Red Threads Disconnected

Special chapter: Please grab my hand

"Stupid !".

I subconsciously pushed Rachel in full force.

Although I pushed her but my heart felt very sick, knowing that Rachel had always been happy in nature apart from me.

"I..I've been expecting you to come back Rachel!, but..Why do you, instead want to leave me ?".

"You don't know how many people look at me as the unlucky carrier, but you.hiks".

"Rahel the evil one !".

Shouting with anger, I turned my face away from Rachel, tears flowing again and soaking my fingers trying to wipe her away.

Honestly I don't know how Rachel's reaction was seeing me crying, but from the front a few centimeters away from where I was sobbing, Rachel started to tell me again.

"Sorry Dafira, I only think about my wishes".

"But this body, however, you can not bring it to the world. We are different Dafira, I am now just an illusion trying to calm your soul, whereas you, you are a human being with a real form".

"Me and you can't be together anymore, it's a fate that's in front of both of us".

Suddenly my eyes widened in shock, unable to believe what Rachel was saying. The feeling in my heart was so intense after hearing all the facts, whether it was anger, disappointment, or indecision, I could only get stuck without the slightest reaction.

"Dafira look at me". Moments later, Rachel started to approach me slowly.

"No!, don't come near". But with a heart that has been scratched, I so reject the request of Rachel was raw.

Rejection was no excuse for Rachel to despair, though she was refused to keep her close to me, from her soft fingers she gave a warm rub to my hair.

"Srak".

only then did he unite our two eels in the silence of my dreamland

"Your !".

"I've always loved you Dafira".

Once again I finally heard this sentence, for eleven years I waited for the sentence to come to me swallowed by solitude. But at night with my subconscious background, the sentence that I so longed for could be heard clearly and felt so real in my ears.

I stared at her, a thin smile that was the hallmark of Rachel carving like a turn of time back.

In that position, it is impossible for our eyes not to look at each other, but when we look at each other I can see Rachel's self begins to fade.

"Don't.I beg you not to leave me, sorry I was angry for no reason, sorry, please don't leave me Rachel".

Rachel simply smiled back, with one hand welcoming my embrace, while the other she placed it over my head to rub it gently.

"Dafira you don't have to worry because I'm not next to you. It's true, the next few days will be the hardest event in your life, the person you care about the most like a family, will commit treason".

"What, did Rachel mean ?".

"But take it easy Dafira, you don't have to be afraid. I will always take care of you no matter what, I will show you the best way, and I will always push you if it makes you fall".

"So".

Rachel started to take off my arms.

"Enjoy !".

And turned to look at my face in a smiley face.

"Because I will always take care of you dear Dafira".

After leaving a good impression shrouded in a warm smile, Rachel again left me alone with a feeling of emptiness.

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"Cringg !..kringg !".

"Meong~".

"Hmmm...is it morning ?".

It was so nice to meet someone you've wanted back for so long, so it was unknowingly morning already greeting my world.

But strangely, I think the tears that came out just in a dream, uh.apparently in the world I cried until the eyes became swollen. Needless to say, was the reaction of the entire house?, so I could only smile keeping a pleasant secret accompanied by sadness and disappointment.

" Rahel, I hope we can meet again someday".