Separated From Raga

DEG!

"It seems like there's nothing there, I have to go there, I have to be able to get there before I'm late even though I don't know why I'm going to be late" I got up from my seat and ran out of the hospital.

Somehow it feels so hard for me to step, my body gets weaker, maybe it happens because all day I cry for Azam.

But I still continued to run towards Doctor Kevin's house, I didn't care about my slowly weakening body.

"I should be able to get home, I should see what's there, if mom is so sick that grandma told me to go there"

"I got there as soon as I could, I didn't want to lose my mom"

I kept running fast towards Doctor Kevin's house which wasn't too far away.

I stopped my steps when I got to the front of the house, I held onto my chest that was out of breath as it continued to run nonstop.

"Finally I get here too, I have to go inside, I have to see the state of mama and papa"

With a sweet smile I stepped in, suddenly my steps stopped right at the gate, the smile that had been on my lips now disappeared when my eyes saw a girl who was the same age as me, the girl's face is very similar to my mother's.

"Sir Kevin Bu Hana is the father and mother who I have been caring for, I found Jihan in the garbage cart, I've always wanted to come here but I'm afraid that Jihan will be kicked out like the other kids, I don't want Jihan to get hurt, ma'am, but today I was determined to bring him here because Jihan has the right to know who his biological parents are" Sumirah explained.

"Mama" the girl named Jihan hugged Hana's mom.

Ms. Hana returned Jihan's embrace, crying after finding her long-lost child.

"Mama's sister misses you, mama has always tried to get on your nyari" Hana's mother gently stroked Jihan's face with tears that kept flowing.

"Jihan also misses mom" Jihan replied.

Doctor Kevin is silent, Jihan's face is exactly like Hana's mother's face when she was young, she is reminded of Bahar's saying that she put her biological child in a garbage cart when she was a baby, he now believes that Jihan is his son even though she is not.

"Ma take our son in, papa doesn't want anyone to kidnap him again" Dr. Kevin said.

"Sir Kevin better DNA test first, so it's more accurate" suggested the security guard who was traumatized by the many scams in the present day.

"No need, security guard, he's my son, my ivory blood that disappeared 17 years ago"

DEG!

My heart broke when my father said that.

"Papa I am papa's biological son, not he pa, not him, papa don't just trust him, he's nobody, he's just a stranger, papa don't take him in, papa don't take him in, throw him away" cried me who did not accept anyone who took my place.

Even if I scream any loudness remains useless because they will not be able to see me let alone hear me.

"Let's go in, mama misses you" asked mama.

Jihan nodded then followed papa and mama into the house.

"No, don't bring him in ma, he's not me, he's the one in disguise so I'm, I'm here ma, mama I'm here" I shouted hysterically when my position was replaced by someone else.

No one heard me, they still brought the stranger into the house.

"Mom I'm here, he's not me ma, he's not me, mama don't believe in him" sobbed me who did not accept my position taken by others.

I wiped away the tears that kept flowing and walked towards the distant Al-ikhlas boarding school.

Right now I can't run like that, my body is too limp, limping I walk towards the hut.

Along the way I braced myself not to be crushed when I saw Azam with the others.

Now I have arrived in front of the boarding school that has been decorated as well as possible.

"I have to be strong, Raisa you have to be able to act okay, don't look weak in front of her, you have to be strong, remember it's good"

I stepped into the pesantren, my chest hurt when I saw the super good decoration in this pesantren.

I stepped towards the mosque, I stood in the doorway of the mosque.

"I marry and marry you with Aisfa Maharani bint Abdul Aziz with a dowry a set of prayer equipment in cash" said the protester.

Azam looked towards me who was standing in the doorway of the mosque that was being shaken.

"I accept the marriage and marriage of Aisfa Maharani bint Abdul Aziz with the dowry paid in cash" Azam replied with his floor.

"What about legitimate witnesses?"

"Saaah" shouted the witnesses present.

Prayers are also said after the kabul ijab is done.

DEG!

It feels claustrophobic when you see something you shouldn't see.

I held my chest tight, I held back my tears from spilling, but I couldn't, my defense was shattered when I saw her whom I loved marrying another woman right in front of me.

"Raisa" the inner Azam who saw me continued to hold onto the chest with flowing tears.

I didn't feel like I could be here much longer, so I ran away from there holding my chest which was very painful.

"Raisa forgive me" inner Azam.

Adam who saw me leave started to panic, he wanted to chase me but things didn't seem to allow it.

Ning Aisfa kissed the back of Azam's hand as the man who is now her husband, while the man who is now her husband was thinking of another woman whose heart he accidentally hurt.

Azam glanced at his sister, "Pursue him, I'll take care of everything here" Adam replied.

Azam quickly got up from his seat and ran out of the mosque.

"Azam, Azam where are you going" cried all those who saw Azam who went away just after Ijab kabul was done.

Adam who was there immediately calmed the people who were there especially ning Aisfa and pak kyai.