Red Threads Disconnected

Reno & Jhennite: Jhennite Diary

25 January

What love really is, I don't know what that word means. But papa told me to engage suddenly, I did not understand my feelings because I was used to doing everything my parents wanted, but this time it was different, I felt a great feeling envelop my cold heart.

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27 January

I'm going to have a meeting today, finally a man I don't know will see his face. Nervous, happy, and lacking in confidence all I felt became one in my chest while feeling a thump so tight. But I tried to calm myself down and set my feet near where the man was waiting.

I met him with a bowed face, but the man met me with a glowing face with no sign of his insecurities. I turned to him there I realized how handsome and determined the man was. Papa really knew what I wanted, that's how my love began.

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30 March

After a meeting between the two sides of the family, me and the man who had the name Reno agreed to the agreement submitted from their respective families. Until today my engagement was held in a magnificent and beautiful party. I could feel it when I danced with Reno, I felt that the warmth she gave me was very much what I needed, plus Reno's eyes were so sincere and also felt so shady, I always wanted to look into those eyes without ever being satisfied.

But as always, the conglomerates never get happiness just, in all happy people I can feel the aura of hatred and envy in some conglomerate lady feelings.

But this is my life.

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14 May

Today I went to the airport to let go of Reno who was going to go to school in Germany. I'm a little sad because it's supposed to be me and Reno doing the wedding this month, but since Reno is going to go for science I have to understand her and back off the wedding day until Reno feels ready to marry me.

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16 December

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14 Aug

Now I should feel very happy because the company that I built myself managed to bear the sentence of success. But at the beginning of that happiness there was a big rock crashing at me.

Start with a headache in early August, which is getting more painful every day. Until the second week I felt my cry ringing followed by a really incredible headache.

"What is this ??". That's what I thought, but the more I thought the pain was terrible hitting me.

I groaned inside my Company office, all who saw me running to check on my condition. I did not answer, I felt blood flowing from my nose, then slowly my eyes felt heavy and my vision became blurry.

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August 16th

My world is broken, black and white have disappeared so I can no longer distinguish. I fell down until it felt like I couldn't get up again. These dark wings hugged me when I heard the doctor's deacnose say that there was a brain tumor inside my head.

I was scared, so scared, that I wanted to stop when the deacnose was unread, I was shaking, nightmares were always pulling me into him.

I wanted to ask for help, but no one could help. There's a fiancee I must always remember, there's a family I have to look after, everything makes me even more desperate.

The dilemma between me was either to let the big tumour stay, or I had to remove it, with the frequency that I forgot about 80 percent of my memory in there.

...I always pray to you Lord, let me live and remember him, because I love him so much, even though I do not know him. I beg you to give me the best....

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