
"Tap tap tap".
The sound of heavy legs was heard slowly approaching towards Jhennite.
The sound of the soles broke Jhennite's silence as he daydreamed. Jhennite turned his head towards the sound of the feet, from behind the green curtain, he could see that a man in a sweatshirt covered with a shirt was walking over to him.
Jhennite was not at all surprised, as she knew who the man was.
"Re...no ??". With a tone of voice still weak due to the influence of anesthesia, Jhennite called the name of the man she loved so much for three years more.
Responding to a weak call from her fiance Reno smiled sweetly, then sat down beside Jhennite, and clasped the hand of Jhennite which she brought down her cheek.
"Yes I'm here Jhennite". Such was Reno's reply with a smile that no Jhennite had ever seen before.
Although Reno's smile felt very sincere and warm, Jhennite's chest instead made her flutter. Debaran is not a beat that will make a shy blush, but a beat that makes the chest tight to want to feel crying.
Jhennite bit her lower lip, in reaction to the pain she was enduring in her heart right now. He repeatedly saw the handsome face of the fiancee who was smiling, but was always seen as sick and asphyxiated as Jhennite felt.
Until unwittingly, Jhennite spontaneously closed her eyes, while swallowing the tightness of the heart inside.
"Jhennite what's up ?? what's sick ??". Reno, who did not understand what Jhennite was feeling, suddenly felt panic because she saw her fiance closing his eyes like he was in pain.
But Jhennite calms Reno down with a headband with her signature smile, as a sign that she is fine and you have nothing to fear at all.
"Huffff !!". Reno sighed in relief knowing that Jhennite was fine now, then just like earlier, she gave her sweet smile back to the weakly lying Jhennite.
When he saw Reno's behavior, Jhennite smiled faintly and opened the subject for the first time.
"Why...you...ter-smile... so ??". Jhennite chuckled lightly while wrapping her tightness in laughter.
While Reno took the opportunity of the situation to launch a deadly bombardment to Jhennite.
"Hmmmm... why don't you?, I also don't know the reason I smile like this, maybe because in front of me there is a beautiful woman who is very adorable". That's how the death of Reno that was successfully launched.
But again, the sweet chatter that should make every girl's heart beat, even make Jhennite's heart feel claustrophobic. He felt that all Reno's behavior was just a charade like before, but on the side of Jhennite's other small heart, he felt that Reno was very sincere about what he was doing now.
Jhennite shed her tears inward, then tried to respond to Reno's flutter with a small laugh, as if she was feeling shy about the cat. And sure enough what Jhennite thought, seeing her fiance laughing at her death, Reno laughed happily, not knowing what Jhennite's laughter really was.
"You're so pretty when you laugh". Reno again teases Jhennite, putting her cheek on Jhennite's hand.
"Re-no, stop that fighting.mu".
"Why, aren't you happy ??".
Jhennite only fell silent in silence, he averted his gaze from Reno's face, and took a deep breath.
"Why Reno ?!!".
It is undeniable that even though Jhennite's heart is very soft and kind, but he is the same as other humans, he can still feel heartache as he feels today.
Jhennite's heart ached every second, he vented the pain to the bedsheet on the left side of his hand. Jhennite squeezed the bedsheet very strongly without knowing how much force he was channeling. It doesn't matter how she thinks it is, the important thing is that the pain in my heart is gone.
Under the same circumstances Reno began a new topic in the ICU room that was silent.
"Why". Jhennite replied to Reno's sentence with a voice that began to tremble.
"I'm sorry for my treatment, I was so naive back then that I didn't realize what I was doing".
Jhennite braced her squeezed hands on the sheets, she was very happy to know that her fiancee had now realized that her attitude had been wrong, but on the other hand Jhennite was scared, if one day the feelings of the fiancee again change as before.
"I know it's hard for you Jhennite". Reno spliced her sentence because she felt she did not get a response from Jhennite.
"But can we start this engagement from the beginning??, we start from the moment I and you get to know each other ??".
Jhennite's tears spilled instantly, his heart that had been shattered into pieces had now become even more broken after hearing Reno's statement. In his little heart Jhennite argued over what answer he would choose, but when he was arguing the pain in the head hit his body.
The little grimacing Jhennite endured such an incredible pain accompanied by a great buzz in his ears. Many times he endured and did not scream, but his defeated body to a dry cold wetted the entire face of Jhennite.
"Jhennite you why ?!!!". Reno again panicked to see the current condition of her fiance, but just like earlier Jhennite still shook her head indicating that she was fine.
For Jhennite such pain was nothing, because during the life he started Jhennite had already felt more pain than pain now. In the agony of enduring the pain Jhennite had already made a decision, for the sake of his future and Reno.
"Re-no.ma.saf...me...". Jhennite brickly said his heart because while enduring the pain, but in Reno's ear even though he was bricked what was said by Jhennite was very clear in his ear.
"I..ti..dak..can.... continue...per....this fiancee".
"Duarrrrr !!!". The sound of a bomb exploding directly fell on Reno's head. Reno never expected that she would experience rejection from her fiance Jhennite.
The present edge is the harsh reality, Reno's love is rejected raw by Jhennite when he begins to realize something.
"But why Jhennite, isn't this a good thing, you and I can have the relationship you dreamed of".
"I. I can't, Re..no".
"But why !!!". Reno's voice began to rise. When Jhennite wanted to explain...
"Reno... stop..aku..akhhhhhhhhh !!!". The pain in the head can no longer be held by Jhennite. The scream of pain until it broke Jhennite's last sentence to Reno, the anger that enveloped Reno's heart became replaced with panic.
"Tittt..titt...titt...".
The sound of the electrocardiogram also shrieked loudly, dissipating the calm of everyone around him.
"Jhennite, hangin. Doctor !!!, doctor !!!, doctor !!!".
Reno shouted as loudly as possible to call the ICU room doctor, and quickly handled her fiance who was in pain. The doctors already know what the condition of Jhennite now, therefore all superior medical personnel gathered to work quickly as lightning to maintain the condition of Jhennite's body that had previously been stable.
Tonight is sure to be filled with world theatrics, with fragile puppetry constantly being played out until fate is satisfied. What's more for Reno, fate is something scary that managed to make himself experience slump until it fell to the bottom of the conscious.
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"Reno I'm sorry, that's not exactly what I want to tell you. But I'm afraid if everything is uncovered, you yourself will decide on the red thread that has begun to knit neatly".