
From the moment Arfan left he no longer appeared in front
her child. He will come when the child sleeps. Longing
what he felt always made himself tormented, why is it so difficult
hugging the child when he is in front of his eyes.
Arfan is sad, yes he is very
wistful. Only God knows how broken he is. Until now Arfan
not married at all. He was always caught up in regrets
he asked God for forgiveness for the sins he had committed.
Arka often sees dad
the wife came but did not enter the room. He just
looking at the door.
"Mas Adek wants to see you
Pa-pa" although Farah's 2 days have always been against herself, she
seeking guidance from God that God may give
her chest.
"Dad be jerking off again
coming" reply Arka.
"Papa Mas is not Dad"
Arka looked at his wife with a look of confusion. After that he realized
that the wife had tried to accept the situation despite heavy.
Bright smile Arka gave to
the wife. Again he was grateful, what people thought of Farah
is true. Farah is a great and good woman.
"God, Yes later
I'll tell you to tell Papa Arfan"
Although Farah's weight will be
try over. Hatred will not produce anything. He feels God
surely he likes himself, let alone bad things about dad
her own bladder.
"What Papa will meet
the same Adek Mas? Adek has become a bad boy" Arka really hates the
wife crying. But as hard as he could try to eliminate
the sadness he felt.
"God willing, dear,
Papa every day look good. I often see"
Arka tells us that Papa Arka
often looking at the door. Even all night when Farah was in the middle
fell asleep. After saying that, Farah cried even more.
She shouldn't hate her own biological father, the mistakes of the past
it does not have to be used as a benchmark for the future.
Not half an hour Arka
telling the Father, Papa Arfan was already present among them.
The bahagis face is clearly imprinted.
Talk carefully" whispered Arka slowly. He kissed the forehead
wife before going out. Giving time to Farah and her biological father is
things needed at this time.
Minutes by minutes passed, by,
he's someone starting to talk up. Both are equally save
thousands of longings, thousands of sick and thousands of hopes.
"Papa" is enough
slow, but can be heard by Arfan. Angry as it feels
fly, the phrase he waited 17 years for. The word only
he got it from a dream. A word he was willing to exchange for his own life.
Arfan's cry broke, he
not expecting this day to come. The day his son called
the word he always awaited.
"I'm sorry Farah"
farah. What a difficult word he said, but a heavy burden
his chest shifted a little.
"Papa should ask
I'm sorry, God thank you" Arfan clenched his son's body tightly. Him
if God takes his life now, he is sincere.
"Farah lied that during
this assumes Papa's dead, Farah lies Pa's hiks. Every night Farah always
want to see Papa hiks. Every night Farah always expects a hug
Papa, every night Farah waits for Papa to torch"
"I'm sorry, dear Papa,
Forgive me Papa who gave up looking for you. Forgive my dear Papa forgive Papa
give you this deep wound please forgive Papa who made your life
destroyed" said Arfan. Thousands of thorns plunged into his heart. Him
aware that his son had been crying painful things.
"Why is God now
meet us Pa, Farah has always felt pain.
Farah's always been insulted, Farah tortured Pa" The feeling
all this time the dipendah finally came out one by one.
"Yes, dear, Papa
tau. Forgive me Papa just came now hiks. Forgive Papa"
Arfan told me how he
trying to find Farah with her son's mother. He repeated the search
all the areas in Bandung. Until there is someone
he said that his son and mother had died. Since the moment
his life was ruined, even his life was over the limit. However
God still loves him, and he is guided to repentance
to Allah.