
“Papa's promise that Farah won't cry with anything
condition Papa.” Papa Arfan won't let his son's tears out just
because himself.
“Ta-“
“If Farah does not promise then Papa does not want to go home
pain.”
Farah could not dodge anymore, even though she was not
sure will keep that promise but most importantly Papa wants to go home
be ill.
“Iya Pa.”
The blue sky could not make Farah's excitement disappear,
he was obviously very worried about the illness his father was suffering from. Conforms
the schedule that has been determined, today Farah accompanied Papa Arfan to
treatment that has not been done for a long time. Farah accompanied her father
to do all sorts of testing.
“Almost 2 months Mr. Arfan did not do check-up and
rarely take medication. What are the complaints during these 2 months sir?”
“My body is often exhausted, sometimes also my stomach hurts and
also Swelling of the legs and feet.” Papa Arfan showed
the swelling that occurs.
“Our temporary diagnosis results, Father's liver disease
naturally deteriorates a little. Some damage is starting to grow. Father should
keep the spirit to do check-ups and eat medicine. God willing with permission
God the father can improve.”
Farah heard what the doctor said. Liver disease
not an ordinary disease. Cirrhosis is a chronic condition
caused by damage to liver tissue and blockage of blood flow.
People with liver disease who have experienced cirrhosis can experience symptoms
serious and requires special care from a doctor. The care given
focus on relieving the symptoms of liver disease that appear. This disease can
set aside by several things one of them is often consume alcohol.After finishing doing various treatments, Farah and
Arfan is heading home. Farah did not ask too much
Daddyh. The doctor who handled the father had already explained the various foods that
cannot and foods that are recommended to eat. Cirrhosis disease when
left unchecked it will be a disease of liver failure.
“Papa alright?” ask Farah worried.
“Alhamdulillah Papa very good, it turns out what God
prohibit actually there is evil in it,” explained Papa Arfan. “Meaning Papa
what?” Farah suddenly did not really understand the direction of their conversation.
“The disease that Papa is suffering from now is caused by style
papa's life was bad. Drinking what is clearly unlawful is drinking
alcohols. God loves Papa so much that God still resuscitates Papa
that Papa's life path was wrong includes ruining your mother son. All of them
wrong Papa, if this disease is God's way of forgiving Papa's sins then Papa is very
happy.”
Thousands of wounds and regrets can be seen from Farah's papa.
“When a person repents earnestly to
Allah may have ignored him Pa because Allah's mercy is greater than
murkania.”
“Yes dear, pray that God will forgive Papa's sins.”
Papa Arfan involuntarily let out tears. Tears full of fear
Allahs. For the last 10 years of his life he only used to repent to
God, even for a householder, does not want him. Fear of
Allah is more than anything for him, no one knows when his death will be
but it has been almost 5 years Arfan felt pain in his body.
“Insya Allah Pa,” Reply Farah.
The man who commits any sin if he wants to change then the opportunity
God forgives his sins wide open unless they are in alliance with God. From Anas r.a., he said, I heard
The Prophet said, Allah has said,
“O son of Adam, as long as you ask Me and hope in Me
I forgive all your sins that you have committed and I do not care.
O son of Adam, if your sins come
as high as the sky, then you ask for forgiveness from Me, I will forgive you, O son of Adam, if you come
to Me by bringing an error as wide as the earth and then you meet Me
in a state of not associating Me one bit, I will come to you
with forgiveness as wide as the earth anyway.” (H.R. Tirmidhi)
There is a kisa about a man who is a master of magic
has committed almost all crimes and has killed 100
hidayah is always open to anyone as long as he wants to take it before
life reached his throat. Suddenly the man came to a man
alim, and said "i want to change”. Ali mini then deliver “You
it's not that you can't be a good person, it's just that you don't stay
an environment that does not support you to be good. Get out of first
your neighborhood and go to the science fair, the place is there. Come
go there, learn and God will bomb you to change from evil
being the best person.”
Heard by the man the advice of the pious man and
he went to the college of knowledge, traveled. Suddenly, Masya
Allahs. Not until the destination is still a journey of more sudden death
come fetch. So what's going on?
His steps are judged as worship, in his swiftness he
repentance and repentance to Allah. His repentance brings the love of God
(available at QS 2:222 at the end of the verse) “Allah loves people repent”
and the love of God brings forgiveness to all his sins (QS 3:31). Mediated
the journey au picked him up and the reward was given to the man and
the Prophet said he went to heaven.
There is no guarantee that we will die as experts
worship or worship because every time the faith always goes up and down. Then every
time remembers death so that doing acts of fear.
***
“Where was Papa last deck?” ask Arka who just came home from
isha prayers in the mosque.
“Ngot too good Mas, because 2 months back Papa
no check-up plus rarely take medicine yes Papa's condition is getting worse,” clearly
Farahs.
“Many prayers for Papa's recovery, as much as possible
we strive.” Farah agreed to what her husband said.
“Sit here broke, Abi want to bacain Al-qur’an in front of the grandpa
Mi.” Arka took the mushaf on the special table. Farah sat down beside him
husband while stroking his stomach which began to bulge.
The recitation of the holy verse of the Qur’an in the recitation by Arka and Farah.
They enjoy how to remain romantic in obedience to God.
After finishing reading almost 1 juz Arka helps the
wife to take off the mukenan she used.
“Tadi Mas buy dragon fruit on the side of the road to go home,” said Arka
while handing over the plastic bag.
“Wah Mas every day bring mulu food home at the store
broke again,” seduces Farah while slightly laughing.
“Ya for wife what's wrong deck. The provision is Allah
lay down for his servant so that we as servants of faith and fear not
I can worry about the sustenance. The point is to strive and increase piety
to Allah,” Arka explained.
“Masya Allah, so more love with Mas.”
“Iya love Mas because religion Mas to Allah yes.” Farahs
nodding vigorously and she also said to the husband help him obey
to God by obeying the husband for good.
“Adek want to peel dragon fruit first to the kitchen yes Mas, sekalin want
thanks to Papa.”
After the wife's departure, Arka opened the leptop to
do the final task that has been untouched for 1 month. Repetitively
arka rubbed her eyes that wanted to get her right. She didn't
astonished that the wife had not yet returned to the room, she knew that Farah must have been
accompany the father to hear a religious lecture on one of the television channels.
“These are adek makein dragon fruit juice equal snack.” Farahs
enter the room while carrying 1 glass of juice and some snacks.
“Do not move much lo deck, remember again pregnant.”
“if not move more dangerous Mas, said Mother if
again pregnant as much as possible light-light activities.”
Arka drank the juice made by his wife, his throat
feels fresh.
“Spirit of learning adek husband, muachh.” Arka trinkets
to see the adorable conduct of the wife. He peed his cheek
become a soft target of his wife's lips.
“Often kissed even more kok I still deg-degan gini
yes,” quietly Arka while smiling as his wife's body is no longer visible.