Pursuing the Abandoned Love

Chapters. 68 The Past

Reyhan pulled back Elijah's body from behind, and snapped Elijah's body like a baby.

" Take me off Reyhan. I hate you, hate !!! " elia cried out by hitting Reyhan's shoulder with all her might, but Reyhan ignored it.

Reyhan continued walking carrying Elijah in a sling into his room, and continued to enter the room that was still open since Elijah left the place.

Elijah stared quietly around the messy room. Even the picture has fallen down with Aldo's picture.

Blam......

I heard the door close very hard, because Reyhan closed it using only his feet.

Reyhan dropped Elijah off to sit on the couch he used to use to forcibly seize Elijah's honor.

" This is where I started loving you, this chair is the history our love began. I don't care if you call her a caterpillar, a plant pest, or even a cheap woman. I never loved Elijah. My one heart, just for you. Just by having you, it has already perfected my life. I don't care about any woman in the world, even if she's prettier than you, she's smarter than you, or even she's more everything than you, it won't take your place in my heart. A name that is beautifully engraved in my heart, Elijah Oliveira. Only that woman has filled my heart" Reyhan said, sitting in the arm of Elijah lying on the couch.

Elijah turned his face to the wall. She did not want to be hypnotized by her husband's good looks, or tempted Reyhan's seduction just like that.

" I don't care !! It's too late for Reyhan" said Elijah still with a look at the wall.

" Call me Brother !!! Elijah" said Reyhan, bringing Elijah's face to his face.

" Wouldn't !! " answer Elijah steady

" Call me brother, Elijah ! " pinta Reyhan repeated his words.

" I don't ma "

Reyhan kissed Elijah's lips. Reyhan doesn't like Elijah to keep arguing.

" If you continue to defy me, I won't let go of this kiss" Reyhan said

" Elijah, I am truly worthless in your heart. Is your hatred ingrained until you can't forgive my mistakes. I'm not Elijah's loser. I'll send Paula away to Ethiopia if you want her. There is not a single woman I touch other than yourself Elijah" Reyhan said

" Liar !!! " answer Elijah quickly

Reyhan stared intensely at Elijah's face, Reyhan no longer knew what to do so that Elijah could forgive him.

" Why do you always not believe what I say Elijah. Did one lie close your eyes, to see my loyalty" Reyhan said

" How could I believe your words, I even clearly saw first.You also kissed Nihan, when he preferred Aldo's brother to you" Elijah replied

Reyhan closed his eyes. He had run out of words to answer Elijah's every denial.

" That was first. Before we had no ties. I admit I kissed her because I didn't want her to prefer Aldo to me, just because of a misunderstanding. In fact, I stopped chasing him, too. Because I realized my love was already imprinted on you. " said Reyhan already standing up and explaining with a desperate expression.

Reyhan was really holding back emotions facing Elijah who always just cornered him.

Elijah was silent with Reyhan's reply. He began to get up and sit on the sofa chair with his eyes down.

" Take off Reyhan. "please ask Elijah with his face down

" Call me brother !!! Call me brother like you used to call me Elijah "he shouted Reyhan was really out of control. Reyhan shook Elijah's body with tears dripping down his face.

" I have to how is Elijah??? tell me what I have to do so we can be like before. How to make you smile back for me. Tell Elijah... !!! said Reyhan who was still shaking the body of Elijah.

" Give me some time, brother. I need time to think about my feelings. If I forgive you, I forgive you. But if it's to go back to how it used to be, I don't think I can. I can't forgive a lie, brother. I told you about this once. Will receive a bitter confession, rather than a more painful lie" Elijah answered. This time Elijah called Reyhan's name back.

Both of them were silent, dissolving in their thoughts until Reyhan finally opened his voice.

" Even if it's too late, I'll tell you how I felt about you a long time ago. Twenty-three december was the day of our first meeting, I, who had just returned from Germany, deliberately attended a seminar invitation representing my father's company. I saw you wearing a black blezer, and matching trousers. You were joking and teasing Sean who was sulking for some reason. At that time I felt like having a lover like you, who would seduce me when I was angry. I was still silent at the time, and I kept watching your movements that never cared about the people around you when I was with Sean. Until you fill out the seminar on the podium, you apologize on behalf of your hospital, because it should be Nihan, but you have to replace it because Nihan is abroad. That's why I crossed back the name of Nihan in my mind, I deliberately approached you by asking you some questions so that you could see me at that time. And sure enough you responded kindly. I'm more interested in talking to you, and I'm starting to talk about Nihan between our conversations to get closer to you. You know Elijah, that was the first thing I did to a woman who was clearly in a pair. But I have to be disappointed that Elwas told me that if you were engaged to Sean, it made me back off. Because after getting engaged is a sign that your relationship is serious. And to be honest, I was thinking that you've had an illicit relationship with Sean. Because seeing your closeness to Sean is so close, and since that meeting, I turned out to meet Sean often with other women. Even I often see Sean leaving for work from the woman's apartment. I made my own appraiser of you back then. You also warmly welcomed my conversation at that time. I'm judging if you're easy to approach " said Reyhan looking back at his past