Pursuing the Abandoned Love

Chapters. 86 Disappointed

Elwas continued his story.

" Because I've never been touched by alcohol, even if drinking a little makes me dizzy. I thought there was no way I could go home drunk. Because my head feels heavy, I'm sure if I can't drive my own car. Then I decided to rent a room for a short break until the dizziness in my head was slightly reduced. I booked one of the rooms at the hotel, but I was lucky to see something a bit vague, faintly visible if the number I saw was in accordance with the key I was holding. Because basically the door was not in the key, I who opened the origin could be directly open. I just walked in, because there was no one there. I lay my body for a moment, on the nightstand I saw there was a juice drink, I thought if it was provided by the hotel as a service. Without thinking, I drank the juice. After a while I felt something strange inside me. I began to hallucinate, and feeling my man's passion begin to dominate, I felt it was the influence of the drink I was drinking. Not long after it turns out there is a woman who came out of the bathroom she just wears lingerie without wearing anything else. It was clear what he had in front of my eyes. If I had been conscious, I would have left that place immediately. But I don't know what demon got into my mind, made me do something dirty with that woman. I myself do not remember whether the rejection of the woman or not. What was clear was that when I came to my senses, I saw the woman looking at me with a look of hatred. At that time I was so sorry Mizka, I would even take responsibility for what I did. I begged her to marry me at that time. But the woman insulted me, saying I didn't deserve her. "

" I still accept his humiliation, however, I've been guilty of this. Because of my negligence I can ruin a woman's life. I promised her that I could give her a decent life, and would open my heart to her. But the woman told me to leave the room quickly, she asked me for some money to compensate, she said the money would be used to abort her womb if she was pregnant, he very angrily kicked me out Mizka. He told me to keep this a secret from Mr. Reyhan, and assume it never happened. " Elwas looked at Mizka who looked down, he knew at this time Mizka must be disappointed with his attitude or even he must be disgusted by his actions.

" What's the reason she told you to hide all that from Mr. Reyhan? " ask Mizka

" Since she loves Mr. Reyhan, she very much does not expect any accountability from me. I've asked her many times to marry me, but she's getting angry, she insulted me if I wasn't worth it to the person she loved. "

Mizka shuddered at the thought of how stupid the woman was, getting accountability from a man who was not necessarily another man to do.

" What is that girl Paula?? " Mizka begins to guess who the girl Elwas was sleeping with, because as long as she lives with Elijah, only Paula tells Elijah often if the woman is after Reyhan's love, and if she is after him, even to the point of hurting and making the relationship both cracked.

Elwas stared at Mizka's bead, afraid that if he said yes, he would hate Elwas. Making the two speechless because Elwas was reluctant to answer.

" Elwassss ??? " ask Mizka quietly

" yes. " Elwas finally admitted that the woman was Paula, a woman who had wasted her time. One woman who had dared to refuse, insulted even lowered her pride.

" I'm sorry Elwas, if if that woman wasn't Paula maybe I could take it. And I can accept all of this. But that woman is Paula. The woman who made the lives of those closest to me hurt, who made those closest to me sick. But you just kept quiet about covering up all the ugliness in front of Reyhan. It's like you let Master Reyhan and Elijah separate. I'm disappointed in you Elwas. I am disappointed why you were silent when both hearts were hurt, but clearly Mr. Reyhan has given you a decent life. " Mizka let go of Elwas' hand and left the room.

Elwas pulled Mizka's body back to keep her from leaving.

" I had to Mizka, because I promised. As my guilt-redeemer, what I consider is a grave mistake. I was forced to do this, because I was also at a loss to explain how. " Elwas began to speak quickly so that Mizka would listen before she forced her way.

" Promise?? Elwas you even let the person who has given you a comfortable life be tormented here, and you only say because of a promise that you must keep. Now I'm asking you one thing. If, in case, we get married and Paula comes back to beg you, she just realizes that you are a good man for her, she wants to marry you, and she keeps your promise to marry her. Then will you leave me to keep your promise?? Or will you pair me with her as a second wife?? Answer Elwas?? Don't just shut up " said Mizka waiting for an answer from Elwas

Mizka was really disappointed with an Elwas disclosure, Just because of a promise to Paula, she let Elijah and Reyhan have to bear her sin. What Mizka regrets is why Elwas did not reveal Paula's plan to frame Reyhan at the time. If Elwas had told him, perhaps things would have been different. Reyhan will have no guilt on Paula, leading to a misunderstanding between Reyhan and Elijah.

" Mizka I know I'm stupid. I know I let you down, but I was wrong then too. I live in pressure and guilt. Paula always threatened me to put me in jail for harassment. I thought of my family Mizka ", said Elwas

" So you seek safety at the expense of others. So you can just shut up to see Reyhan, Elijah is even all hurt. I'm disappointed Elwas, I'm disappointed with your attitude. "said Mizka pulled her hand from Elwas's hand.

Mizka did not expect that this relationship would be this complicated. He did not expect that all these problems started from a secret Elwas that he guarded and he covered.