
Such events not only occur once in the life of Rachel's sister, but occur repeatedly, and often every year to make the mental brother disturbed.
I still remember once on what date and in what month all the pressure exerted by the aunt could not be borne again by Brother Rachel on his shoulders.
October 22 XXXX year, in this soothing rainy season I saw the figure of a sister who looks so bad in her room.
Hair and clothes that are no longer neat add sadness in my heart when looking at my beloved sister.
I who saw this situation also gathered all the courage in my heart to be able to approach it.
By settling the precipitate I walked towards my sister's room while carrying the cocoa that I always ate with her.
"Krekk!!!, Brother !!". I opened the door to my sister's room very slowly.
Then after that I began to approach him who was seen sitting in a study chair with a situation that was so chaotic.
"Sister!, look at this I brought a cocoa". So I said after being beside my sister while showing the cocoa in my grasp.
He turned his body when he realized that I was now beside him.
"Hm~, it turns out you're Rafa ?".
"Yes big brother, look at this I brought cocoa".
"huh!!, you are so kind, thank you".
And as usual, my brother still stroked my head and smiled as if nothing would happen, even though I was sure that at this time he felt a lot of pain in his heart.
When I saw that fake smile I immediately fell silent and fixated, simultaneously tears flowed from my eyes and soaked my cheeks, I did not expect that all this time my brother was obliged to wear two masks for life, even in his own residence as well as that.
I who cried without cause this made Brother Rachel panic, she immediately came down from the chair she was sitting in and wiped my tears with both hands directly.
"Hey, are you okay Rafa ?".
Actually at that time I wanted to laugh because the face of my brother who was confused and panicked looked so funny and also cute. But because I was still weighing my brother's feelings, I suppressed that laughter in my tears.
"Are you, if not why cry".
"No, this is not what brother believe me".
My heart wanted to be honest at that time, but I don't know what my mouth would say to Rachel's sister who was in front of me.
"If you know I'm crying because of brother, why does sister now look so pitiful, you stupid brother now so high and awake is already very falling in my eyes you know !!". I also became nagging in my heart and did not dare to take it out for fear that my brother was offended when he heard this Nagging me.
What a fool I was at that time, I grumbled in my heart in the hope that my brother would no longer be in the condition that he is now, but I did not dare to throw it.
But when I nagged in my heart, unwittingly arrived brother immediately hugged my body tightly, the hug felt very deep and drained the myriads of taste that brother was experiencing. I understood what this hug was because I returned the hug very tightly even tighter than my previous embrace.
In the embrace was also the breath of my brother felt so heavy on my neck, then after the stray was immediately connected with the phrase mirikhas belonging to brother.
"Hahhh ~!!, Rafa don't cry, quickly remove those tears. You're a man, right ?".
I who was in the middle needed big brother to immediately nod as a sign of him, he said, then I quickly got out of the big brother's arms and immediately wiped away my tears and snot that might have hit the checkered shirt of my brother at this time.
"Hiks.hiks yes brother, I'm a man". I answered my brother's question very firmly, there was no doubt in my heart when I answered him, because I was born a man and why I hesitated to answer it.
She smiled at me after seeing that I was no longer crying.
"It's so good Rafa". So said brother. Then like usual, my brother stroked my head gently.
"here give brother one of those cocoa".
Hearing the brother who arrived asking for cocoa made me feel very happy and smiled widely, of course without a second thought I immediately gave the cocoa to the brother who was sitting in front of me at this time.
And as usual we ate the cocoa that was a sofa that was close to the window of the big brother's room that was so spacious. When there was no strange feeling implied in my heart, the wind was so cool and the warm sunshine still felt the same as usual.
But, after a dark night beats the sun...