Red Threads Disconnected

Special chapter: Light on the night of October

My brother, who had lost his mind about the incident that had just happened to him this morning...

On a star-filled October night, he prefers to stand on the edge of his own new villa roof.

With blank eyes, and also the bad condition of brother staring into the sky full of stars with a sad face. As if the gaze was implied meaning that he already had no hope of life anymore, if he was currently dead then brother had resigned to that fate. That is the meaning that will be read by people who see the eyes of the brother, when he was staring at the sky full of stars on the night of October.

At that moment also the brother who always turned when he heard my cry, for the first time did not want to turn his body and chose not to heed my loud scream mixed with the cry of fear.

You will not know how scared I was at that time, if you take one wrong step then my brother will go skyward and only leave deep memories for people who love him.

Hahh~ if asked, at that time I might have died if my brother really jumped down, because my heart almost exploded because of anxiety to see the brother who wanted to kill himself that night.

Then. How did aunt and uncle react on the night of October ?

Uncle who saw this choice of brother was of course panicked and half dead, uncle was so trying hard to bring brother to a safe place. With a chaotic and mixed mind, uncle quickly called all the bodyguards and police who worked with his company, the panic of the state army alone until called by my uncle. This is common, because there is nothing that the number one conglomerate cannot do.

At that moment the noise and the screams could no longer be hidden.

Especially the hysterical cries of aunt, I do not know what exactly was felt by the aunt at that time. But when I saw it, only one sentence came to my head, "my mother looks like a madman".

How not aunty who always looks neat and elegant like a queen who is so spoiled, now looks like a midfielder on the side of the road. Aunty's hair is always neatly combed and kept beautifully maintained, that night looks very tangled and also clothed, not to mention the suit that aunty wears looks so messy and also dirty, dirty, added a bad impression that night.

On the night of October my aunt also could not control herself when she saw the choice of Brother Rachel, her self-esteem so high and also awake on that night had been seen to be very fallen and also destroyed not left. The hysterical cries mixed with the roaring cries made everyone shocked and not wrinkle anymore. Even until I saw it

this hubbub felt so long and so tense, feelings of impatience and fear also mixed in my heart.

With this kind of feeling I took a desperate step with the aim of bringing my brother to a safe place as soon as possible.

I who was in the arms of my mother started a small rebel, I tried to let go of the grasp of the mother who was so tight with all my strength at that time.

"Rafaela!!!, where are you going".

The cry of the mother who was shocked when I rebelled and immediately ran towards Brother I no longer want to ignore.

With my mind gone, I immediately approached where my brother was standing, without any fear and trepidation I also stood on the same roof where my brother was glued to me now.

It was while running that I saw a brother who had been very crushed, the shoulder that usually can bear any burden now looks broken and can not bear the burden back.

" I will jump too if you jump!!!, I...I will go wherever you go !!!".

I saw my eyes widen at that time, then after that my sister looked at me, with a blank look full of sadness.

"Raphelian". So call my brother.

"Sister currently has nothing valuable anymore, this world and its contents like it has refused brother to be in it. So, why would you survive in a world like this trash ?".

"But, but, brother still has me. If..I don't leave me, I won't have anyone else".

"No Rafa, in this world of trash there are still people who want your existence, you are also still needed by people who love you, so you have to stay here. With your mom and dad".

"No!!!!, anyway if my brother jumps I will also jump !!".

Unknowingly at that time I turned my body to the edge of the roof of the villa owned by my brother, without any consideration at all I was immediately ready to plunge down while closing my eyes and praying in my heart.

But at that time also Brother Rachel pulled me back to a safe place, with automatically brother's plan to commit suicide that night failed to be planned.

"Don't ever do that again Rafa, just because you're older brother can survive and breathe in distress. So please stay alive for your brother".

All the words of the elder brother sounded very low and full of sadness, in the arms of the older brother I could feel a great vibration and a tremendous heartbeat. "Sorry my brother worried you".

Only that sentence was able to say, then after the tears were immediately soaked in my cheeks, the sound of crying instantly filled the sky at that time. Without a word, my sister apologized with the tears and hugs she gave me.

" Fool brother, I will hit big brother if there is such an incident like this again !!".

"Sorry Rafa, sorry".

"Sister stupid !!".

"sorry".

"Basic suck !!!".

That's how a tense October night ends, beginning with a great fanfare and ending with a deep cry between brother and sister that is inseparable.