
I wiped my tears, glimpsed at the corpses of my friends after it came out from inside the morgue.
"I'm going where I am, I need to find someone who can see me around here" I said.
My eyes accidentally saw something, and I went up to him.
"Hello, doctor, have you seen me?" ask the doctor who walked in a hurry.
The doctor silently did not reply, not even he glanced at all at me.
"Oh no, he didn't see me, how is this, anyway I have to find someone who can see me with a form like this" I said back walking to find people who can see me.
"Miss, can you see me?" ask the aunt who is sitting in the waiting chair.
The aunt did not answer, still focused on the phone she was holding.
"Not really, hadeh how this is, come on Raisa you have to be excited, remember you have to be able to get back into your body, you don't despair okay" said I encourage myself.
I looked around me, my eyes catching a nurse guarding the pharmacy.
I quickly approached him.
"Hello sister did you see me?" ask me with a sweet smile.
The nurse was silent and she was looking for a cure for the patient.
"I don't think this sister can see me either, which is why it's so hard to find someone who can see me in this way" I said.
I observed the nurse who continued to focus on the medicines in front of her.
"Bosen know, I just do it" said I smiled ignorantly.
The nurse was still busy choosing the medicine and putting it on the table, I took the medicine and put it back where it was.
"How come this drug does not increase, even decrease, what is this new feeling I just put here, yes I forgot" said the sister confused.
"Haha" I laughed when I managed to crush him.
The nurse took the medicine back and put it on the table and I put the medicine back where it was.
"I'm sure I just took the medicine and put it on the table, but why did it go back to where it was" said the nurse was still confused by the strangeness she was facing.
"HAHAHA" my laughter became increasingly confused to see the sister.
The nurse took the medicine and then put it on the table, I lifted the medicine into the air.
The sister's face was so shocked by the medicine that it suddenly shot up into the air without anyone doing it.
"Arrgghhh ghost, please have a ghost" cried the nurse running with lightning speed.
I laughed out loud at the sister who ran scared because of me.
"Hahaha exclamation also ngerjain ns, it's fitting that the delicate creatures work just human usilin every day, so this is what they feel, really exciting" my laughter was so happy when others were in trouble.
When I was laughing out loud I suddenly remembered my original purpose.
"I'm here for the nun mastiin to see me or not, why I even know her who obviously can't see me, why, I'd rather find someone who can see my whereabouts than laugh at myself like a lunatic here" I said.
I left the hospital where my body was treated.
I walked without direction, on my right and left a lot of two and four-wheeled riders passing through the streets.
"I have to find someone who can see me, but who, here no one feels strange when they see me, it's possible that none of them can see me" I said.
"How is this, if it really happened, what should I do, I have no way to get back into my body, I want to get back to my old activities" I said getting restless in the crowd.
"Raisa oh Raisa, you have to be sure if there will be people who can see and nolongin you, you do not despair first, you just look for it first, sooner or later you will be able to find it" I said convince myself.
"I have to ask everyone, I'm sure among them there must be someone who can see me, hmm let's start from that person" I said by pointing at the fire department that was putting out a huge fire.
"Hello, fireman, can you see me?" ask me with high expectations.
Firefighters were trying to put out the fire in the burning car.
He did not glance the slightest at me and just continued to focus on extinguishing the fire.
"Heis why he was silent, say yes to that cake, let me be happy, but this is what he even cuekin me" said I began to get upset because I felt ignored.
"You've pissed me off the extinguisher, I'll teach you a lesson, look at this" said I sprayed a hose over the extinguisher's face.
"Arrrrgghh" the fireman shouted.
A wet fire extinguisher is not left.
"Haha tell me who I'm cuekin, feel it haha" my laughter went away leaving the firefighting I managed to work on.
"Adooi, where else do I find people who can see me, if there's not one here that can see me, heis the bottom of their eyes on the blind, if not here, why don't they see me anyway" my scolding along the way.
I went around all the way, asking everyone I met but the results were still nil, no one saw me at all here.
"I want to get back in my body, tired of flying everywhere like this, woyy can see me" I cried out in the streets as loudly as I could.
But it was still in vain, because no one heard it.
I saw a grandfather, I quickly approached him to make sure he could see me.
"Hello kek, did grandpa see me?" ask me.
The grandfather was silent not moving one bit, his eyes were also blank, his face was serious which made him look mysterious.
"Some grandpa, I'm staying, I'm sure he can't see me either" I said, leaving him.
I kept walking non-stop.
"Seru also sagging gini, I can be free to go anywhere without paying again, wow very exciting so like gini" I shouted.
I stopped right in front of the city park, my eyes catching three men in a sneak peck who were sitting by the side of the road.
"A fine boil right, samperin ah" I said approaching them.
I circled the three happily, I touched the peci of the two men sitting at the very edge, then I touched the peci of the young man who was at the very center.
Suddenly the young man blocked my hand making me surprised.
"Hey can you see me?" I asked in shock mixed with excitement.
"Of course why not" the young man replied.
"Yeeyy I finally found the person I've been looking for" I was excited.
"Ustadz who's talking to?" ask Dimas.
"Just like me, why are you" I replied.
"Nobody, let's go back to the pesantren, already want afternoon, later in angry Pak kyai" took the young man and stood up.
"Yes tadz" answered the two.
The three of them stepped out leaving me alone in the garden.
"Why am I staying here, wah no really, I have to follow them" I said.
I followed the three of them from behind.
While walking there was no conversation between the three of them, I just continued to follow them without saying a word.