Separated From Raga

Idiotically

"Just this time I found a man who wants to be praised by others, hey ukhti you do not make your faith as a tool let you be flattered, you do not thirst for praise, you do not thirst for praise, I know that you have always wanted to look good to be praised by everyone and you can do anything with it cihh, remember your false faith will not be able to deceive me, I am not stupid, I know which people are really alim with people who want to look pious, do not try to cheat because I will not be fooled" firmly Azam then left Rina who was already very embarrassed.

"Yes I was pretending to be pious all this time, that's all I did just to be able to take your heart, you have to hear that" shouted Rina confessing everything.

Azam stopped and turned back to face Rina.

"Why you do it all, you should know if what you want is not necessarily you can get, learn more religious knowledge, more deeply, don't just make faith something that makes you look radiant in the eyes of men, as long as you know I better not look pious in the eyes of the important man I look pious in the eyes of Allah ta'ala it's better, do not thirst praise is not good" azam answered and walked back to leave Rina who was already very embarrassed.

"Why did he get this close to getting in here"

"Didn't he know the punishment was severe"

"Truly crazy"

"Such a saint"

"It turns out he just wants to be praised, slice"

"Today I found this person"

Lina who heard that made her ears hot, shame pinned on Lina's heart.

"That santriwati sir who recklessly entered into the dormitory santriwan" pointed santriwan at Dina who was on the balcony who currently bore a great shame.

"If there's a kyai sir downstairs, he'll definitely punish me, how is this, I don't want to be punished for coming in here, I don't want to be taken out of the pesantren, what am I supposed to do, I don't want to be punished, I also want to get Azam, what am I supposed to do" Rina's mind in confusion.

"Azam stop" cried Rina.

"Azam stop, you have to beat me up, this time, I don't want you to reject me, you have to be mine, I don't want to know that" rina shouted hoping that after doing this she could get Azam.

Azam did not care, he walked.

Seeing Azam who did not stop Rina getting upset because her efforts again failed.

Rina stood on top of the balcony restriction.

"Azam if you don't accept me, I'll jump from here, you want that" shouted Rina threatening Azam.

Azam stopped his steps.

"Just jump, that's what you want, you don't ask me because I don't care about it, you've been in this boarding school for a long time, you should know that suicide is not allowed, you certainly know that people who commit suicide will remain in hell" Azam replied still staring straight ahead.

"Well, what am I supposed to do, I can't go see Mr. Kyai, he must be mad at me because I am right now, how is this, I want to get out of here, but my right and left are full of well-lined students, below also have seen me, and how is this" Lina's mind was attacked by panic.

"You will let me die" said Rina.

"Why do I forbid people who want to die, the decision is in your hands, if you jump, you will die, if you do not do so you will be removed from the pesantren, he said, it's up to you to choose which one, I think you've grown up to choose which is good and which is bad" Azam replied.

Azam's reply made Rina even more panicked.

"I don't want to be taken out of the pesantren, I don't want my good name tarnished just because of this, I don't want my mom to be equally angry because it was me, and how it is, how, I have to what" Rina's inner confused.

Rina looked towards the enraged kyai sir.

"Well, it sounded from his voice if Pak Kyai was angry with me, what should I do, I don't want to be mad at all by him, I don't want it to happen" rina was getting confused.

Rina looked back at Azam who continued walking without thinking about empathy at all for her.

"Azam if you refuse me, I'll jump from here" shouted Rina threateningly.

"I have rejected you, please jump, if it wants you" replied Azam.

"Why Azam can not be invited to compromise anyway" said Rina slowly.

"Rina get down, don't jump" shouted mr. Kyai.

"I will go down if Azam will accept my love" said Rina.

"Azam take it, son, don't let Rina jump" shouted Pak Kyai.

"I don't love him, why I accept him, because it will hurt me, it's all a decision in his hands, whatever he wants to do, what he wants to do, he will also bear his sins" Azam replied.

"If that's what you want, I'll jump right now" said Rina.

"Don't Rina, Azam just accept him" said Pak kyai.

Azam did not criticize at all Pak kyai's words.

"Azam I will jump, you will regret your whole life for my death, you will regret it" said Rina.

"For what reason do I regret, you are also a fool, if you really want to do that action" Azam replied.

"Azam I'll jump for you" said Rina.

"Don't take me, I don't like it, if you want to jump please, but don't carry my name" Azam replied.

"Don't Rina, you don't jump" shouted Kyai.

"I'm going to jump Azam" shouted Rina very loudly.

Azam was still walking regardless of Rina at all.

"Narrrgghh"

A long cry rang out clearly in all of their ears, Rina's body falling down, Rina's head hitting the material below.

Blood flowed from Rina's head, an iron pierced Lina's stomach which made the girl instantly lifeless.

All eyes were on Rina, they all ran towards Rina, except Azam she remained silent on the balcony.

"The stupid girl knew nothing, she thought her actions were right, not at all, why she was so crazy just because of love, couldn't she understand that I didn't love her, she said, where the brain is" said Azam was not completely thought out with the mind path of Rina.