way.

"Where is this, what should I say, why did I say at the wrong time, I don't want us both to be this foreign, I won't let that happen" Azam said.

"How's it?" ask Azam.

"What's how?" ask me.

"Your response" Azam replied.

"Which response?" ask me.

"Why this girl is insensitive, she is indeed insensitive, what is pretending to be insensitive" said Azam.

"Yes or not?" ask Azam.

"No" I answered.

Azam looked at me disappointed, his face withered like a flower that was never flush.

"Can't refuse" I said.

The glare of those sharp eyes pointed at me while the one in the face smiled shamelessly.

"Why are you so naughty" said Azam.

"Slightly no, uh, but the courtship can't be loh, the sin of how you are, you are Ustadz, can't invite people to date, how you are, how you are, the Ustadz base is not right" my nagging.

"Who's dating" Azam said.

"Keep if not dating what else?" ask me.

"Commitment is okay" Azam replied.

"Is that the same as dating?" ask me.

"Of course it is different, I will propose to you after you return to your body" Azam replied.

"Now just help me get back in the body" I smiled.