Reply Revenge of the Actor

Chapter 43

Chapter 43

"This what?" gabriella asked when Alex had just gotten home after a long day at the office.

Alex did not answer what Gabriella said, but chose to see the envelope thrown by his wife. From the envelope cover only Alex already knew if the envelope came from a religious court and he understood that the contents of the envelope were a call for the first trial of their divorce.

Yes, after pondering for a few days and the attitude of Amira who really stayed away from him despite still coming to the office and also still finished all her work well, she said, but still Amira really keeps her distance from Alex. Several times Alex tried to make Amira understand that he could not take a very heavy decision, but the girl did not care at all about it and kept her distance from Alex.

"I'm sure you can read the letter inside the envelope so well that there's no need to ask me what the envelope means!" alex said with his floor and did not feel the slightest guilt for what he had done.

"You're suing for divorce? Wh why? Why did you divorce me? Didn't we agree that we would never get divorced at all no matter what happens in our domestic life?"

"I know that we've agreed on this, but after I thought it would be much better if we just split up instead of being together and continue to hurt each other."

"Hurt each other? Since when did you start to argue about it while all this time you seemed to be doing well without a word and hurt each other?"

"You yourself must have noticed that we fight so often and I'm really tired of this constant relationship with no end at all. After all, a household filled with only quarrels will never succeed and ultimately inevitably we really have to beat on the situation and seek our own happiness!"

"Finding our own happiness you say? What happiness do you mean if in fact you always say if you are happy living with me and also children? What kind of happiness do you want again? If you are in trouble because we often quarrel and disagree, then, then it is not a big problem because every relationship will definitely experience such a phase and we just need to solve every problem!'

"And I feel that this is the best solution of all the problems that often trigger quarrels between us!"

"You ...."

Gabriella did not finish her words as she was completely at a loss for words to reveal what was in her heart. Divorce is something that Gabriella avoids most because after all she has lived without a father figure and it is something that is so painful that it makes her not want to make her children experience what is experienced first.

Gabriella tries to take a deep breath and then exhales slowly so that her emotions are slightly dampened so that later she can talk to her head and also emotions that are much calmer than now. He is very confident that all the problems faced by ourselves and Alex can certainly be resolved in a good way without having a separation between them. After all, this was not the first time they had a fight and every time they had a fight could always be resolved properly without having to involve a lawyer especially until they had to go to a religious court.

Meanwhile Alex uses the opportunity to walk to his room and clean up. He believes that he and Gabriella both need a little time to calm down so that later they can talk things out with a much calmer head than they are today. He was very sure that the anger shown by Gabriella just happened because the woman was not ready for the separation she wanted.

But Alex himself is unlikely to remain with Gabriella considering he has chosen to be with Amira because he is very sure if the girl can make him happy and his life will be far from quarrels. Alex realized that it was still his hope, but he will try to create it and he will never regret what has become his decision because after all he really wants the girl to be his life companion.

"Eat first and after that we will talk about many things because it seems like we need them now!" gabriella said as she entered the room and found Alex who had just finished cleaning up

"I ...."

"I know that you'd say if you'd eaten outside or you weren't hungry at all so you wouldn't want to eat the food I cooked, but I'm just reminding you that it won't do you any good at all because I always know what you used to do and what you never did!"

Gabriella really understands the nature and attitude of Alex so that she can face every emotion shown by her husband. Being married for many years and previously dating for a very long time makes Gabriella really understand about everything related to Alex.

"I'm really not hungry and I've really eaten outside so I don't intend to eat anymore for now!" said Alex who tried to refuse what was offered by his wife because he was too worried if after that he would falter.

"You don't have to lie to me because I am the one who knows the most about your nature and attitude so that I can make sure that you haven't eaten at all and for you to be in a rumble holding hungry!"

"You don't have to care about me anymore because all you have to care about is yourself and the kids!"

"I don't want to eat anymore and I'm not worried that you're going to poison me!"

"I didn't accept your refusal this time and you should still eat what I served on the dining table!"

