Quickie Marriages

QM 40's

"Gue doesn't want you guys to believe this" Ray said suddenly.

"So we have to how, pretend well you mean. Is that what you want?" andi asked with a wound full of eyes.

"Gue doesn't like you looking at me in a pity way, I don't like it" Ray argued.

"Ray.. I don't understand how your mind goes. I'm angry, but I don't know who to be angry with, I'm disappointed but I don't have the right to be disappointed because you think we're not important."

Arka's eyes were not much different from Andi's.

"You are important" said Ray.

"Don't hesitate to say we seem important to you, if in reality we like the wind then."

Arka turned her eyes to another rah, honestly she was not able to pretend to be strong in fact she was not that strong.

"Gue nobody thinks you are, gu-gue-"

"What gue? You want to say gini "Let me take it all by myself but don't you guys" want to say that? Stale Ray Ray. Lo managed to make us like a person***, I salute Ray I salute. Thanks a lot." Cut Andi.

"Don't do that, you're too much." Bima did not like Andi's words.

"The outrageous Gue, or Him? Let's answer. If I'm outrageous, then don't mistake me someday there's nothing I don't tell you on." Andi's emotions are out.

"Gue knows you're disappointed, I know you're angry. But you have to realize your friend is sick again." Kahfi.

"It's not that he's trying to hide from us, yes if he's sick, instead he wants to look good in front of us, okay I'd like him. Gu-gue doesn't think he's sick. I still think he's Ray**** who's always a cranky joke." Andi.

"Andi lo don't get that emotional," Kahfi raised her voice.

"Gu-gue thinks of you more than anything else, you guys I already consider family. Okay I'm not going to pretend anymore. I'm sorry if I've hidden all of you, I'm sorry." Ray took a breath before continuing what he wanted to say.

"Gue will be honest, this hurts a lot. I still remember Andi saying that I am a very difficult person to cry, in fact I am not like that. Every time I finish chemotherapy I cry, I'm not that strong for everything. I'm tired too, if I could I'd rather die. But to this day I have not died, I have not been able to see my own family is sad let alone see you guys I can not afford." Ray's tears flowed without excuse. He can't hide anymore.

Bima stepped towards Ray. She hugged Ray tightly enough.

"Lo strong, you strong." Lirih Bima slowly. Her tears could not be held either.

"Gue's not that strong, Bim, I'm tired." Although slowly, Ray's words can still be heard by others.

Andi felt her chest already narrowed, it hurt.

Arka pretended to care for her ears.

"Lo must be sure he can be cured" said Kahfi.

"Over the 5 months I've had no progress, I'm getting sick as long as you know. I'm too stupid to believe I'm cured. Everyone said that I would recover, in fact. I'm sicker and I'm definitely dying".

"Lo***** or what? You want to die, yes. Yes, there is no need to be difficult. Jump from here to die. I'm the first one to laugh".

"Andi," said Kahfi.

Andi immediately came out leaving Ray's ward, a chaotic thought. He was like he was hit by a huge bomb that shook his heart and soul so much.

"You'll wait to be brought in if he really wants to die." Andi replied casually before disappearing.

"Kaf lo follow Andi, his emotions are not stable" said Bima.

Kahfi followed where Andi went.

While Ray was still silent a thousand languages, he felt very guilty. But he also couldn't bear the pain.

"The new gue's awake. Among us be five, only Andi who rarely show his emotions, but this time he took off control. And I know he's the sickest one here" Arka said.

"Gu-gue apologizes." That's all Ray can say.

"As long as you have the spirit to heal, I'll be sorry." Arka gives a hug as a sign that Ray is not alone.

"Udah do not think too much, andi will be back here. Let's take a break, Ray." Bima helps Ray to rest.

"Thank you very much."

***

"Do you feel calm?" ask Kahfi while giving Andi a can of drink.

Silence, Andi is still silent.

"Gue knows you don't feel good being a friend, I know Andi. But you can't like that either, "tegur Kahfi.

"Gue is also afraid he will die Kaf, I surein him that he will recover in fact I am not sure. I'm not sure Kaf" Andi said.

They were in a park with a hospital. So many people pass by and there are even people who wear clothes for hospital patients.

"Never compare death with Ndi disease, we who are healthy like this can die."

"Well, how should Kaf be? My faith is not as strong as yours, gu-gue-."

"For now we support him" Kahfi cut.

"Gue never imagined if we are in the current situation Kaf, it feels like a dream," Andi raced.

"That's the name of life, we won't know what we're waiting for out there."

"Ray's not handsome anymore, he's skinny. He used to be cool, even I was envious. But now he's like a stranger in my sight. Moreover, his head is bald." Andi involuntarily let out tears.

"Gue is very crybaby, gini is already crying." Connect again.

"Lo guess I'm not a whiny. We are funny yes, fitting bawuran or race we have extraordinary abrasions but never cry. It turns out that wounds from within hurt more than external wounds" Kahfi complained.

They remember how they used to be together. Times have changed and thoughts have changed. No one knows what will happen in the future. Today's smile can be the roar of tears and vice versa.

If you do not depend on God, then believe life will be chaotic like there is no direction. Whatever happens today, no matter how hard the ordeal, believe me it will all be over.

The world is only a temporary place that is not eternal, there will be a time when we will not be tested again or a place where all pleasure. This is the paradise that the faithful and the righteous long for.