
“Bismillah.” Arka gives one
the first spoon. He prayed in his heart that the food would be acceptable to him
the wife's stomach.
Farah swallowed the food
by force, he was indeed not so eager to eat. If not
given there is a fetus that needs intake then Farah will not eat.
“Forced ya Darling, slow down
aja.” Arka rubbed the corner of the lips of the wife. Farah's lips went into a change
skin so there are some parts that are peeled off.
“Sweet Mas,” weaned Farah felt
agony.
“Astagfirullah, don't hold
later increase the width of the peel.” Arka rubbed Farah's lips with a tissue
because there's blood coming out.
“Sabar yes Darling, adek strong for
this ngejalani.”
Pain yeah, Arka didn't lie that
there was a part of him that was in pain when I saw Farah's condition.
“Hiks hiks.” Farah crying. She didn't
I have felt the pain as now. A little bit nauseous and no
appetite. Her body was limp, her lips were chapped and sometimes felt pain
at waist.
“I'm sorry I couldn't
relieve pain Adek.” Arka's tears were at the end of her eyes. She must
strong because if he is weak then who will strengthen.
“Thank you always patient to face
Adek Mas.” Arka kissed his wife's head fondly. After eating,
Arka provides fetal strengthening drugs from doctors and pregnancy milk with distance
who was told by obstetrician Farah.
Fatigue and exhaustion are things
which all humans experience. Feelings of saturation also sometimes arise
all of a sudden. When that feeling comes, know that the world is
tired place. Later, yes later after returning to God then feel
fatigue is replaced with pleasure when the time in our world is spent
fearing Allah. Young marriage, fast pregnancy is not
the barrier of a household goes well.
Married to the man we
love is common, but loving people after marriage is
that's remarkable.
as easy as it seems, he who is still relatively young is also sometimes unstable and
want to enjoy youth. Arka never forbids the wife to
doing what he wanted, even Arka offered repeatedly
for Farah to continue her education.
***
Farah can already run the day better despite the nausea
in the morning it is still being experienced. Arka had already left for the store to search
sustenance. The life at Papa Arfan's house doesn't make them just rely
papa Arfan's Money. Arka insisted that the wife use the money she had
give if you want to buy what you want.
“Why rarely go to the hospital, Don't fool me again Ar”
“No business with you.”
“Basic brother stupid. You want things to get worse, right?”
“I'm tired as long as you know. I will soon too
dead.”
“You're crazy talking like that, you should be thinking
how can it survive to make amends to your own son.”
“At least I can go quietly after my son wants
forgive my mistakes.”
“Out where are you? I'll tell Farah
about your condition let him talk you to the hospital.”
“You crazy? Don't let my son know. If you find out
I will not forgive you.”
Farah fell silent, she clearly knew that who was talking
papa Arfan and Om Irfan. There are thousands of needles that are pierced into
his chest, it feels so painful. Farah banged her chest hoping for what
he heard it was a dream.
A thousand questions popped up in his head, What is the pain of his father?
Why doesn't the father go to the hospital?
He went back to hiding behind the wall of Papa's study
Arfan could hear what his father was hiding.
“You also do not eat Ar?” medicine
“I told you not to interfere in my affairs.”
Once again Farah cried, she remembered clearly when she saw
Papa Arfan takes a lot of pills. When Farah asks him, Papa Arfan just
I replied that it was a vitamin.
Farah thought whether her father would leave too
left him?