Gabriella actually forced Alex to eat the food she had cooked and warmed up earlier. Gabriella did get a subpoena from the court from noon, but it did not make her reluctant to prepare everything for the children and her husband. However, according to him every problem must have a way out If they can speak calmly and from heart to heart. In addition, Gabriella also believes that Alex still loves her very much and is unlikely to reveal her divorce for no apparent reason.

Alex, who was forced to eat the food on the table, had no choice but to eat what was in front of him at this moment. In addition, he also could not deny that he was very hungry considering the last food into his stomach was his lunch with Angela and also a colleague.

In silence Alex enjoys the food in front of him and Gabriella faithfully sits in front of the man she loves so much. The woman who had given birth to two children looked at her husband with a gentle gaze and several times she tried to take a deep breath and then exhaled her so that she did not return to her emotions just because she remembered the envelope the one containing the call is divorcing her with Alex. However, this has not made her emotional and not out of thought with what her husband did.

"I'm done eating and it looks like we can start talking about the problems that are going on between us!" alex said after finishing all the food in front of him to not be left at all.

Gabriella did not respond to what Alex said because right now she is really trying to control herself and her emotions so they can really speak calmly and heart to heart. Sometimes he lent his eyes and performed some memorized prayers to cast off the shadow of the subpoena.

"I'm really sorry to you for having to take this very painful decision! I really had no other choice but to make that very tough decision considering that over the last few months the intensity of our fights was high enough to make me really rethink things and feel that we don't have to defend this marriage if it's going to hurt each other!" alex said when his words did not get a response from Gabriella.

Gabriella still remained silent after hearing what Alex had said just now, her brain was really thinking about how best to answer what her husband said because after all she did not want to lose from what was said by her husband. Gabriella really wants to maintain the marriage she built years ago and she is also reluctant to lose someone she loves so much.

"Gab, I really don't want to hurt you and also hurt the children with the decisions I'm making right now, but I think it's a little more painful when we stick together wading through a household heresy full of quarrels!" Alex resumed his words when he did not get any response from Gabriella and he felt that the woman in front of him was thinking about some things or could also be pervading what was said othersmore.

"I don't know what to say to you about the decision you've made and it's especially sudden that you don't even talk to me about it first," said Gabriella who finally said something after staying the same for a while.

"I made that decision because like I said it was the best decision after we fought a lot of times just because of a few small things and I don't think we can ignore that anymore."

"I realized that during these few months we do fight often just because of some small things that happen between us and usually it happens because of misunderstandings alone is not because of something that is very fatal. But I never thought that in the end you would decide that and even you made your decision side by side without talking about it with me first!"

"Because the misunderstanding has made me finally make this one decision even though I myself realize that it is something that is very heavy for me because after all I have been too used to living in beside you and also used to living with love from you!"

Hearing what Alex said, Gabriella could only smile because she thought those words were something very painful. How could Alex possibly say that she was too used to living with him and also living with the love given by him, but decided to let go of everything that was considered as a habitual word in her life.

"Why don't you talk about everything with me first? If there is indeed a misunderstanding between us then I am very sure there will always be a way out of all those mistakes."

"For this time I really feel that we can no longer speak from heart to heart even though you want it because after all nothing has happened too often until the end it's become a very big problem."

"A very big problem? How can all the small problems that have occurred so far and always managed to solve well, you think of it as a very big problem? You really don't understand your way of thinking so you can say things like that."

"This is one of the reasons why I assume that we can not continue this relationship anymore because every time there will be new misunderstandings and new fights that eventually make me really tired with everything!"

"Tired?"

Gabriella was completely inexhaustible with what Alex had said just now. How can a man who has always flattered her and also said a thousand words of love can say that he is tired of what is happening between them. I don't know how many tens of thousands of times they had quarreled and I don't know how many full moon they went through this life together and the man in front of him never said tired at all, but at the moment only because of a very small quarrel Alex can say that the word tired in front of him.

"Do you have another woman to make you what you are today?" asked Gabriella who somehow suddenly thought about it.