Secret Weddings

Disclosure of infidelity

I've finished all the bad news about us, about him, and about his past. It seems like I deserve to get a reward from him. However, can this be considered a reward? This divorce papers.

He disappeared for more than a month. The I he left behind had to endure everything from loss, loneliness, and all the bad news that had accumulated about us. But, having overcome all that, an officer from the court came, and handed her divorce papers to me.

A jerk? Goddamn it? Don't know thanks? Of course I'd love to throw that right in his face. But this is just a letter. Our farewell letter he gave through someone else. So, should I also deliver all the swearing through the officers of this court?

"You should immediately verify the letter after three days. That's all it is. Good day."

The officer from the court left, and I failed to leave Ji Hyujin's curse on him.

And now. I ... would love to cry. Therefore ...my tears flowed perfectly on both of my cheeks.

"Ji Hyujin, you are .. so mean."

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"Chae Eun, how is this? Did Jessica really want to break up? Did he really dump me?"

For some reason, every time I saw Hyunwoo, I felt so disappointed. While I was struggling to fix everything, Hyunwoo was the one beside me and helped me. While her? Damn it.

I chugged my wine again, I really wanted to get drunk so I could erase all the memories of him.

"Cannot be. You know you're a very valuable person to him, after me, of course" I said. Unfortunately I have a high tolerance for alcohol, so that five glasses of wine I drink is not enough to make me drunk, which is there, now Hyunwoo is getting drunk, even though he just drank two glasses of wine.

"Hks hks, if that's the case, why did he say he wanted to break up, eoh? Did he find a guy who's better than me?"

See! Hyunwoo was indeed drunk from the way he spoke.

"Hey, you better go home. After all you are here to comfort me, why is even this behavior of yours as if asking me to entertain?! Fuck up!"

I also don't know what's going on with Chun Bong lately. I called, and asked her to meet, because I felt so claustrophobic about the fact that Hyujin sent me the divorce papers alone. However, Chun Bong coldly replied that he could not meet me. Therefore, I had no other choice but to contact Hyunwoo. Besides, we've been getting closer lately, so I think I can tell her. However, I haven't had the chance to tell you, he had already confided in Jessica who cut off her relationship with him.

"I'm really frustrated, I don't want to lose Jessica. He's everything to me. Hks hks hks~"

I'm speechless.

I don't want to lose him either, he's everything to me but, if he wants to part, what can I do? Hyujin, what exactly does this all mean. Am I, though never in your heart? Are you, just using me to get all your business done?

Damnit damnit! I feel bad again. I really want to get drunk and forget it! And so I continued to pour wine into my glass, and drink it. Persistently. To where I started to feel so tired and sleepy.

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I don't know what happened, when I woke up from sleep I found myself at Chun Bong's house.

I'm looking for Chun Bong in every corner of his house. However, nil. He's not anywhere. Where the hell is he? It's a holiday, so there's no way he's going to the office. She is also the type of person who doesn't like to walk around alone, and she has also ended her relationship with Hyunwoo. So, he couldn't have gone for a walk. Then, where is he?

Trirving

I immediately looked towards the open door.

"Where are you from?" I asked Chun Bong who had just come out of nowhere.

"Sports."

"Yes." Yeah." Chun Bong was about to pass me. But I quickly held him back.

"Hey, Chun Bong, what's going on? You why? Why are you like this lately?"

Honestly speaking. I've been very anxious about Chun Bong's attitude lately.

He fell silent, looked at me for a moment, and then took me to sit on the sofa.

"Actually, Hyunwoo's mother came to see me, she wanted me..."

"He wants you to end your relationship with him? Did he throw a billion-dollar check in your face like in the movies?"

"Jeez, you're a drama once. Your husband's an actor, ehhh—"

I fell silent, and Chun Bong seemed to feel guilty. Yep. Since Hyujin left, I have never talked to anyone, not even Chun Bong. But, it feels so heavy if you keep it too long alone.

"Hey, Chun Bong's. Actually, me and Hyujin."

"What?!" Chun Bong.

"How could you think of divorcing her after you've done everything, huh? You crazy?! What's the matter until you get a divorce with her? Is it because he left? But you said it was better for her to calm down, you said you would wait for her. Why are you doing this now? Caved yet?!"

I'm not crazy. If Hyujin didn't send her the divorce papers, would I divorce her? I'm not a pathological liar who when I say I'm gonna wait and then I deny it. I really intend to wait for him. However, he did not think the same as me.

"So, what's wrong with Hyunwoo's mother. Did he really throw you a check? He doesn't agree with your relationship?"

"Oh, so you want to switch the conversation?"

"Yes," I replied. I ... really .. don't want to talk about it anymore.

Chun Bong let out a long breath. Chun Bong has often been someone who understands me. "Well, if you want that" he said. "Hyunwoo's mother came to see me, and she wanted to .. I'm getting married to Hyunwoo."

For a moment I was silent. If so, why is Chun Bong so sensitive? Shouldn't he be happy.

"Then, there's no reason for you to act like you're sulking Hyunwoo, is there?"

Chun Bong bowed. "The thing is, he doesn't want me to be like this."

"meaning?"

"Hyunwoo's mother wanted me to be a better woman. She wanted me to go abroad to get an MBA, she told me I deserved to be with Hyunwoo. But, if I accept it, then doesn't that mean I won't meet Hyunwoo. What if, when we were not together, her feelings for me would change, and our relationship would end before I could even get the title? Eun-ah, I'm so dizzy."

Hearing Chun Bong's explanation made me finally understand.

She ... I don't even know her feelings ... Ji Hyujin's. So, has that feeling I never knew changed? That's why he decided to divorce me. Is that so?

But ...

How's my?

My feelings for her .. haven't changed in the slightest even though I told her a thousand times I was upset with her.